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Beautiful, sweet, and lovable but who would want to kill him and why? I really love this cat so much. My miracle cat.

Actually I know why, I think: because of what I wrote about him in regards to the tornado the day after Christmas.

HUGE MISTAKE: not what I wrote, but what they did to my cat ROMEO. 

The reason my cat is a miracle cat is because he was lost for 7 weeks and I looked for him for those 7 weeks and finally found him via a tip from a friend’s daughter who noticed him in a gutter drain at school under a grove of trees, not because he stopped me from being destroyed in a tornado the day after Christmas, but he did sense it coming early that day. He didn’t talk or anything like that but animals sense things and they are God’s creatures and I think God talks through them in a way just like other things as well. My other cat reminds me of things sometimes that I forget because God talks to us sometimes that way. I don’t think God appreciates my cat being destroyed because of vengeance or because of sadistic cruelty of an ex or for money from the ex, etc. Yea the big dogs were afraid of him because he lacked normal fear of animals bigger than him partially because he didn’t know any better. He had them cowering under a table one day probably because he stared at them. Cats are funny animals. He tried to help with the kids growing up by leaving hair rubber bands down the hallway and loved to hunt for those hair bands and let everyone know he had found one by meowing really loud. He played hide and seek. He was a smart cat. Part Russian Blue! He liked to wake me up chomping on printer paper in the morning when he was hungry and it was irritating, but very cute and I would find little holes in my paper. Liked to eat water from the faucet. He guarded my garage and workroom when he could steal into the room and make me trick him to get him back out of the garage. It was a game. When the ex was kind of careless with a can that he used to put a certain chemical in his car to keep the water from freezing the leaves covered it one windy day right before he stepped on it after I had put kitty litter on top of it to soak it up. It was a like perfect timing and then something happened a while later that involved white dots in his left lung that crystalized. The only way it could have gotten in it is if he breathed it in his lung and aspirated on it and cats don’t usually do that. Mirella had the sign of white dots at the concert in her inebriated state after passing out for various reasons: the heat and a huge margarita from hell, and drugs. She liked Xanax and so did her friends and I had some stolen from me. They do it by the bars which is usually 4 times as much as I would take. But my Prednizone was stolen and my Xanax and she was in the house and so was her friend. Since then I rarely use it. Found a small funnel in the bedroom of my daughter which they had some mixed drinks but I find that a flimsy excuse though it may be true. My cat hung out with them for a few days in the exes bedroom when she spent the night for a few nights before she was banned but allowed in anyway by the ex while I was in the ER and out of spite and disregard for me AND MY DAUGHTER even though she adored her friend at the time and used lack of air conditioning at her house as the excuse and after I saw that look in her eyes when I offered my help about the microphone she wanted to borrow from the ex and stated it to me. It was very weird. I knew I was dealing with a crazy nut who wanted to possess my daughter. I should have not allowed my beloved cat in there with them but I wasn’t aware her hatred was so deep. Could not control my daughter because she wouldn’t allow it and her dad trained her that way. Luckily my daughter has since learned how evil she is during the clothes swap day. HER HATRED WAS THAT DEEP and EVIL. God has a way of getting through even when ex’s are spiteful. I saw my veterinarian on Fox advertising vetting the vets and he didn’t help my cat nor did his wife when approached. We had done business with them for 25 or more years and all of a sudden they wouldn’t do business with us as usual. I guess they felt threatened by my beliefs. Anyway she acted like a viper when I talked to her and well her looks resembled her personality. NASTY. I never tried to prosthelytize to either of them EVER (like lying on a floor at the vatican) but I guess my reputation proceeded me somehow. Occult style. They deserve each other. I guess it’s SOOOOOOO SGary finding out the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed. Wow the forex market just went kind of upset just now at 1600 hours. I almost lost my ass which wouldn’t have been my ass but I play it safe for the most part and like to keep it that-a-way, but it went the opposite way after a minute and I was able to get out without any damage and didn’t make much profit either but someone hopefully did. At least on the NZD/USD! LOL

By the way I wrote about 1600 furlongs (written about in the bible, I think of it as Fuhrer longs, sounds the same, but is some kind of measure) and the address of the White House on 1600 Pennsylvania Ave. in some of my posts and blood rising to the horses bridle of saints that were or are sacrificed by a false religion. May have something to do with Blood pressure or barometer pressure type stuff possibly via computers or cell phones. Then could be talking about real blood. Not sure. I’m only human. When my ex was on his way a day or so ago a bird not a vulture but one that sees very well landed on the fence behind us. Never been that close to one. Seen them in the wild on country roads but not in the neighborhood. I made him notice and there are little squirrels that steal peaches from the neighbors tree and roll them to a tree nearby so he might have spotted those squirrels and he got in the driveway in the alley behind us after that. Heavy little bird because when he landed you could hear him sort of like a heavy thump. Looked kind of like:

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I forget what the ex was doing but it seemed kind of related. I felt like it was a sign of watchfulness. My ex of course wouldn’t care or notice without help and doesn’t think in a spiritual good way, mostly a bad spiritual way. I do get signs and I hear things but not voices though I did see my mom and heard her voice for a split second and she was excited and seemed extremely happy. So any day now……..And when I reread the part about getting back the things I have lost people and animals and the things I loved I get reassurance in special ways.

I remember now, my daughter pitched a fit because of lack of sleep and the cell phone the day I was supposed to meet my other daughter with the ex and my daughter for breakfast. The ex went in place of us because it was gonna be either him, me, or all of us meeting her. My words. He chose himself. We were all supposed to go but I think something or someone kind of quashed the plan. I wasn’t gonna leave my daughter alone at home with the likes of Mirella or Katy nearby or their deluded fiends. The bird landed as he was leaving.

Many of my posts compare the Synoptic Gospels of Matthew, Mark, and Luke

to the Gospel of John 

(They say that the devil is in the details but I would not call the mass amounts of conflict between the Synoptic Gospels vs Gospel of John details

I would venture to say are monumentally withholding and suppressive )

Salute No Man *  An Holy Kiss *   Tell No Man *

Sour Wine *   Judge Not, That You Be Not Judged *

  The Fig Tree – Blessed are the Barren *

The Bohemian Grove, the Vatican and the NWO-Revised *   

The Stones of Amen *

  Now is the Judgement of This World-Revised *

Mary’s Spikenard and Luke’s Parable – Revised *   The Gospel of Luke – A Parody

The Seventh and the Eighth Pope of Revelation- Benedict XVI

Indulgences and the Parable of Usury *

 Prophecies of the Betrayal of the Son of Man

Prophecy of Esaias *  The Temptation of Jesus Christ – revised *  

JAMES AND JOHN ZEBEDEE

Simon, Simon – Who is Simon’s Son? *

Simon, Simon – Who is Simon’s Son? Part Two

The Son of Simon Part Three

Pope Delivers Tabernacles- Daniel 11:45 *

ABOMINATION THAT MAKETH DESOLATE *

 Keys of the Kingdom of Heaven

The Beasts of Revelation *   Seven Mountains of Revelation

In The Garden of Gethsemane *  The Mount of the Congregation

The Image of the Beast *  Lust For Power *  

Folly of the Synoptic Gospels

A Desert Place (a Different View) *

Pope Benedict XVI and 153 Great Fish

I Am That I Am (The Sign) -Revised *

I AM THAT I AM (Part two)

The Mother of Jesus Christ: SHALOM!

I Am the True Vine

THE PARABLE OF FAITH – PART ONE

What is the smallest seed in the world?

The Parable of Faith – Part two

Pope Benedict XVI and the Mustard Tree

Parable of the Mustard Seed Part 4

The mustard in the Bible versus the Quran (1)

Josephus and His Footprints

How is it That Ye Do Not Understand?

Pope Benedict XVI and Gianni Alemanno

The Vatican-The Family Business-The Vatican City

Chief Priests and the Legion – Revised

Speaking in Tongues

(The Absurdity of Cloven Tongues, Mighty Winds and Proselytes)

Bible Controversies and Solutions

The Stone Which the Builders Rejected

The Synoptic “Q Source”

Joseph of Arimathea (A JUST MAN)

Abomination of Desolation

 Abomination of Desolation Pt 2

The Covenant with Many

CONFIRMATION OF THE COVENANT

The Fruits of the Vatican

Og and Magog-Part One

Lust for Power-Part two

The Dividing of Times – Part One

The Synoptic Gospels and The Dome of the Rock

Boomerangs and Dogs Without Legs

BEWARE of Strangers BEARING GIFTS!

Pope Benedict XVI, Cardinal Bertone and Mayor Alemanne revised

(The Seventh and the Eighth Pope of Revelation- Benedict XVI)

Pope Benedict XVI and His Power of Suggestion

The Moral Authority of the Pope

Japan Quakes after Confirmation of the Neocatechumenal Way

Affliction and the Time of Testing

The Grace of Anathema Maranatha

153 Hail Mary’s and 153 Hilda

Pope Prays

Mel Gibson, George Gänswein, and the Pope

George Gänswein, Pope Benedict XVI, and Mel Gibson

revised

Mel Gibson, George Gänswein, Joseph Ratzinger

and

The Covenant with Many

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Mel Gibson and President John F. Kennedy

(Part two Mel Gibson, George Gänswein, Joseph Ratzinger

and The Covenant with Many)

President Kennedy and Mel Gibson

Mel Gibson and President Kennedy’s Assassination

Rev. David Wilkerson and Evangelicalism

JFK and the Secret Service

Nellie Connally and the Assassination of JFK

Nellie Connally and the Assassination of JFK – Part 2 – Nancy Sayers

Nellie Connally: Did Nellie Shoot John Connally?

Courtyard of the Gentiles

Pope invokes the Image of the Beast

Notre Dame of Paris and the Courtyard of the Gentiles

Why Callest Thou Me Good?

Puff The Magic Dragon Lived By the See

Billy Graham and The Synoptic Dilemma: The Beast

Pope Praises Solidarity

JacQueline Kennedy and then Came Lot

JFK Assassination,

CBS News and the Second Vatican Council

Stan Stearns, Photographer 

of John F. Kennedy Jr.’s Salute to Father, Dies at 76

(His mother told him to salute.)

 

CBS 

News and JFK (The first few hours)

Transcriptions of the CBS News coverage the first time around

CBS News and JFK

CBS News and JFK Part 2

CBS News and JFK Part 3

CBS News and JFK Part 4

CBS News and JFK Part 5

CBS News and JFK Part 6

The JFK Challenger to the Power of Lies

Transcriptiopns of the CBS News Coverage the second time through

CBS News and JFK (Shock and Awe) Parts 11-13

CBS News and JFK (Well, I Was a RaDIO) Parts 14-15

News coverage transcribed by me and my take of the hints and the signs given by CBS reporters and CBS employees,

President Kennedy, Jacqueline Kennedy and others. Quite revealing and scary!

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Pope Benedict Says “Faith was the True Enlightenment”

(Twisting in the wind)

Evangelicals, Taxes, Jobs, and the Consumer

OBAMA AND THE TARES OF CRISES: GUN CONTROL


Other posts by other bloggers that I like:

European Institute of Protestant Studies …………..Very interesting site!

Biblic Contradiction Abound

This is not a recommendation for I have not read the book below, but I like the message and I’m trying to get my favorite blog spot some attention because my favorite posts are comparing the gospels to each other. StillJFK’s assassination and it’s timing with the

Second Vatican Council 

and the involvement of the clergy in the assassination of JFK

is not coincidental in my opinion and seems to tie into bible prophecy .

What to make of the timing, even the time of his death and the controversy surrounding that time (as I have tried to show in the CBS News posts above) seems to have some, if not a great deal of importance, or why the controversy? I can’t help but think of Jesus talking to the woman at the well in the Gospel of John and the time of that meeting. There is a quite a bit of prophetic implication in the controversy of the time zones and possible alteration to coverup the actual time of JFK’s death between the reporters at CBS News at that time

and I think it is worth the time to investigate!

The author of this book is Bill Clinton’s younger brother, I think.:) Just kidding! His name is Donald James Lawn.

Well, he Looks like him anyway, which is kind of funny because of the article post The Praying Mantis. It’s not really a post, but kind of interesting :

Billy Graham and the Praying Mantis

Is he a clone? Getting a bit creepy!

Sure a lot of money being made writing books about JFK!

I hope you will read other posts, as well, to see the progression in the comparisons of the gospels. They are for the most part in the order that I wrote them.  Thanks!

The Memoirs of John F. Kennedy: A Novel

“So let us not be

Did JFK write this?

JFK’s dad was responsible for having his daughter have a LOBOTOMY.

I WONDER WHY? INCEST?

DID JFK RESIST HIS DAD OR WAS HE SLEEPING?

Then two members of his family are shot to death in the head.

STRANGE, huh? I wonder if it’s related! I guess only one had a shot to the head but both were killed. Another thing Jackie wrote some stuff after he died about his relationship with his kids insinuating things and I don’t think it was true. She also said something about the older brother of JFK who had died way before she could have met him and said he lacked imagination. Sounds really evil. There was no way she could have known whether or not he lacked imagination since she had never met him. So she had a huge imagination that was beyond the pale. His older brother had died in WWll and JFK and JacQueline were married in 1953 and she was quite young then. I think he was killed by a robot riding with him. Of course, not sure about that (because how could I be sure about it) but the details that I read about it seemed to point to this conclusion. Same thing for his son, IMO, but did his son really die?

“Jesus would not commit to man because he knew what was in man.”

Did Abraham Lincoln have kids? Perhaps a daughter?

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And

are we all human?

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Hillary Clinton, Arianna Huffington and the CULT of the Sisterhood

ElectroMagnetic and Population Control

Gay Marriage Is a Human Right

The Monarch, Devil’s Breath, and the Eucharist

Evangelicals, Taxes, Jobs, and the Consumer

Newtown, Aurora, Benghazi, Michelle’s Arms, and the President’s Game

The Walls of Benghazi

 

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Above is a picture of my cat that I attempted to paint with pastels and included which recently was killed by some shitty people and he was handed to me in a bag and presented to me as I woke up by my ex-husband like a bag of donuts.  We live together because of bad finances on both our parts. When we got divorced and after he basically went bankrupt not selling the first home we ever bought via my elder sister (who screwed me in every way) a real estate agent who used to work for Virginia Cook and moved on to another agency in Dallas. It was his dream home he told me so I borrowed money from my brother for his dream home as a downpayment and never was able to pay it back and instead my brother took it out of my mom’s estate which was not in the contract my brother had me and my husband at the time signed. The agreement was if the house sold and we hadn’t paid it back he would get his money back. The reason my sister screwed me was vengeance because her husband was a molester which I wrote about in some posts and an abuser of women and actually he abused her a well because of his nonsense and turned her into a bitch on wheels but she was well paid by his family and his dad of the Kircher clan of Greenwhich, Connecticutt and lived in Houston for quite a while and was President of CONOCO OIL for a while and paid them $250,000 a year at least for a long time to be a bitch on wheels and cover his ass and cause trouble for the women and girls he fucked with. His sister changed her name from Elizabeth to Jessica I suppose because he screwed her somehow or other when they were young. Funny thing after I went through my first health problems due to my sister and her husband’s abuse I wanted to change my first name as well but didn’t because it is the name of my dad’s mom. I had never met her but I am proud of my dad because he was a good dad. I doubt he would ever use money to bribe people. He told me once that Gary was a dunce and he’s right. Gary cared more about my underwear than the safety of his grandchildren which I tried to concern myself with on a family trip to see my mom when he whispered in my ear about my underwear. NICE GUY. My other sister the younger one didn’t want me to care about the grandkids and tried to get me not to care about them that night but she was drinking and wanted to party HARDY with me and said LET TOOTIE watch her grandkids because my elder sister liked to let others do it for her as a general rule which is the way she worked things.

The vets that took care of my cat really didn’t try to save him but put on a show of care of my pet and only for the money. It was really sick what they did and I hope they BURN IN HELL!

I will get my cat back because he was the sweetest cat in the world and he was a miracle which I wrote about in one of my posts as were my parents who were a miracle to me and I will someday (I hope soon) get them back as well. I don’t mean retaliation, I mean restoration.

My ex husband enjoyed his presentation and before I took my cat to the vet when he got real sick he said if you think you should take him to the vet go ahead and I looked at my cat and said okay I think I should and my ex said he hated my guts WHICH IS INSANE. But that is what happened.

Recently went to Helping Hands for some help with my health and while in the waiting room HE turned to me and said YOU’RE NEXT. And while that sounds innocent enough I know what he meant. DOUBLE SPEAK. In any case it appears his mother was next. She is very sick in the state of Michigan and refusing a feeding tube because of her lousy health and condition. She is paralyzed on one side and can’t swallow or speak after having what was apparently a TIA and then the doctors figured out it was a stroke. BIG DIFFERENCE. Probably both. I have no idea how his brothers are handling the situation up north but I am guessing (because truly I don’t know if) they are using a hospice to help which usually are a hindrance but they are Catholic so they tend to have BLIND FAITH in those kind of things.

I tried to tell the ex out of the kindness of my heart to go see her while she is still alive and hold her hand etc and he can’t afford to go twice because the price of air plane flights these days which are outrageous and ought to make special deals for those that are dealing with people they SUPPOSEDLY love who are near death. His brothers told him if he came he would probably have to return again soon for her funeral so not to come until she dies which is SICK but SOOOOOOOOO FUCKING CATHOLIC. So he is gonna wait until she dies to go to the funeral. IF HE LOVED HER HE WOULD SEE HER WHILE SHE IS ALIVE BUT I THINK HE IS AFRAID TO SEE HER, FOR SOME REASON. I said to him he should try to see her while she is alive for the obvious reasons but he wants to go to her funeral instead because “it’s proper” is what he told me. Well maybe it helps the BUSINESS of DEATH which is sooooo CATHOLIC. HERTZ…… need I say more. I asked if he was gonna take his saxophone. He is using my health as an excuse of course and to look like the doting EX husband. LOL which obviously he isn’t. He uses his kids also and has really done them harm, IMO but they love him and they don’t understand his EVIL-NESS. I DO. He just recently called the police to the house when my daughter and I had an altercation after she woke me up around two in the morning to talk and then told me about JUNIOR her friend who was bleeding profusely out a gash in his head and all over his bed and told her it was because he thought he was having a seizure coming off heroin. (This is a local drug dealer of small amounts of marijuana I think in order to survive our economy which stinks but that’s what people have to do in order to survive these days since OBAMA rode into town in Washington DC)  because he is the DESTROYER written about in the bible (GOSPEL OF LUKE AND OTHER PLACES IN THE BIBLE, IMO.) I had no idea he was on heroin till then. I have never met him. So I told my daughter he needs a doctor or an ambulance or something while she was talking to him and she BERATED ME for some reason. I decided to take some things of hers that I bought and hide them until she apologized to me. This is what I do to her when she is acting bad because my ex will not allow me to discipline her and hasn’t since the divorce. I could not restrict her or take her cell phone away or anything to help her to learn to be a good kid. HE DOESN’T CARE ABOUT HER BUT HAS HER FOOLED AND SLEPT WITH HER FOR QUITE A WHILE TILL I SHAMED HIM not for sex but for power over her. He would sell her to anyone if it would help him sleaze by. When she called me a cunt and other instances like that in the past that is how I handled it. I would hide the few things to entice her to apologize but the problem is since the divorce my ex-husband likes her to have disrespect for me and wants her to call me a cunt etc. OBVIOUSLY because he hates my guts.  She was in my bedroom after I told her what I had done and why and she took my purse that she had lent to a friend (no longer a friend) for about a year which I finally got back recently that I had bought for about $35-$40 a few years ago. She told me inside the purse the girl who borrowed the purse left a lighter in it (she is  a collector of lighters for some reason. I haven’t the foggiest idea why but is) that said “I’m fucking crazy” on the lighter. I did not see the lighter but obviously it was a message from her god. She worked for a while as a deliverer of legal documents and got well paid and going to college in Corpus Christi but off for the summer. She is from Holland and going deaf and makes a great deal of money for her deafness. Her name is CARLY. When I got the purse back Carly had cut some of the fringe off the purse just to be a jerk. My daughter attempted to do the same thing with scizzors to my purse in retaliation for my hiding a few things I had bought her recently which I only do temporarily a day or two in comparison to a few years of my purse. She was acting frantic and did not like me being her mom. So while she had scissors in one hand and my purse in the other hand and acting like a wild nut (reminded me in her look of HIllary Clinton) I grabbed her hair on her head to get my purse back and to get the scissors. I was not IMO rough on her but she was in MY BEDROOM threatening my things. Not one hair was pulled and she said that to the cops that showed up after this altercation. She pounded my arms with her fists a few times and she also said that to the cops. My ex got involved and I said we need to talk and he wouldn’t and started pushing my daughter around in the powder room to get her under control or something. I said something like lets talk this out. etc HE REFUSED and continued to push her around and so I found her cell phone in my bed and walked out of the room with it and took it down the alley to a post and laid it there so we could find it soon after and in order to get their attention. My ex husband called the police and the lady he said that he talked to on the phone said they don’t arrive for family problems etc but they were immediately at the door and we told our stories to them and they arrested me. They didn’t arrest her for hitting me or him for pushing her around roughly in the powder room. I’m not a threat to society and should have rights in my BEDROOM. We could have handled the situation but my ex didn’t even want to try. HE LOVED IT though he acted like he was surprised. I was hand cuffed behind my back and I was in deep stress and had a hard time breathing from the whole affair.  They took me to the police station and then to a hospital to get help physically because i was panicking and having a hard time breathing and couldn’t swallow because of the panic and lack of breath and panting and the medical people did help me and then back to the police station in Rowlett, Texas. IT WAS ABSOLUTELY FASCIST and SOOOOOO CATHOLIC! The girl at the police station when I was released while I changed told me to button up my shirt because I was in a hurry and didn’t want to put on the bra and said something about my tits. I thought it was very gross and none of her business and my tits weren’t showing and while I did button up for her just to shut her up she looked to me like a little nazi bitch and acted like one too. VERY SLEAZY WOMAN. Her tits looked like SHIT and so did her face. She was really ugly too and way overweight. The few girls in the cell with me were superior and humane compared to the people in the police station acting like nazis. They would make better cops than the cops themselves. While some people that are way overweight including myself for various reasons still can be attractive her weight was different. Her weight was sadistic in a position of minutia power but wielding it. You can’t have people working in a police station that act that way towards their fellow man if you want respect for the police and their business. I must add one policeman gave me water when I arrived and I appreciated his generosity but I should never have been handcuffed and they should not handcuff women behind their back EVER unless they are AXE murderers.

THIS IS WHY THEY ARE AN ABOMINATION OF DESOLATION AND THE WHORE OF BABYLON. THEY DON’T LIKE IT or TO KNOW THIS but THEY ARE TRULY A FALSE CHURCH. NOT ONE OTHER CHURCH OR GOVERNMENT IS IN EVERY COUNTRY OF THE WORLD AS THE Roman CATHOLIC CHURCH AND IT’S GOVERNMENT AND THEY SHOULD BE OUSTED FROM EVERY COUNTRY IN THE WORLD. THE VATICAN SHOULD BE DESTROYED AS WELL AS THE PAPACY and IT’S CLERGY SHOULD BE DESTROYED AS WELL i.e. DEFROCKED. THEY ARE EVIL. The people in the church aren’t necessarily evil but are influenced by EVIL- (IT) just like in the religions such as ISLAM and many others.

AS JESUS SAID MAKING THEIR PEOPLE MORE OF CHILDREN OF HELL THEN THEY ALREADY ARE AND ARE DOING IT TO EVERYONE ELSE’S KIDS.

NOT EVERY COP IS BAD BUT BAD COPS HURT GOOD COPS etc. BAD DOCTORS HURT GOOD DOCTORS, BAD CLERGY HURT GOOD CLERGY, BAD POLITICIANS HURT GOOD POLITICIANS, ETC and if we don’t GET A GRIP on this simple rule of thumb and do something about the BAD COPS, BAD CLERGY, BAD DOCTORS, BAD JUDGES, BAD POLITICIANS etc we will destroy the world we live in by our own DEVICES: THE MOB and  IT’S FASCISM.

THEY MAKE THE SYSTEM FAIL THAT COULD BE A GOOD SYSTEM IF PEOPLE WOULD STAND UP FOR THE GOOD AND NOT THE BAD AND IF WE DON’T EVERYONE WILL PERISH. BUT THEN GOD SAYS IN THE BIBLE THAT A NEW JERUSALEM WILL DESCEND AFTER THE WORLD IS DESTROYED and THOUSAND YEARS WITHOUT THE WORLD AND THAT INCLUDES THE PEOPLE AND THE STEEPLES.

My brother told me a long time ago that Phil my husband at the time was a loser. HE’S RIGHT! HE SHOULD HAVE BEEN WILLING TO TALK IT OUT BUT HE HAD OTHER PLANS. IT WAS OKAY FOR HIM TO PUSH MY DAUGHTER AROUND,

WAS IT?

A GOOD SON WOULD TRY TO SEE HIS MOM BEFORE SHE DIED INSTEAD OF AFTER FOR THE WRONG REASONS BECAUSE OF HOW IT LOOKS. SHE RAISED HIM SHE BORE HIM AND SHE DESERVES BETTER AND I’M NOT A FAN OF HERS BUT HE SHOULD TRY NOT TO BE PROPER FOR THE BUSINESS OF DEATH and INSTEAD BE LOVING TO HIS MOM WHILE SHE IS REACHABLE AND TOUCHABLE. I OFFERED HIM MY PAYCHECK TO BORROW IN ORDER TO DO SO BUT HE SAID IT WASN’T ENOUGH and that is ridiculous that a one way ticket to Michigan is more than I can earn in a month at this time. Before our conversations and arguments about what he should do for his mom he said “SHIT HAPPENS” referring to his mom which I thought was REALLY INSENSITIVE AND UNLOVING and when I repeated what he said to me about his mom he called me EVIL and said he was referring to something else even though at the time that was what we were talking about.

CATHOLIC MOMS NEED TO WAKE UP. YOUR SONS DON’T CARE. THEY WOULD RATHER SEE YOU DEAD THAN ALIVE UNLESS YOU CAN STILL COOK A GOOD STEW< SOUP< COOKIES FOR THEM OR GIVE THEM SOME OF YOUR HARD EARNED MONEY.

She worked for an old folks home for many years as a clerk of some kind in the office area of the businesses she was paid by and that is why she is refusing a feeding tube because she doesn’t want to live anymore or in a nursing home. I said did she do anything to change the system while she worked for them. AND OF COURSE SHE DIDN’T SHE TOOK THE MONEY AND LOOKED THE OTHER WAY which was the roman catholic political correct way to handle their plight and her flight.

The perfect employee: paid to keep silent.

WHEN her husband died the CHURCH LOOKED THE OTHER WAY AND SHOWED HER NO RESPECT OR KINDNESS as IF she didn’t matter anymore once her husband died. She had five sons but at least they were grown up. (I recall the letter that Ted Kennedy wrote to the Pope and the Catholic Church about how he was devoted to them etc and they ignored him when he was dying for some reason which was a few years back but I thought it was quite interesting what he wrote.)  She told me how the church started “the person next to you greetings” by shaking hands etc and of course they did it because of peer pressure but once  you left the building they didn’t recognize you. Silly antics. Probably made people think twice about who they sat next to. So and so picks his nose etc.

“Now I say this, brethren, that flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God; nor the perishable inherit the imperishable. Behold, I tell you a mystery; we shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed, in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet; for the trumpet will sound, and the dead will be raised imperishable, and we shall be changed.” (1 Corinthians 15:50-52).

 She loved the church because of the mystery of the church and especially when the sermons were in latin even though she didn’t understand pig latin which was the point  just like not allowing the people to read their bibles (only the clergy were allowed however they did sell them to their parishioners) so she bought one very big bible and put it on a table in her home and wouldn’t let the ex and probably the other siblings touch it which meant they didn’t read it. They stopped doing the sermons in pig latin the last few years she attended probably to cover up who they were knowing the times they were in.

I’ll tell you a mystery:

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The Woman on the Beast
4And the woman was dressed in purple and scarlet, and adorned with gold and precious stones and pearls. She held in her hand a golden cup full of abominations and the impurities of her sexual immorality. 5On her forehead a mysterious name was written: Babylon the Great, the mother of prostitutesand of the abominations of the earth. 6I could see that the woman was drunk with the blood of the saints and of the witnesses for Jesus. And I was greatly astonished at the sight of her.…

King James Bible
And here is the mind which hath wisdom. The seven heads are seven mountains, on which the woman sitteth.

Seven virtues

Aventine Hill (Latin, Aventinus; Italian, Aventino)

Caelian Hill (Cælius, Celio)

Capitoline Hill (Capitolinus, Campidoglio)

Esquiline Hill (Esquilinus, Esquilino)

Palatine Hill (Palatinus, Palatino)

Quirinal Hill (Quirinalis, Quirinale)

Viminal Hill (Viminalis, Viminale)

Really fun movie:

After her husband died MECHANICS TOOK ADVANTAGE OF HER IGNORANCE ABOUT HER CARS AND TRIED TO OVER CHARGE HER ETC. THAT IS WHAT THEY DO TO WOMEN BECAUSE THEY ADORE THEM.

Somehow the transliteration of the word “adore women” might in the Vatican’s feeble brains mean “abhor women.”

She told me that her husband told her that she wasn’t pretty but good for having babies.

THE CARS ― Just What I Needed

I think the church doesn’t much care when their followers die or are dying hence the Hospice situation because they aren’t much good to them anymore for a number of reasons and to quicken the process and interfere with doctors and hospitals like I suspect and got the message that this is what happened to my mom because the two were at odds:  the hospital and the hospice that was employed by my eldest sister without my knowledge two weeks before she died and she died in between their interference which was the point and they accomplished their mission and my mom wasn’t even Catholic! You become a burden and they don’t want to carry their parishioners they want the parishioners to carry them that’s why there are so many of them.

Their parishioners ignore money laundering of the Roman  Catholic Church and look the other way like the dick head on the talk show with Bill Maher (Real TIme with Bill Maher) recently, Rick Santorum. I don’t see how senators especially Roman Catholic Senators can stand themselves or how they can look in the mirror at themselves and not throw down the gauntlet against an evil church and instead they support it regardless of it’s corruption, lies, and GREAT EVIL in the past and in the present. He isn’t dumb but complicit, IMO. Does Rick Santorum not read his bible? Does he think Revelation will skip him? LOL He must be getting a lot of kickbacks instead, more than likely. Sort of a “What difference does it make,” attitude. It’s business. We don’t need people like that in our government. Instead of appearing on a talk show he ought to be FURIOUSLY working to  expose The Vatican and get America on the right path to FREEDOM. EXPOSING AND OUSTING THOSE IN THE ARMY OF JESUITS ETC. HOW OFTEN DOES HE GO TO THE CAYMAN ISLANDS? He loves me, he really loves me globally, he does! LOL Read on:

IGNORING THE HOSPICE SITUATION WAS A BIG MISTAKE! 

Paul McCartney – Too many people

HUGE MISTAKE!

“FEED MY LAMBS, FEED MY LAMBS, FEED MY SHEEP”

DID JESUS SAY “IF THEY ARE INSURED?”

(Anything Nancy Pelosi is for, I’m against.)

 The parishioners don’t even get a watch.

My mom was married to a colonel in the army who had died and after his death I don’t think she was much needed by the church that uses our military for their FOLLY via NATO and other organizations created and established after we won WWll. Most of our Intel comes directly from our enemies that we beat in WWll. That’s kind of dumb, ain’t it? Just because you have treaties doesn’t make them your friend similar to a couple divorced. Sometimes they aren’t amicable even though one might act amicable for show, but instead insidious like my ex. My mom did have some assets in her estate and they were obviously sought after by a few people I have already written about so they hastened her death using the hospice ideals promulgated by Mother Teresa of the Roman Catholic Church (but without wisdom or knowledge because she didn’t know anything that was inside the bible because they don’t read the bible.) Hospice care is offered free on either Medicaid or Medicare via OBAMA and the place that an enemy goes for in oder to destroy a country is the health care of a country to kill (Free Hospice care and Doctors Without Borders which I think is Catholic inspired) and guns (all the crises inspired by Obama to make people go nuts because after a while it gets to people when jobs are scarce and have to watch and hear about Hillary giving the same old shit speeches for horrendous amounts of money and the country turning into a banana republic like so many catholic countries tend to do)

in order to kill their enemy:

the citizens and the veterans of our country.

No wonder Mother Teresa was sooooooo ugly.

He (my ex’s dad) BEAT HIS OWN SONS WITH BELTS (my ex said he flailed the belt at them and usually they were hiding under a blanket) and said that a few of the older boys took a beating from him so much so his mom put her foot down and she never called the police yet her son called the police on me for defending my property from destruction in my bedroom because my daughter who has been deeply affected by having a lousy dad and going through our divorce and being bullied at school and in the ER soon after the bullying at Rockwall HS and all his shit towards me and it’s not her fault. IT’S HIS FAULT.

I wanted the divorce to be amicable and while we still live together out of need not greed and because of my health issues he helped to encourage and maintain I did not try to seek revenge. I wanted it to be friendly for the kids and he makes it look like he is doing me a favor but he didn’t have to pay child support and that was one of the reasons he wanted us to continue to live together. HE SAID SO and HE COULDN’T AFFORD TO PAY FOR ANOTHER PLACE TO LIVE so I went along partially out of my needs and his but he would not admit it. I also did it for my kids to not freak them out too much and instead I was punished severely in many ways for my decision which was desperate and I think should have been respected.

Like when he hocked the silver to a friend that my parents gave us as a wedding gift because his older brother lived with us and didn’t help financially what so ever and was paid wages by us and I wasn’t for the same job though I did it better and actually worked my ass off and he faked it. It was unreal and sickening to see a grown man pretend to work. He sucked us dry financially.

The ex got the silver back for a xmas present eventually quite a few years later from the man that’s daughter was almost raped by my ex husbands eldest brother (the one that sucked us dry) and gave it as a gift to me

IN FRONT OF MY FAMILY FOR SHOW and because it was PROPER!

THE SILVER IS MINE NOW

DUH

but you would have thought he had bought it in the first place with all the pats on the back. Haven’t seen the man and his family that gave it back but I hope they are okay. I assume he paid for it but I wasn’t there so I don’t know how he was able to afford it. This was quite a few years ago but this is how the ex husband works it. He was able to get a spray rig when his eldest brother died recently but he was the one I think that stole his other rig in the first place and possible two of them that he left on the truck and blames on Mexicans for stealing and a friend in the past who had a heroin problem and mexican but I thought was off heroin who had hired my ex for a few years and paid him well and trained him and he had many rigs of his own because he was successful in the business unlike my ex. He liked to hire people. My ex used my uncle too during the process who was able to protect my husband from having to replace it to the company he got it from probably because he lied his ass off. (not my uncle but my husband at the time) He is very adept at lying and it took me years to find out how good he is at lying while his eldest brother feigned he went to Viet nam when he actually was on an island in the pacific safe as can be in Okinawa but their family just ignored his lies. I did see him slap the shit out of his son for nothing when I first met him  (I think he didn’t like the expression on his face) but no one called the police and soon after his 2nd wife left him with the kids and went to UTAH because she was a MORMAN. I should have taken that cue but was naive and because Phil was the youngest and didn’t seem as fucked up that I knew of but found out he really is fucked up in a different malicious, tricky, and insidious ways it just took longer to find out how fucked up he was. It’s hard to understand things that occur initially and the meaning or the substance of the event and takes a while to analyze their significance. I was always the type person that wished I had said this or said that at the time something happened or was said but I wasn’t usually fast on my feet with a good reaction and usually reacted without thought or FOREKNOWLEDGE whereas the cause of many infractions or arguments had intent which gave them the edge.

I WILL GET MY PARENTS, AND MY CHILDREN, AND MY CAT, AND THE DOG THAT WAS SHOT AND ALL THE THINGS I LOST ALONG THE WAY BECAUSE I WAS STUPID TO HAVE MARRIED A FASCIST ROMAN CATHOLIC EVEN THOUGH HE FEIGNED HE WASN’T A CATHOLIC anymore.

CATHOLICS ARE COWARDS AND ARE THE REASON THE CATHOLIC CHURCH ABUSES PEOPLE BECAUSE THEY DON’T STAND AGAINST IT AS THEY SHOULD

 LIKE GOOD LITTLE NAZIS

and they will be VERY VERY VERY SORRY and that won’t be good enough because they need to do what is right to do and resist being a good little nazi.

OBVIOUSLY HE LIED AND TAKES ADVANTAGE OF HIS RELIGION AGAINST ME

now that they have invaded every country in the world with their clergy and lies

and my ex proved a thousand times OVER he doesn’t care for the truth.

DON’T GET ME WRONG I HAVE HAD A FEW FRIENDS THAT WERE CATHOLIC AND I LOVED THEM STILL and of course the one that had her arms assaulted with or by her boyfriend at the time when she was a teenager with cigarette butts burned out on her arm and the two guys I remember her dating at the time one of them was called

BROCK

and the other was the son of the Captain of the POLICE in ALEXANDRIA, VIRGINA who had a crush on her and drove a Red Camaro and looked an awful lot like a young

CHRIS MATTHEWS of HARD BALL

who had a thrill up his leg for

BARACK OBAMA.

IS CHRIS MATTHEWS FROM HOLLAND?

PRETTY COINCIDENTAL.

My ex loves to say everything we ever discuss isn’t about me. Yea?

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I’M STILL STANDING YEA YEA YEA 

by Elton John

The witch that I suspect of killing my cat (depicted as a kitten in the pastel painting at the top of the page) said I was MILF/MLF cozying up to me and honestly when she said it I didn’t know the meaning but I certainly learned it and had to ask her what she meant. She is an immigrant from Herzogovenia (Bosnia) who said her dad was mechanic but can’t fix her car and now a truck driver who said her dad said their family was gonna be rich when they move back to CROATIA (not Bosnia) next year. HOW? And leave her the RENT house they live in in America. Recently she dropped my daughter off at a mall after ten at night about 40 minutes away at the theater because she and her boyfriend were meeting people and were 2 hours late for their meeting and wouldn’t bother to wait for my daughters ride for about t10 minutes.

IS THAT NICE OR WAS SHE MILF-ING ME?

I BECAME SUSPICIOUS AFTER HEARING HER MOM HAD SLIT HER OWN THROAT SIMILAR TO SOMEONE CHOKING THEMSELVES. IMPOSSIBLE. SOMEONE DID IT FOR HER

and HER BELOVED FAMILY ARE PROBABLY TERRORISTS. DON’T YA BET?

I SAW EVIL IN HER EYES WHEN I TRIED TO HELP HER before this event at the mall and what happened to my cat BY TELLING HER I WOULD ASK THE EX FOR HER ABOUT A MICROPHONE SHE DESIRED FROM MY EX AND I THINK IT MADE HER

JEALOUS!

Too bad she acted that way when I was trying to be generous for her sake and instead got shit. I learned my lesson especially when my cat died. Mirella WAS NOT WORTH HELPING or she would have acted differently and instead she got possessive of my daughter. How weird is that? Mirella dropped her off at a mall at night alone as payback for writing about her? This happened before in Rockwall when my daughter was about 13 and spending the night with a friend and her friend’s (divorced) dad dropped them off at a house for a small party that grew into a big cocaine party because of the elder siblings and the younger ones left and got separated but were in touch by phone and the mother in charge would not pick up my daughter even at her own daughter’s request and even though she was spending the night with her and in her care so that my daughter would be caught by the police out after curfew in ROCKWALL, TEXAS. What kind of mom would do that to someone else’s kid? I think she did it to me as well for some reason and it was SHITTY to say the least. All she had to do was take her to her home or take her to my home where she lived within 5 miles. That is deceptive and SLEAZY. She said something to the effect that she wanted me to to know something to her daughter that was related to my daughter and both of us were trying to figure it out at the time. I thought she must have been nuts and I had never met her since or before. Anyway we did not get there in time before curfew because my daughter was misled by that mom who wanted to punish my daughter to get to me and I have no idea why or who she is except that she must be a very bitter BITCH. It’s making me bitter as well to have to put up with that kind of shit which is the point, I think. MISERY LOVES COMPANY. She drives a real nice car and lives well so what was she complaining about. I don’t know. At least her daughter was trying to do the right thing, the normal thing. Why didn’t the mom call me and tell me what she had to say or wanted me to know? Chicken shit? I think it has to do with the occult or a cult that she was encumbered in. She could have driven my daughter home like a good mom which is the normal thing to do the right thing to do since it was her responsibility to do. NOT THAT HARD TO DO. I think I can safely say this woman is a BITCH of the lowest form but have since forgotten who she is THANK GOD.

Very weird when Mirella gave me that look in response to my offer about the microphone and then she corralled my daughter in my powder room to ignore me and then soon after my cat died. My beautiful sweet Romeo and had little white things in his left lung that crystallized that should not have suffocated him said the mediocre veterinarian after my medication went missing which is a big problem the lady that worked at Helping Hands told me is occurring quite a bit however she wasn’t very helpful IMO when I went for some health care but luckily a doctor I called after visiting Helping Hands at Helping Hands a few days later was helpful. The first lady didn’t have it together at all and should get out of the business. Reminded me in looks and personality of a lady who was married to the boss of my ex for many years who sprinkled holy water on the doorways of their office hoping for more business. A REAL NUT CASE. It didn’t work. LOL

I MADE IT A RULE FOR HER (Mirella) NEVER TO COME INTO MY HOME and she knew it BUT THE EX DEFENDED HER LIKE THE SLIME BALL THAT HE IS AND WHEN I WENT TO THE HOSPITAL FOR AN EMERGENCY THE EX LET HER SPEND THE NIGHT. She was my daughter’s best friend at the time but my daughter is quite young and naive and of course defended her friend and even helped her friend at the concert they went to when she blacked out and her other friends partied. She was devoted to her fiend Mirella and Mirella turned on her. I expect the ex who is supposed to be protective and experienced to have not allowed her to spend the night but he chose to teach his daughter to disrespect my experience and my intuition and my good sense and could have cared less that our cat died more than likely having to do with Mirella. He is a lowly piece of shit and someday will be food for dung beetles. Perhaps MIrella will be the dung beetle. The excuse was Mirella’s air conditioning at her parents home went out. There is always an excuse to worm your way into someone else’s home to milf/MLF the LADY OF THE HOUSE. Where did her parent’s sleep? In her car?

WHEN the ex HAD TO PICK UP HIS DAUGHTER AT THE MALL WHO WAS ALL ALONE and her phone out of juice on the way home HE TOLD MY DAUGHTER NOT TO TELL ME WHAT MIRELA RIZNIK/RIZVIK DID BECAUSE HE IS A FUCKED UP FUCKER! MIRELLA is A KID TOO BUT NOT A NICE ONE THAT SHE FEIGNED TO BE AND PROBABLY BECAUSE SHE IS VERY STUPID.

WHEN THE EX HANDED ME MY CATS ASHES LIKE A BAG OF DONUTS HE SEEMED TO FIND PLEASURE IN MY SADNESS and WHEN HIS MOM RECEIVED THERAPY RIGHT AFTER MY MOM DIED (not catholic) WHO DIDN’T RECEIVE THERAPY FOR HER HEALTH CONDITIONS and was hospiced without my knowledge until after she died

and before his mom had her stroke of illness.

WHEN HE MOCKED ME IN THE POWDER ROOM HE USED HIS DAUGHTER AS AN EXCUSE BUT THE PROBLEM WAS SHE WASN’T THERE THOUGH SHE DEFENDED HIM AND SAID HE DIDN’T DO IT BUT THE POINT OF FACT IS HE WOULDN’T HAVE DONE IT IN FRONT OF HER. 
DUH

BEFORE THAT HE LEAPED FOR JOY AND WONDERED WHY HIS MOM GOT SPECIAL TREATMENT AND MINE DIDN’T.

I GUESS MY EX THOUGHT I WOULD BE NEXT!

Lately my ex told me he has been noticing a guy he knew in the past in front of him at the store named FROG. I only remember his name and that he lived next door in the past but I think I saw the person named about once. I would not recognize him nor do I care to.

I said I wouldn’t write again in the latest post I wrote before I was arrested but I am obviously writing and plan to write more especially when miracles come true for me and my girls and my family that I love because

I THINK THEY WILL!

I think it’s important to document what I notice and have had to endure.

I DON’T LIKE PEOPLE MESSING WITH ME, MY KIDS, and MY PETS BUT HAVE HAD HELP THROUGH IT IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS!

TOO MANY COINCIDENCES TO NOT BE NOTICED AND TAKE HEED AND I WILL NOT REMAIN SILENT ABOUT IT BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT TO ME.

I can only write what I notice in my life and the lives I am in contact with and what I see in the news, on tv etc. I can’t do it fictionally because it wouldn’t have the same affect. How else can I illuminate others as to what is occurring? with lies? I’m not an actress or a film maker. I don’t work for the press. I’m a realist in my art for the most part and in my posts that I write.

Anyway the ex needs a new protools and a new/used computer that he has his sights set on lately which he told me about a few days ago. I wonder is that why he doesn’t want to see him mom alive? That’s why I asked if he planned to take his sax when his mom dies  or whatever her family seem to be looking forward to. He said no and that I was evil. (He didn’t take it with him.) I’m sorry the evidence is pretty clear he has no love in him for anyone but his own measly self.

He also plans to give me his computer.

I saw a movie lately about an inventor of rockets and the question the wife asked was about marriage and sanity. I plan to keep my head when others lose theirs. It isn’t easy when being falsely arrested and still have to get off the charges which my daughter plans to do for me. SHE SHOULD! The ex feels terrible about calling the police. HE SHOULD AND I PLAN TO AND HAVE MADE IT CLEAR I WON’T LET HIM FORGET IT.

EVER

I think his mom would be ashamed of her son. SHE SHOULD BE.

I’m not ashamed of my daughters for their naivety, confusion, misplaced devotion to their dad because I never thought or believed how evil the world could be or he could be especially to females by both females and males. He disguises his insanity and depravity very well. Both girls have suffered quite a bit because of their dad who is a loser, a liar, and a thief and they haven’t recognized it yet, but someday they will understand and probably will be glad to be rid of him the day he has to pay the price TO GOD

and loses his rights to them

for his CRAPOLA.

HE USES THEM TERRIBLY.

A lot of this happened after I announced I was gonna change my name back to my maiden name which is still mine no matter what road blocks are ahead such as the legal shenanigans for money.

I was born and named by my parents and I am divorced now and have no respect for his name nor his heritage and no respect for his religion.

After finishing this post /blurb my ex just announced to me out of the blue that his 3 middle brothers up north are trying to feed their mom and hoping to get her to swallow. I asked “are they intravenously feeding her to keep her strong while they attempt to help her but he says she is refusing A FEEDING TUBE and wants to die. I said how do you know and he gave me some excuses. I asked when did you hear this and he said yesterday around 2 o’clock. Funny he didn’t say it before I wrote this yet he didn’t even read it or know that I have written it and putting on a good show of his sorrow for his mom. Said he had been praying for her etc but he said when it was occurring:  “Shit happens.” Why didn’t he tell me that (what his brothers were doing) yesterday? THE BORG.

DID HE FORGET? COMPARTMENTALIZING which is what psychopaths do.

Why can’t they do both: Try to get her to swallow and intravenously feed her because after a stroke they aren’t necessarily thinking in their right mind and miracles do happen. He gave me more excuses. I told him he ought to go again before she dies even if only to help his brothers and give them a break and he said he could not afford to go and could only be there a short time and I said even one day might help his brothers have a break because it isn’t easy and it’s not like they are getting paid to care for her……OR ARE THEY?

Then he started to tell me about all the people that can’t come or might not come to the funeral adding details that weren’t needed or asked for which is what liars often do. Obviously I have learned not to trust because he earned my distrust.

In the car a few hours ago the ex told me it may take 45 days according to one of his brothers for his mom to die of starvation while they try to get her to eat and drink even though she can’t swallow and refuses a feeding tube (his word) and I reminded him of the intravenous type feeding and he said they can’t do that. Why not?

She doesn’t want to live in an old folks home which was her career for quite long time. She wants to be a martyr for the church that dissed her in her life after her husband died?

He said he thought it would take a lot less time than 45 days so I guess they are counting the days.

THERE IS SO MUCH MORE BUT I WILL AS I RECALL TRY TO ADD BUT IT’S GUT WRENCHING TO GO THROUGH AND WRITE ABOUT BUT I THINK IT’S NECESSARY FOR ME.

*I THINK SHE SHOULD ACCEPT THE FEEDING TUBE FOR NOW AND LET HER SONS RELAX A BIT AND HELP HER AS WELL LEARN TO SWALLOW BUT AT LEAST THEY WOULDN’T BE IN SUCH A HURRY AND THROUGH SOME TIME MIGHT BE ABLE TO GET HER TO SWALLOW AND MAYBE SEEING HER IN AN OLD FOLKS HOME HER SONS MIGHT TAKE ACTION TO IMPROVE CONDITIONS OF OLD FOLKS HOMES BECAUSE OF HER. THROW AWAY KIND OF NOTIONS. I THINK SHE IS BEING STUBBORN WHICH IS ONE OF HER BIGGEST FLAWS. I THINK SHE WANTS THEM TO DOTE ON HER WHICH HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH HER BEING ABUSED IN THE PAST BY THE CHURCH AND BY HER HUSBAND. SORT OF A GENERATIONAL CATHOLIC SICKNESS BUT IT ISN’T REALLY LOVE TO BE DOTED UPON OR TO EXPECT TO BE DOTED ON. IT’S SOMETHING ELSE having to do with the concept of the Catholic INVENTION: Adoration of MARY while PLAYING THE MARTYR. IT exacerbates the put down of the female in weird ways and doesn’t help society at all. IT’s a good thing she didn’t have daughters because she would have had to share the doting and she probably couldn’t handle it. THAT’S MY OPINION. She did take in for a short time some foster girls but it probably had more to do with earning extra money on the side and they didn’t stay very long and made her appear to be female friendly.

One thing I hate are fakes. When his mom talked she always had this tone of voice which was so fakey. IT’s hard to explain but it wasn’t real like she wanted people to think she was tempered as if kindness oozed out of her which it didn’t but if you only had to judge by  her voice you would have thought it did, but it didn’t. I was her daughter-in-law so you can expect me to have my misgivings about her since that usually is the case with those kind of relationships. Her sons were never wrong and the marriages that didn’t lat were always the females fault and not anything to do with how she and her husband raised her sons to be liars and thieves. A couple of them weren’t as messed up as the rest but never confronted the ones that were liars and thieves and didn’t seem to mind it and it’s too bad because it might have helped those females that were conned by the other sons and their children.

AM I my brother’s keeper?

Everyone in the family knew the eldest was a big liar yet never that I know of did anything about it. They accepted it. MIght have helped if they had confronted him and said

CUT THE SHIT

which might have helped a lot of other people he came in contact with and affected.Instead they accepted wholeheartedly his lies. Might have had to do it a few times or more until he stopped and his mom should have done the same which makes me think she was a liar too and more than likely they all were.

SHE IS BEING USED BY THE CHURCH LIKE A PAWN AND POSSIBLY BY ONE OR MORE OF THE SONS WHO DON’T CARE COUNTING THE DAYS AND DOESN’T REALIZE IT TO PROMOTE ASSISTED SUICIDE AND MORE CONTROL OF OUR LIVES BY THE CHURCH OF ROME  (WHO WANT TO WIELD THE POWER OVER WHO WE MARRY, IF WE CAN GET A DIVORCE AND HOW, WHEN WE GET PREGNANT, WHEN WE DIE AND ALL THE OTHER THINGS THE CHURCH OF ROME WANTS TO CONTROL (and make us pay for changing our name to my original name given to me by my parents? That’s ridiculous) THAT THEY SHOULD NOT HAVE THE RIGHT TO CONTROL FOR THEIR OWN WELFARE MAKING AN EASY LIVING LYING ON A FLOOR IN FRONT OF A BUNCH OF DWEEBS FOR SHOW AND PLAYING THE MARTYR OR IN AN OFFICE AT AN OLD FOLKS HOME TAKING A PAYCHECK AND LOOKING THE OTHER WAY) WHEN SHE COULD BE PROMOTING BETTER HEALTH AND LIVING CARE FOR THE ELDERLY IN HER SICKNESS. 

SHE SHOULD THINK OF HER CHILDREN AND THEIR CHILDREN AND THEIR CHILDREN  AND THE SNOWBALL AFFECT OF HER DECISION ON GENERATIONS TO COME ESPECIALLY OF CATHOLIC WOMEN AND THOSE THAT TOW THEIR LYNE.

I THINK SHE IS BEING SELFISH.

IF SHE UNDERSTOOD WHAT WAS REALLY AT STAKE SHE MIGHT DO THE RIGHT THING BUT I DON’T THINK SHE UNDERSTANDS BECAUSE SHE HAD A STROKE AND BECAUSE SHE WASN’T TAUGHT CORRECTLY BY THE CHURCH OF ROME. HOW THE CHURCH TREATED HER AFTER HER HUSBAND DIED OUGHT TO HAVE BEEN A CLUE. HOW HE TREATED HIS KIDS AND WHAT HE SAID TO HER ABOUT HER LOOKS AND HER ABILITY TO HAVE KIDS. HE DIDN’T HAVE TO SAY THAT SHE WASN’T PRETTY BECAUSE SHE WAS PRETTY AND BECAUSE BEAUTY IS IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER. HE DIDN’T HAVE TO MARRY HER OR INSEMINATE HER AND HE SHOULD HAVE DIVORCED HER IF HE FELT THAT WAY ABOUT HER LOOKS WHICH DIDN’T PLEASE HIM OR WHY DID HE SAY IT WHEN THEY WERE ON FRIENDLY TERMS IN LOVE IN MARRIAGE. DID HE THINK HE WAS BETTER LOOKING THAN HER? HE WASN’T BETTER LOOKING FROM THE PICTURES I SAW. HE DID IT TO DEGRADE HER AND SUBJUGATE HER AND PULL THE WOOL OVER HER EYES IE

TO DECEIVE HER.

IT’S A FRATERNITY OF SICKO’S.

WITHOUT HIM (AFTER HE DIED) SHE WAS TREATED LIKE SHIT BY THE CHURCH WHICH THE CHURCH DID PURPOSEFULLY TO TEACH HER THEIR KIND OF LESSON TO INSTILL IN HER SONS WHENEVER AND HOWEVER POSSIBLE AND INSTILL IN THE ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH FOLLOWERS AND EVEN THE FEMALES WHO INSTILL IT IN OTHER FEMALES OF OTHER RELIGIONS OR BELIEFS. TRICKY BUSINESS BUT IF YOU READ MY POSTS CALLED

Mary’s Spikenard and Luke’s Parable – Revised 

  The Gospel of Luke – A Parody

you will get a better understanding, I hope.

My dad loved my mom’s looks and vice-versa. He didn’t say she wasn’t pretty, but he wasn’t catholic. HE WAS VERY ATTRACTED TO HER. He would have reamed us if we called her certain things that aren’t nice. We would definitely have been put on restriction for a long time but my ex didn’t allow me the teaching tool that works pretty well for kids (RESTRICTION). Nor allow me to take her cell phone for a while because he pays for it and obviously he uses it and has a hold on her via the cell phone (one of those gifts Obama gave for a vote i.e. bribery) which I think is affecting people the wrong way. Cell phones are an indicator of where you are which comes in handy for some who want to have power over those that have cell phones and to cause lots of trivial problems using twitter and the like and too much idle conversation that gets many in trouble or causes trouble in relationships. Privacy is important but since mine has been denied because I know i’m being watched and hassled for my beliefs by those that want this world to be catholic or islamic I have had to write what I see for my protection and for the truth’s sake. I want my country to be free and unencumbered by assholes bent on stealing our sovereignty and way of life partly out of revenge and because they don’t believe in truth or allowing people to live their lives without their supervision and interference such as divorces vs annulments etc. They want to control everything we do a if they think they have a handle on what is right or what is true and obviously they don’t or this world would be doing a lot better than it is. There wouldn’t be immigrants if their countries were healthy and most of those countries are either Catholic or Islamic. The people are not content and they should be. IT ain’t that hard to do and for the most part Trump if given the chance might be able to change the direction in America WHICH MIGHT SPILL OVER INTO OTHER COUNTRIES AS AN EXAMPLE. HIllary and Bill had their chance and many of their friends and foe didn’t live long. Probably has something to do with who they prayed with which I wrote about on a few posts linked on Merangue’s Blog list above a shill for Roman Catholicism. I think we should oust the career politicians to clean up Washington DC and rid our government of their lobbyists who are mucking up the system purposefully and we might have a chance at implementing some fresh ideas that will in reality bring economic relief and economic growth to those that deserve it.

My dad changed our diapers and gave us baths when mom was busy and she helped him in his career etc. He was proud of her and her abilities and she was proud of him and his abilities and neither tried to stifle the others abilities and talents.

THEY HAD FUN TOGETHER!

My dad didn’t say when my parents separated on the verge of divorce

at one time in their life

“I wanted you to bury me and me to bury you”

in order to entice her not to leave him or him to leave her

which is what her son said to me. MY EX. I wonder where he learned that kind of tactic. Try as he may he hasn’t succeeded yet and I don’t intend to let him. I really don’t relish the idea of burying him in fact I want to leave him and let someone else do it and trying to work my way out of a miserable situation

AND THOSE IN POWER WANT TO PUNISH ME FOR TRYING. NOT ALLOW ME TO WORK MY WAY OUT AND WANT ME TO DO IT THEIR WAY AND

I WON’T DO IT THEIR WAY

BECAUSE IT’S THE WRONG WAY

AT LEAST FOR ME.


In my opinion we need someone in office of the Presidency who is willing to put down Fascism FOREVER so it never rears it’s ugly head again and those that profit by it and this time don’t rebuild their countries because they are obviously BENT and let them wallow in it for a thousand years.

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Are those angels behind him strengthening him because he’s about to be arrested?

He’s (the pope) on a rug with a bunch of weirdos watching as if he was in the Garden of Gethsemane about to be arrested, interrogated, beaten, and crucified. HE HAS SHOES!

Jesus in the Gospel of Matthew would say Pick up your mat and walk. His mat happens to be a Persian rug on the marble floor of the Vatican.

Aerosmith – Walk This Way

My other daughter works for a rehabilitation center temporarily because of the economy and being cheated out of an education with lies by the college she attended for a short time. She would make a better teacher than most teachers when she gets the chance to get the education she desires in order to be a teacher. Smart as can be and talented and would make a great teacher of kids of all ages. At her job one of the clients of the rehabilitation center was a sexual predator and my daughter was told about it by one of her bosses and how to handle it but while the boss was away her higher ups insisted she let a woman rehabilitate this sexual predator even though her boss said not to put them together and she tried very hard to do what her boss said to do to protect her protege. The people at her office tried to get her to do the opposite. I’m proud of how she tried to handle it and appalled at what her higher ups forced her to do which was the opposite of what she was told to do and they had the power to do what was right. She was the newest employee and was being tested, IMO. I hope she leaves that place and gets the job she blessedly deserves for the sake of the children and for her own safety. She has a lot of growing up to do in the meanwhile and hopefully will leave that employment and find better people to work with who care and will utilize her best assets to improve the next generations, but it’s a sick world.

Mad World – Gary Jules

Recently I went to a FITNESS and Rehabilitation Center I used to work out at nearby and they don’t allow people that live nearby to take advantage of the site for fitness as they did in the past and only work with people that have instructions by their doctor for rehabilitation yet if they allowed it it might help some people not need rehabilitation. They used to offer the neighborhoods nearby the chance to work out for a small fee and those that worked out were very considerate of the ones that were being rehabilitated but it’s one of those kind if things that changed when Obama took office. So they waste some space to punish the people just to be assholes. I think they call it being AUSTERE. Remember what obama and chancellor merkel agreed upon: AUSTERITY for the people. It  worked really well didn’t it?  Little minds thinking alike. Probably born out of incest. SHE DOES LOOK LIKE HITLERS DAUGHTER IF HE HAD A DAUGHTER BUT THE DAY AFTER HE MARRIED SOME STUPID WENCH THEY COMMITTED SUICIDE.

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picture from the movie Deliverance but looks a lot like one of my ex’s brothers and believe it or not his mom resembles Pope Francis in some ways facially except the feminine version of course.

 

 He has teeth now. Implants I guess which is good. But you should have heard his youngest brother mock him after his first trip to michigan the first time when his eldest brother Joe died. Mocked and mimicked his lack of balance and his teeth. If only Brian could have heard it he would have been surprised. It probably would have hurt his feelings quite a bit. I was surprised by PHils demonstration in the hallway and I didn’t go along and he got mad at me for not supporting him and his demonstration and his mock as if I wasn’t a good ex wife. LOL

HOW INSANE.

AS FAR AS THE REHABILITATION/FITNESS CENTER they need to change their sign to rehabilitation and drop the fitness part of the sign and since it is the first word of the sign they advertise on the front of the building and instead put up a sign that says Leading from Behind Rehabilitation Center. Talk about backwards.

Don’t AXT, Don’t TELL!

The only way I could relay this information was by own experience of what I have witnessed or been a part of otherwise I couldn’t. So those that feel maligned or misunderstood it’s the best I could do in order to educate those that were not aware and for my own healing. You are welcome to do the same: HAVE AT IT.

My prayer for Marela (dont know the spelling of her name) is SHE and her family go back to Croatia not Bosnia their former home and it explodes into a Syrian type situation between the two. Takes a lot of nerve to spend the night in my home when she knew I didn’t want her in my home ever again and she did it anyway when I was in the hospital and the ex let her. INSIDIOUS.

She is definitely up to no good and so is he. I don’t know anyone who would do that.

VERY PETTY!

Anyway there must be a reason I’m still here being prevented from flourishing in many ways definitely not because of  love or grace and EXTREMELY insincere foe sure but I think

IT WON’T BE LONG

when the tables turn and that’s my hope.

BAD BOYS

What ya gonna do when they come for you?

You can see why I detest my ex husband and Catholics in general and his heritage. There are always exceptions but …………………….NOT MANY. They are Pharisees and see through a glass that isn’t reliable like the kind that usually are installed in showers. You wouldn’t drive with that kind of glass.

They don’t see very well so BEWARE OF THE PHARISEES. If they would/could/should read the bible and in particular Revelation that describe their church they use and prop up by attending they might not do it anymore for their own survival very soon. It may be CUSHY now but won’t be CUSHY then. My dad thought revelation had already occurred when I talked to him about what I had read way back when many years ago but history repeats itself. My dad and my mom since then (I think and I truly believe) have given me warning and help in various ways with the help of God because they were truly wonderful people.

I THINK IT’S SOON.

This may be Roman Catholics last chance. I hope they heed the warning. They have had a few chances just in this last century and I’m not sure they get another chance after this time but we’ll see what they do and how they respond but if history is any relevance or as in Forex trading an indicator which I think it is….. not many will.

Check out my posts above about the Covenant with Many and The Abomination of Desolation posts while you are at it. Has some interesting info that might help.

TOO MANY PEOPLE GOING UNDERGROUND.

Paul McCartney – Too many people

The younger generations aren’t really savvy when it comes to BS and it is up to our generation to give them wisdom and while the Roman Catholics won’t let us do it easily you have to do it anyway unless you want to be a dung beetle or it’s dung which is my ex husband’s hope, but so far as I can see his are waning.

Here are some pictures of WORLD WAR ll DEVASTATION which might help you imagine in a small way what might occur in the EU and other places that rose from the ashes only to FORGET. I don’t think next time they will be able to forget….it will be that bad, and they may not remember either.

Know what I mean?

Anyway they will be marrying and partying and all kinds of normal things when the

SHITS HITS THE FANS.

I just I think saw a sign of something in the sky. The clouds were above and swirled in circle in one area and and in the middle of the cloud was an eye or hole in the sky which I  showed to the guy at the store nearby. I’ve never seen anything like it ever before and then it closed up. I think it was truly a sign after I had a small tiff with FXCM Daniel Groban/Gorban about the trading practices of their Forex market which I really enjoy and want to trade fairly. Lately every time I trade the volume rises exponentially and then the volume the next day shows a different volume so obviously not allowed to profit YET. It was as if GOD himself were saying HE SAW. Anyway it gives me hope because it was that unusual.

Maybe miracles are about to occur for me but I did not win the Lotto. LOL


Today on the way to the bail bondswoman and after railing on my ex about why he let Mirella spend the night against my wishes he said it’s because he pays the rent and he knows that the air conditioner was a problem for her family but not necessarily that particular night though that is what I was told. Of course I told him it’s because he wanted to show his daughter that my wishes aren’t important. And he agrees now that Mirella was a bad friend because of what she did but nevertheless he did what he did out of spite because I divorced him and it hurt his little FUCKING ROMAN CATHOLIC pride.

I said more about Mirella saying her family is gonna be rich living in Croatia even though she said she is from Bosnia and the ex said:  “now Russia is taking over Croatia” ,which I didn’t know. The Clintons were in the White House when the Baltics were in great turmoil between different religions and races. A new piece of information. Mirella said she wasn’t Islamic as her parents but into Zoroastrianism.

Zoroastrianism is one of the world’s oldest monotheistic religions. It was founded by the Prophet Zoroaster in ancient Iran approximately 3500 years ago.

Another article says that Zoroastianism was either born in Iran or Afghanistan.

Two countries we have been struggling with a lot in the last 30 years or more, since BILLY CARTER and the Iranian hostage situation that Iran took in exchange for the Panama Canal though it was not revealed at the time.

Some of this stuff below sounds like hinduism as well:

“Zoroastrianism,[n 1] or more natively Mazdayasna,[1] is one of the world’s oldest religions, “combining a cosmogonic dualism and eschatological monotheism in a manner unique… among the major religions of the world.”[2] Ascribed to the teachings of the Iranian Prophet Zoroaster (or Zarathustra),[3] he exalted their deity of wisdom, Ahura Mazda, (Wise Lord) as its Supreme Being.[4] Leading characteristics, such as messianismheaven and hell, and free will influenced other religious systems, including Second Temple JudaismGnosticism,Christianity, and Islam.[5] With possible roots dating back to the second millennium BCE, Zoroastrianism enters recorded history in the 5th-century BCE,[4] and including a MithraicMedian prototype and Zurvanist Sassanid successor it served as the state religion of the pre-Islamic Iranian empires from around 600 BCE to 650 CE. Zoroastrianism was suppressedfrom the 7th century onwards following the Muslim conquest of Persia.[6] Recent estimates place the current number of Zoroastrians at around 2.6 million, with most living in India andIran.[7][8][n 2] Besides the Zoroastrian diaspora, the older Mithraic faith Yazdânism is still practised amongst the Kurds.[n 3]

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Mazda Motor Corporation (マツダ株式会社 Matsuda Kabushiki-gaisha ?), commonly referred to just as Mazda, is a Japanese automaker based in Fuchū, Aki District, Hiroshima Prefecture, Japan.

Is that where FUKUSHIMA is located?

Fukushima Daiichi nuclear disaster

The religious philosophy of Zoroaster divided the early Iranian gods.[9] The most important texts of the religion are those of the Avesta.[10] In Zoroastrianism, the creator Ahura Mazda, through the Spenta Mainyu (Good Spirit, “Bounteous Immortals”)[11] is an all-good “father” of Asha (Truth, “order, justice,”)[12][13] in opposition to Druj (“falsehood, deceit”)[14][15] and noevil originates from “him”.[16] “He” and his works are evident to humanity through the six primary Amesha Spentas[17] and the host of other Yazatas, through whom worship of Mazda is ultimately directed. Spenta Mainyu adjoined unto “truth”[18] oppose the Spirit’s opposite,[19][20] Angra Mainyu and its forces born of Akəm Manah (“evil thinking”).[21]

The First Commandment of the Ten Commandments is

Exodus 20King James Version (KJV)

20 And God spake all these words, saying,

I am the Lord thy God,

which have brought thee out of the land of Egypt,

out of the house of bondage.

Thou shalt have no other gods before me.

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APOLLOS WATERED? IT’S WHAT PAUL SAID in 1Corinthians 3:6. (NOT THE THEATER) BUT THE WATERING GOD APPOLLOS watering down the truth with his own piss? The Episcopal Church?

(I went to an Episcopal church at one time and soon after the church invested in a new organ lightning struck the church steeple and burned it down almost in my back yard. My brother and I used to get nauseous when we went to the Episcopal church and had to leave early often. Stand up, sit down, kneel, chant, sing, stand up, sit down, kneel, chant, sing, etc and then I had the experience when my brother ran out of gas near the potomac the police took him to get gas and left me and my friend with a weird guy that kind of looked like a Peter Max version of this guy from The Exorcist who looks like the mayer of Rome Gianni Alemanno, similar anyway. It was surreal to say the least. It got kind of dark in the daytime as he talked to us. Very strange experience. I wrote a few posts about this mayer and some strange stuff he has said and done. CONJURING, TAXIS (“take me to the Parthenon” yea I know it’s in Greece), the death of a young gypsy girl, and in regards to “the wound that was healed of the Roman Catholic papacy with a Cardinal Bertone on some anniversary in regards to “the wound that was healed” having to do with Napoleon to Mussolini IN WWll. BUT NOT FOR LONG! He also visited Jerusalem around the time that Pope Benedict XVl made is journey and famous visit to the Dome of the Rock and I got the feeling or message they were on the precipice of something. He brought something in a big mac truck with roads blocked and I think it had to do with digging tunnels because that became apparent soon after. 

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who parked behind us as the police left who chatted to me and my friend about cherries, as in sex, then police came back with my brother and everyone went their  My first slobber kiss was on a bus in the church parking lot at night with some kid I never saw again because it was pretty disgusting. It was after those events by about a year when it burned down. She was 12 and I was 13.) 

1CORINTHIANSI 3:6 I planted the seed, Apollos watered it,

but God has been making it grow.

WHAT SEED? THE MUSTARD SEED?

PAUL APPEASING OTHER gods?

I think that includes Zoroastrianism.

Of course Mirella is Islamic at least she said her parents are Islamic but she is into Zoroastrianism, or possibly she is IRANIAN…..but in drag and in an american style cutsey costume because she isn’t in the USA for the right reasons, obviously. I little spy. Why do they want to go back to Croatia since they came here from Bosnia? The ex agrees that her dad isn’t a very good mechanic if he can’t fix her car and I said how are they gonna be rich in Croatia  if he is ONLY (no offense, but lets gets real) a truck driver? (WHAT IS HE TRUCKING? POKEMONS?) He said he didn’t know and I asked about his mom and he said she is fading fast. Her oxygen is down to 88 and the nursing home or the place she is residing gives her sedatives and the hospice people come once a day to check her vitals. So they are using a hospice! He also said many of his wonderful friends think like he does and that she lived a long life etc and knows many that didn’t come to see their moms when they were dying because of their location being too far to come such as Alaska for for one example.

He also said he let Mirella spend the night because his daughter was suffering because I was in the hospital but she didn’t come to see me that time in the hospital so she wasn’t suffering or too worried. She came to see me the next time when I was given the stuff that almost killed me at the hospital for a CAT-SCAN and they say I might have developed an allergy to the stuff they injected in me (as some people get allergic to shrimp) and then the next time I was there when the woman at the hospital gleefully showed me how much I owed them IN FRONT OF THE EX of course yet they almost killed me the time before that which can happen if someone doesn’t flush the line  which is probably what happened, but I can’t prove it. They are a pretty good hospital for the most part and I will pay them back eventually and with glee. The glee in her eyes and face was telling. She’s probably catholic and an ignoramus as most are which is part of the problem.

Double, double toil and trouble; 
Fire burn and caldron bubble. 
Fillet of a fenny snake, 
In the caldron boil and bake; 
Eye of newt and toe of frog, 
Wool of bat and tongue of dog, 
Adder’s fork and blind-worm’s sting, 
Lizard’s leg and howlet’s wing, 
For a charm of powerful trouble, 
Like a hell-broth boil and bubble. 
Double, double toil and trouble; 
Fire burn and caldron bubble. 
Cool it with a baboon’s blood, 
Then the charm is firm and good.
I plan to outlast everyone
learn what I need to learn
and keep going
while the ex and his friends toil away.

He hemmed and hawed about the things he has said and when they were said and if they were said about the many things I railed him about and of course he is lying or doesn’t remember which is a lie. I truly think he doesn’t know how to put it back together again and after many lies it kind of works that way. Anyway he agrees now that Mirella isn’t a good friend but the damage is done so agreeing now doesn’t really help and shows what a scumbag he truly is and he is a traitor. However my daughters are strong and I think I am getting through to them in small ways anyway and in the right way, IMO under the circumstances which are difficult for many people these days and my kids also help as well in their way and give me strength when I need it the most which was when the hospital almost killed me with their injection which was an immediate reaction but I doubt they would take responsibility for their mistake and probably would cover it up as well. They are only human and people make mistakes….IF IT WAS A MISTAKE!

The ex also said he loved Romeo and that is why he said he hated my guts when I agreed  to his offer for Romeo who was needing a veterinarian, but we went to the wrong ones obviously because they didn’t care. They were weird and after he picked up Romeos remains and presented them to me they called a few days later saying they needed to be picked up only to realize they were already gone and had been picked up but I guess the woman didn’t realize it before she called. Little cuts. Maybe they killed the wrong cat.

So while many are on my ex’s side because they don’t like my beliefs and because they are Catholic I hope you realize what may become of your children and their children and their moms because of what was tossed my way out of spite.

It’s gonna get even more interesting and I will keep on keeping on.

His mom died today at about 3:11 in the afternoon.

Joel 2:31

The sun shall be turned into darkness, and the moon into blood, before the great and the terrible day of the LORD come.

While I was at Parkland one time a few months back (actually more than a few months) the woman in the hallway who was guarding me after I had been asked if I had ever thought about suicide and because I was honest about it and said said “yea” I ended up in a Loony ward (Psychiatric ward). They sent me home all drugged up and I had to drive for about 45 minutes to an hour (in heavy traffic) high as could be and later the same day they called to see if I made it home and I told them “yea” but it wasn’t easy since I was so high: thanks for getting me loaded and behind the wheel. You have to admit that’s weird to do to someone who suffers anxiety: get them high and then let them drive home super high as if trying to murder me. Anyway the woman who was guarding me which took a while to realize that was what she was doing but figured it out when I tried to go the bathroom and she kind of gave it away her job and what she was doing – looked like his mom but had dark skin as if she were african american and talked like older african american woman often are characterized on tv in a certain way and especially while she was talking to a nurse about a marriage/divorce of 35 years or more and the shame of the divorce and was patting herself on the back to the same nurse who witnessed another nurse open the emergency door and causing an alarm to sound off as if she had warned the nurse ahead of time about the alarm and hadn’t because I witnessed the event. She warned her after the alarm went off sort of like “I told you so” when she hadn’t told her so. Bragging. The nurse she was bragging to kind of seemed to be putting up with her nonsense politely and seemed to be rolling her eyes without actually doing it. It happened very quickly: the nurse who opened the door on purpose IMO was warning me or as a sign to me to take notice and I did because it was so weird. It was hard not to notice what was being talked about: a divorce of 35 years and while she was talking about the shame of the divorce I WAS ROLLING MY EYES. It felt so contrived and cultic. It’s okay for catholics to divorce and call it an annulment AND FOR CATHOLICS TO ABORT BUT CALL IT A MISCARRIAGE but not okay for those married to catholics to get a divorce? The nurse who opened the emergency exit seemed IMO to know what she was doing. Very deliberate and it was very strange.

My mom when she was still alive and at The ARC IN San Antonio before she died had a fall down some stairs at least that is what I heard when she went through a door/exit with her walker. I think she was trying to warn people. I got some signals from her during a few visits and it seemed she was warning me about my siblings. That may be why she had many bruises on her legs when I went to see her with my siblings. They were acting very strange that weekend and doing things out of the ordinary. I wrote about some of those visits with my siblings and the things my mom said to me in some other posts. My little sister was supposed to send a recording of my mom of one of those visits but never did. She promised but she never sent it and seemed to be hiding the information that was recorded for some reason and threw away all the photos of my parents friends for some reason. My mom was hospiced by my eldest sister two weeks before she died without telling me. said she knew my mom wouldn’t want to live the way she was living. THEN WHY DIDN’T MY ELDEST SISTER TELL ME WHILE SHE WAS ALIVE and WHY DIDN’T SHE WARN ME SHE WAS HAVING MY MOM HOSPISCED SO I COULD INTERVENE AND VISIT? IT’S BULLSHIT.

My mother-in-law is being honored with full military honors at her funeral coming up.

She had been a WAC before she married her husband. 

MY MOM SHOULD HAVE BEEN HONORED FOR WHAT SHE DID IN HER LIFETIME WITH MY DAD AND AFTER HE DIED AND SHE WASN’T A WAC-O! 

SHE WAS A GREAT MOM,  and imo she was mocked in her brochure (which seemed to be written by someone who didn’t know her very well b/c some of the details were wrong) at her funeral but it was evidence and self-evident to me regardless! 

The brochure gave my youngest sibling credit for her care who put $35,000 of my mom’s estate in her savings account way before she died MONTHS as if that made it right and the brochure was obviously patronizing my little sister for money DAVID SHERMAN didn’t earn and IMO nor did she. Not like my mom charged her for what she gave her as a mother. Her second husband was at the hospital when the hospice interfered with the hospitals care and my mom died then. David Sherman didn’t know my mom very well, nor my dad, and it is odd he was the person that was there when she died. My little sister was his third wife. One of his other wives had died earlier and I believe he was using my sister and I still do. She met him on the internet via a dating service. Her divorce settlement with her first husband bought their home. He didn’t put any of his own money into their home. I think he caused the death of my mom as well. He just happened to be the one there when she died. Probably in charge of the hospice and now a clone of him is living next door to me. LOL.. HE looks like DOD Chuck Hagel (How much wood would a woodchuck wood if a woodchuck could chuck wood Chuck Hagel who said GET READY AMERICA. JACK READY WAS THE SS AGENT during the assassination of JFK who looked the other way. He also said he did not question Obama’s motives like a good defensive person would and should.)

ME thinks something will be attempted while the ex is away on his trip to Michigan for the funeral of his mom-HIS ALIBI, but then you NEV’ know how things might end up and it might not end up as the ex and his friends and his family would like – kind of like that tornado the day after Christmas and that beam didn’t make it through the window.

I did receive a sign in the sky recently.

Diana Ross – Upside down

My oldest sister told my little sister a dream she had had years before about her husband of kissing my little sister’s husband David on a bridge with my younger sister watching from below looking up at them. At the time I thought she was talking about my little sister’s first husband who is also called David. On one of the visits my eldest using my mom’s money took everyone out to dinner who was there to see my mom and David SHERMAN pitched a fit for my little sister being late to meet him at the restaurant THE OLIVE GARDEN because we were at the hospital visiting my mom and it took a while to leave because my eldest sister was doing stuff which is what she does and usually absorbs a lot of time. She was kind of into the details as a rule of thumb. When you owed her a debt of some kind it was presented even with the cents amount but not when she owed money. TYPICAL! When David Sherman the second husband of my little sister asked for an accounting of the estate of mom my eldest sister and her husband Gary KIRCHER sent a total amount (approximation?) scribbled on a piece of paper without any accounting and he is an accountant or was trained to be an accountant at one time (is what I was told by the youngest sister) and I have no idea what that amount was because I wasn’t told. DAVID SHERMAN TOLD HIS STEP-SON THAT HE WAS GUARDING MY LITTLE SISTER JOKINGLY BUT HE IS or WAS. My oldest sister’s christmas letters in the last few years that I received became short in comparison to what she wrote before my dad died boasting about every detail about her kids that we already knew. (Five page type written letters compared to a one pager!) Often I would skip reading it because it was redundant. Anyway my little sister was nervous as could be driving like a maniac to the restaurant using her GPS which misdirected her and when we arrived at the restaurant her husband DAVID SHERMAN acted like he hadn’t rattled her chains, and he had. Earlier that day my eldest sister had a blister on her foot from her shoes and so we went shopping for shoes which took about two hours for her to find some flip flops and she told me (BOASTED) that money was no object.

It was absurd.

Then my youngest sister gave me some flip flops on the same trip that were used that looked just like the one’s my eldest sister had just bought that took her two hours to shop for eating into our time. They did not last long though. I’m hard on flip flops. The whole visit was strange as well when my eldest told me that three was the number of perfection which I wrote about in other posts. She learned it from the English lady/friend that lived across the street from her and probably on one of her women’s retreats in North Carolina with a religious cult. I think it was the BGEA. (BILLY GRAHAM EVANGELICAL ASSOCIATION.) What a stupid thing to learn. Real deep. Probably the reason for the attempted menage-trois when i was quite young at her home?  Anyway I accounted as best I could the details of the visits and many other things in my posts on my blogs because it was worth accounting for.

 At Parkland Hospital (the same hospital that JFK died in 50 years before) everyone was in the hallway working because they were under construction and most of them were looking at computer screens as if the computers were controlling them. Very strange experience. Even the doctors were working the hallways and I saw one doctor for about a minute. When talking about my problems needing some medication for anxiety they had 4 people in the room with me taking notes before I went to the loony ward (psychiatric ward) because they said “so I wouldn’t have to speak to each person separately “as if that made any sense which it didn’t. CONVOLUTED CRAP. I think they must have been Texas Aggies. Another woman in the loony ward (psychiatric ward) seemed to be in a state of shock: CATATONIC (not blinking) AS IF SHE HAD WITNESSED SOMETHING TERRIBLE. It was kind of sad to see. She looked as if she were from India and her eyes were super wide open and her mouth agape (not as in the word used often for love by some) AND DEFINITELY DRUGGED UP!

13 Going on 30 – Thriller

One of the ladies in the hallway on a gurney and fidgeting on her cell phone constantly looked very much like an actress who recently got a divorce from a catholic actor both well known but the difference was she didn’t look as young or as beautiful as she does in the movies and was quite overweight but was miserable, NERVOUS  and VERY UPSET and she even had the same voice. I didn’t talk to her though because I didn’t know her and was having some troubles of my own BEING GUARDED by a nut and I was basically taking in the sights. OBSERVING the mass confusion.

While I was near her I wanted to tell her to get off your cell phone because I believe half the shit going on these days is caused by cell phone usage and dependency and I have witnessed what it does to people often times. TOO MUCH COMMUNICATION! Below is a picture of one of the attackers with one of the victims of Benghazi (which OBVIOUSLY is not Ambassador Chris Stevens) and he has a cell phone in his mouth. The attackers at Benghazi had passwords to State Department cell phones which was under the leadership of Hillary Clinton at the time who was under the leadership of OBAMA. The next day after the attack of Benghazi Obama went to Las Vegas and the compound in Benghazi that was aflame looked eerily similar to places I have seen near Las Vegas. I think it is possible what happened at Benghazi may actually have occurred in the Las Vegas outskirts. The african woman/man depicted in healed sandals and rolled up jeans (unusual dress code for a terrorist) outside the burning compound donning some kind of weapon in one hand and what looked to be like a syringe in the other hand looked like Michelle Obama immediately after having plastic surgery because of her similar physique, hair, and swollen facial features and her appearance did change quite a bit after that point in time. I have included that snapshot in quite a few posts. Did Michelle have plastic surgery in Las Vegas? Is that what the attack of Benghazi was trying to reveal?

Maybe the passwords were what was in the missing e-mails?

Can you see the cell phone in the mouth of the person in the picture.

I think it’s a sign!

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Did the people in my ex’s mother’s case who died today put her in a loony ward (psychiatric ward) for her assisted suicide attempt which obviously succeeded today using a hospice and refusing a feeding tube or intravenous feeding? INSANITY. How about her sons? Did they put the sons in a looney ward (psychiatric ward) for assisting those assisting in her suicide? How about the hospice workers? Were they put into looney ward (psychiatric ward) for their part in her assisted suicide. Obviously all of those mentioned were thinking about suicide.

I think all of this has something to do with the son of man being betrayed.

A double entendre.

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This is what happens when you mix a bunch of sperms together!

What they did to my mom was unmerciful, done in spite, and for the wrong reasons and I think to my dad as well….aspirating on a pill at the hospital right before he was to go home the same day.

What they did for my ex’s CATHOLIC mom may have been merciful but still done for the wrong reasons and possibly in spite and her kind of martyrdom/selfish-ness hurts people like my mom and helps the false church of Rome:

the

WHORE OF BABYLON. 

That is the problem with the Hospice situation.

ONLY GOD KNOWS

THE

TRUE INTENT

At the Sea of Galilee Jesus told Peter who had denied him three times to feed his lambs and his sheep and that is not what occurred to my mother-in-law. She denied a feeding tube for the reasons stated above told to me by her son but she put her sons at risk by insisting on no feeding tube (there is such a thing as intravenous feeding) and others as well such as what occurred in Florida in favor of the man that probably caused her accident which put her in a bad physical state and he wanted to be rid of her so he could move on with his life with another woman (against the families wishes who wanted to feed her and have her fed and she was starved to death when Jeb Bush was Governor of Florida and he is Catholic.) In the case of my ex: her sons should have had her take the feeding tube or intravenous feeding for their sake while they tried to rehabilitate her ability to swallow when they were able to, for her sake, and for the sake of others and they should have given her oxygen so she could breathe and tried to be merciful trying to keep her alive and not represent death for death’s sake and there may be a penalty for representing death for death’s sake.

She had her sons take part in her suicide.

She might have died anyway so it was

superfluous

“When something is so unnecessary that it could easily be done away with, like a fifth wheel on a car or a fifth person on a double date, call it superfluous.”

My ex is the fifth son in his family. LOL

 I think possibly this problem with the Hospice situation might be why Jesus said that to Peter. Jesus said it three times in the last chapter of the Gospel of John but Catholics don’t take it seriously, obviously for selfish reasons, lack of integrity, lack of mercy, and are deficient of any grace they think they possess. I think they are cowards.

I think it is RELEVANT.

I don’t think Jesus at the Sea of Galilee

likes assisted suicide!

The reason it is relevant is self evident and because after that what he said to Peter is interesting as well.

Anyway the ex just asked about a shirt he plans to wear to the funeral whether it was subdued or not and I said I don’t think it really matters.

She’s gone.

However, before my mom was hospiced, quite a while before, I felt her hand on my shoulder so her spirit lives on. I know I have felt my dad as well communicating to me in the way that he can and so I know he lives on as well. Don’t know about the ex’s mom but I doubt she wants to communicate with me. If what happened at Parkland really was her I really don’t want to communicate with her but I do hope something good happens eventually and perhaps she had to die to find out some things.

I don’t know.

I started to feel kind of sorry for the ex a few minutes ago because he has a sore throat probably because he hasn’t had much sleep because of some family and daughter/boyfriend issues the night before and his upcoming trip to the funeral of his mom and I noticed the seal was broken on the exedrin bottle he bought and I mentioned it and he said he broke the seal to be nice and I said why didn’t you break the seal of the throat lozenges? Why would he break the seal of medicine to be nice and not the other medicine. I do not trust him whatsoever. I have been poisoned a number of times IMO and then arrested  for nothing and he wonders why I won’t take the exedrin or why I don’t trust him? ABSURD. Wow as I wrote this he walked out his bedroom saying he is gonna get me some more exedrin because he thinks I have got to have them which sounds AWFULLY nice. Does he read my mind or what? He said “You got to have them!” I think I ache often in my bones because  of all the CAT scans I have had in the last 7 years or so, many that were unnecessary and the last one that almost killed me. Then he returned after rebuying some exedrin and I asked if he wanted some exedrin for his sore throat and he said no because it zones him out. Not true, it only zones him out if he has had a lot of caffeine but he stopped drinking coffee. So hopefully it’s safe to take.

One of his favorite things to say to me during any disagreement is, “It’s not about you!” Then why is he going out to get me some exedrin. Now, I’m really suspicious. Oh well I got to take the chance and hope for some intervention from God to protect me and so I can relieve my aches.

I remember my brother and one of the things he used to kid about was,

“OHHHHH SOOOO IT”S AAAALLLLL AAAABOUT YOUUUUU, HUH?

I miss him.

Lately and for a while the ex has been saying YUMMY about things. He says it in a strange kind of way, too. So I started to say it back to him especially this morning & yesterday morning because it bugs me the way he says it and it infuriated him how i said it to him and I said it quite a few times and told him “because you say it” and he said he never says it and he does. That’s one reason why I’m suspicious!

CRAZY STUFF.

Why would it infuriate him?

I know why he says it which is why I don’t like it and decided to turn it back on him and boy he didn’t like it. I have to remember to keep doing it too. He thinks I’m stupider than him. LOL

I will keep hoping for miracles especially for those I love and myself as well.


A hot air balloon with 16 people on board has crashed in West Texas,

but it wasn’t a sign for me,

perhaps it was a sign for you.

Hot Air Balloon Carrying at 16 People Crashes in Texas; Likely No Survivors

Mirella and her friend parked down the road on another street to harass my daughter at our house over some borrowed clothes for an exchange of borrowed clothes that wasn’t agreed upon. The girl can weezle. They walked to the house more than a block away and obviously up to no good otherwise she would have parked in front. She went to extreme trouble via twitter to harass my daughter in the hopes of ruining her day and she almost succeeded. I locked up the h0use pretty good so she can’t enter like she was able to before because the garage door didn’t work and we were unprotected especially if we were away. The ex is very stupid about those kind of things and then she even called him to tattle on my daughter and he started cow-towing to her until my daughter said not to cow-tow to her because she was at the house more than likely to jump her. Which seems to me parking down the road on another road is suspicious like she might have done it before (entering without permission) while threatening on the phone back and forth about some nominal stuff. I think between her and the ex somehow my cat aspirated on some white dots of some kind in his left lung. She is a  bad chick. Her friend said some nasty stuff too about her ex boyfriend the boyfriend of my daughter.SO me thinks there was a reason for her friend’s lies for one that she was raised Jewish and thought the Sabbath was on Sunday. I don’t know any Jews that think that so I think she is a little liar. I have read umpteen times that the Jewish Sabbath is not on Sunday. Someone on there side of the exchange on the phone was laughing and were enjoying themselves trying to bully and threaten my daughter. I wish Mirella and Kate were history. Sure wish Mirella, and her family  Kate and her family and the ex would return to Bosnia and never come back.

I don’t know if Merilla had sex with the ex?

I don’t know if Kate had sex with Merilla?

I don’t know if Merilla had sex with her dad?

I just don’t know.

Shipoopi – The Music Man (1962)

I do know she sleeps with Austin in Corinth like a good islamic girl.

I do know she kills people’s pets!

I do know she is a wick and a whore.

I just don’t know if she knows she really is a wicked whore.

ZOROASTRIANIST for one. ISLAMIC FOR ANOTHER!

ANYWAY WHAT WOULD ONE THINK OF SOMEONE THAT TATTOOED FUCK YOU ON THE INSIDE OF HER LOWER LIP. Do her islamic parents know? No telling what’s on her other lips? Maybe the ex knows for sure? I just don’t know!

I DO KNOW THEY PARKED THE CAR DOWN THE STREET around the side on another street to hide their car and to harass AND THEN ACTED LIKE HYENAS IN FRONT OF OUR HOME HASSLING EVERYONE FOR NO REASON EXCEPT I THINK SHE IS A PSYCHOPATH. I bet the pope would oblige her need. She does it for a bar of Xanex with anyone that will give it to her. She probably would suck someone for it too. I BET SHE SWALLOWS! Probably gurgles it as well! She probably would use the same condom twice with two or three different boys. They hassled and gnarled and chewed and drooled for about 8 hours or more about nothing. Send her back to Bosnia, please.

the cars my best friends girl

I think they were jealous because my daughter and I had a fantastic time together the day before which helped get her through their maniacal nonsense, at least 8 hours of it of bullshit, harassment, petit shit the next day. She reminds me of Mary lynn Petit who the ex fucked even though she was dating his best friend at the time Tim Gallo-way. Why not? She was there, like the slut in the tub who had already screwed a few guys before him but the ex didn’t care if he was number nine or ten in line. That’s pretty bad. It could have been his mama. I didn’t see it he just bragged about it. So it must have been important to him enough to brag about it. Talked about how he slipped right out of her and I feel like I might have said or thought that may not have been her fault. After all there were a few others ahead of you and you aren’t exactly gifted.

She talks and talks like Merilla does. I sat for about an hour and watched Merilla talk and had to leave the room I could not take it anymore. Mary Lynn was the same type of girl as Merilla. On and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on.

The ex likes her very much. How did she get his phone number, huh? She knew he was out of town that’s why she and Katy played their little games with my daughter and I and on our time together with her when we were away from the house to upset her and caused lots of trouble. Threatening to get in the house while we were not there if we didn’t meet her at the house and we didn’t meet her at the house. We stayed away from them purposefully but we saw the car and where it was parked and we saw them down the street in front of the  house acting wild in celebration. The ex called out of the blue having heard from Merilla about some clothes that were borrowed by them and by my daughter frøm them a mutual borrowing and inserted himself into the discord because Merilla called him so he called us to ask us to get her clothes ready and we didn’t feel like doing it at that particular moment but she insisted and so did he as if she were the BOSS.  We tried to tell her we would do it later when we wanted to do it and to go ahead and drop off hers at the front of house on the porch if she really wanted an exchange and we would drop off her clothes at her house but they were trying to tell us what to do when to do it and where and we weren’t biting. VERY CATHOLIC of him to try to get us to do what MIrella and he wanted us to do using his girlfriend Mirella who is using him for Xanax. We had other things to do that day and we were doing it at the time and they didn’t like it. Pretty snaggely situation, just like Merillas’s body and his. What a waste of human flesh. She knew he was out of town SOMEHOW and she called him and he used the excuse about his mom’s funeral which days before he said SHIT HAPPENS in regards to his mom’s bad health knowing she was gonna die. Trying to get in good with his daughter and whoever else he is trying to impress. IT IS ABSOLUTELY GROSS and he is a a pimple on Mirellas ass and she is a pimple on his balls. He wrote something later that day to my daughter’s boyfriend so that my daughter could read it to really confuse things and to warm himself up to my daughter and whoever would read it. He is a real l nut case. Showing his defense of my daughter for once in his life.  It was for show and said that this whole deal was because Merilla who left her at the shopping mall after hours without a phone with juice 45 minutes away. No that wasn’t all that it was about. IT’s about his relationship with Merilla and letting her in my house when I went to the emergency room when he was told not to allow her in the house because she was EVIL. He let her spend the night. That’s what it’s about. It’s about the fact that she probably directed or was directed by the ex to kill my beautiful cat and she got some XANAX for it (my medication she stole or he did). That’s what it’s about PHIL RODGERS. How did she get your phone number, Phil Rodgers? They put on a really good show the three of them: Mirella , Kate, and Phil Rodgers. BUT WHY? To gain some advantage of some kind? He loves to use young girls and to abuse them in a strange way: the catholic way which is the WRONG WAY.

 Kate drives a white car with black stripes and that was the car they used yesterday. She lives in Rockwall. She has a warrant out for her arrest in Denton. She has an apartment there and says she can’t go there because of that warrant. That is what she told me. Merilla is using Kate’s car because Mirella’s dad the Bosnian Islamic mechanic can’t fix it. I think the ex is her pimp! Give her some gas money and she will swallow for ya. REAL CHEAP< CHEAP CHEAP

GOOD NIGHT LADIES The Music Man

This event was inspired and instigated by the EX and his sluts Merilla and Kate and I can’t figure out why except he needed some ammunition or wanted to hassle his daughter for having a great time with me until then. JEALOUS?

Anyway the boyfriend broke her phone a few nights before and he wasn’t arrested. He hit her and he wasn’t arrested and we went through a bunch of shit about that night, Phil Rodgers and I. We kept getting in the car to pick her up when she asked and then she told us not to come etc and heard him the ex did anyway saying he didn’t hit her. So I have no idea if he hit her or not but she stayed the night with him anyway. He was drunk and that’s his excuse for destroying her phone and either hitting her or not hitting her. I have no idea and it’s up to them because it’s their thing. He said he didn’t hit her. My daughter said my ex who had me arrested and told her if I ever did anything with her phone he would call the police and he did. That was a set up, wasn’t it. No wonder he wouldn’t talk like I asked because he wanted to teach me his way which is the wrong way. I didn’t destroy her phone her boyfriend destroyed it. I bought her a new phone and the ex is gonna pay me back for the money when he gets home, he said. $130. So I bought her a phone at his and her request. The boyfriend wouldn’t replace it. Course she tried to destroy his phone before he tried to destroy hers and he was reacting to her and he was drunk. The ex picked him up a few nights before when this occurred one night at a friend’s house and those friends were all drunk so that my daughter could drive her boyfriend to his house because he isn’t allowed to drink and drive. My ex is enabling their sick relationship because somehow he gets something for it. She doesn’t have a license yet.  Her boyfriend is on probation. So she is enabling him but at the very least she probably made sure no one got hurt while driving him instead of him driving drunk and her boyfriend did the same.

“O, what a tangled web he weaves when first he practiced to deceive!”

He has to pay the bail bondsman money on Friday. $190: I guess it was worth it to pay those bonds. I think when my daughter talks to the judge on a certain date and he or she talks to the ex about it he ought to ask “why did you call the police?” when you could have worked it out if only you tried, but unwilling because he wanted to have me arrested.

He promised my daughter he would have me arrested in regards to her phone sometime or other. Turned out it was kind of expensive so I hope he learns a lesson and pays for my medical bills for the shit he has caused. HE SHOULD! Why because he slept with his daughter. Not sexually of course but to have power over her and I stopped it in a very nice way using the internet and asking “should a divorces man sleep with his 16 year old daughter?” and I read the responses to him while she was away and he freaked out. He cleared off the top of the bunk bed after years of having boxes and shit on it etc so it would look like they slept on separate mattresses etc. He is a real nut case, but obviously he did not like my challenge.

Phil LIP Rodgers did not like being

SHAMED SHAMED SHAMED!

A car mechanic shop Marino’s just called and asked if we got the car part and if the car was fixed and if we were the Harlens? I said nope you got the wrong number. weird.

Funny because Tommy Harlen/Harlan/Harlem (something like that) was the one boy on the night of my eldest sister’s wedding night who slept off his drunkenness under a car in a parking lot and didn’t go to jail and the rest of the groom’s party were taken to jail for the night for drunkenness so they had to be bailed out of jail to attend her wedding.

Back to Merella and Kate and Phil Rodgers:

I just don’t know! Who can say what she would do if the price were right.

Probably carries a picture in her wallet of an african woman warrior with a spear with an afro under each arm and on her groin.

A lousy ambassador of Islam. What would isis do?

The reason I said this stuff is because of what Mirella and Kate said on twitter and on the phone to different people today and it wasn’t nice (much of it untrue) and they inferred quite a bit of stuff that they set up and with intent to use and so she deserves what I dish out at her. I hope her parents get WIND of her behavior because she is making LOTS of shit of their ISLAMIC BOSNIAN reputations and because the Ex : Phil-LIP ROY Rodgers is trying to raise his reputation, rehabilitate his facade, which stinks like his breath. He called his preference Mirella a skank the one he defended the one he allows into the house when I asked that he wouldn’t because I saw evil in her eyes towards me when I offered help to her.  I believe she killed my sweet cat. I believe he let her. I believe he had something to do with my parents death somehow and probably profited by their death. I believe he has tried to kill me numerous times. I believe he is similar to lice. I believe Mirella and Kate are like the two girls (Vita’s sisters) finding him grasshoppers for his bait so he could fish a pond on a vacation and doing some other things with their bodies and they ruined what was supposed to be a vacation/trip to Colorado ended up in New Mexico with an apache family at their mesa because his best friend at the time NOT MINE tagged along with his girl friend Vita the apache who dumped him eventually and he preferred his best friend’s girlfriends sisters who were skanks. Phil has a way of ruining everything he comes in contact with and affects people in a very low and sleazy ways but puts on his front of being a gentleman and he is not what he tries to pretend to be. He is definitely possessed and a servant of hell because he thinks it helps him to sleaze by and it won’t work and he won’t succeed.

I learned his technique because I lived through it. He has others attack so he can defend.  I have been down this road and now he is doing it to his daughter. The letters, the screw tape letter to the boyfriend, gave it away. He isn’t very smart. Demonic yes, smart no. Those skanks work for Phil-LIP! That is why they called him. My daughter, of course, thinks it’s about her and in a way it is and in a way it’s not. She is his victim. He did it once for me but it was a sham and anyone who would read it who didn’t understand his technique would think or say “AHHHH isn’t that sweet.” “What a sweet person he is”, “what a great husband”  or “what a wonderful dad.”

OLD HABITS DIE HARD! HE IS PATHETIC!

The boyfriend has already questioned her sanity. LOVE IS BLIND!

No one I have ever met, nor seen, neither heard of could handle the things he dishes out very well because he is INSANE.

GET IT?

Yesterday about the time he arrived home from the funeral he had with him a letter from J-bonds that says he only has to pay $19 of the money he owes $490 : $190 on Friday is what the employee of J-bonds told me and Phil tried to stick the paper in my face FOR SOME UNGODLY REASON and then gave me the fuck you finger sign because I didn’t want to read it. Why was he so upset that I didn’t want to read it? Talk about over reacting…GEEEEZ . He must have received it in Michigan because I don’t think he opened any mail at home. Who was the representative of that state on the Ways and means committee with the other odd balls…what’s his name?  MIKE MIKE MIKE SOMETHING or OTHER. LICK LICK LICK. The Lich king. LOL His wife worked in Africa I recall. Oh yea it’s rogers. Roger over and out. So he is trying to prove something I just don’t know what it is he is trying to prove. That everyone is on his side? That he has connections? He has friends in low places? He is the man?  Something like that but shit does happen and perhaps it won’t happen how he hopes it happens and maybe there will be a twist in the whole deal down the road when he gets caught in his own MORASS. Then he paid me back $80 of the $130  he owes me for the phone and he will get the rest today for me and I requested he get me cream for my coffee and whipped creme and he said he would.

IS HE CRAZY?

Ace – How Long (Has This Been Going On) – Live

Then said he would do it when he takes my daughter somewhere tonight and I said I need it now. And he refused. TO be the MAN. Trying to be manly. In a standing against me kind of  way. What a weird way. But he acquiesed to my wishes LOL and after saying he hates me and I said I feel the same way I hate you too but I need the creamer and whipped creme and my money back since I did it his way yesterday for the phone so I can deposit it. Definitely has people on his side but for HOW LONG?

One thing I do know his way is the wrong way so those people on his side might wish they weren’t eventually when their shits hits the fans

in their faces.

Steely Dan – Black Cow – (Aja, 1977)

Anyway I love my cat and I love my daughters and I love my parents and I love some others and hope for miracles still to prove for one thing that Roman Catholicism is the wrong way and to have my sweet and beautiful cat back because he was so sweet and lovable like my mom and dad and to have them back. I hope for the destruction of the VATICAN and their monster ISLAM or vice versa and I think the destruction is on it’s way: the right way.

READ REVELATION.

My daughter just told me she loves me! She also apologized for her friend’s

(NO LONGER)

bad behavior  which started that morning.

Then the ex Phil Rodgers returned with the money and the creamer and whipped creme and thanked me for yesterday

HOW WEIRD IS THIS?

 (but yesterday is gone for him. He doesn’t remember very much about nothing. I DO!)

I believe she meant it, but I know he didn’t, BUT IT WAS KIND OF FUNNY!

I THINK HE IS AFRAID.

He reiterated it’s not about me but I can’t really recall what it was we were talking about but a bunch of stuff/shit. It never was about me. Phil the ex hocked his wedding ring early on, the silver, and probably my diamond ring from my mom. It was about something else as far as he was concerned.

But WHAT IF IT WAS ABOUT ME………..

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THEN WHAT?

LOL

I get it which is the important thing at this time. I’m not sure that has happened before which could be a problem for those on his side.

A BIG PROBLEMO!

MAYBE THEY OUGHT TO SWITCH FOR THEIR SAKES BEFORE IT’S TOO LATE!

THERE MAY BE A LIMIT TO THAT TIME LEFT. AN OUTER LIMIT.

NOT LIMITS, BUT A LIMIT.

That would be something, really would be something, that would be something…..

It helps to remember.

CONSOLATION JUST AIN’T ENOUGH.

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Couple of nights ago I received a sign with my daughter without asking for one while thinking about my cat, my mom and my dad while driving around with my daughter. It involved a  front door and a shooting star she saw.

I did get a sign yesterday and I asked for a sign and it was a small sign and no one could have done it but God. It happened the moment I asked and in the place I looked and there is no way it came from anyone but God because it came out of nowhere.

It was pretty cool.

So there is a there, there!

Now the ex is trying to butter me up, LOL with Kolaches and an Eclair. I won’t forget about that sweet gesture after all the shit he dished my way. Killing my cat and all the other things he has done even if I eat an eclair. The way to a woman’s heart is not the stomach. SORRY. By the way the female bondslady resembles Mike Mike Mike especially her mouth and what she did with it and with her tongue and it lingered for a while when she answered a question I asked and it seemed wrong. Like she was misleading. She had a little trouble keeping her tongue in her mouth afterwards. I have witnessed it quite a few times in the press and their servants.

The Winepress of God.

What is sad is what happens to those tongues. It’s in the bible: they melt in their mouths along with their eyes probably for misleading because of some weapon (I have no idea what kind of weapon)! Sounds nuclear but I’m not an expert. Maybe a Godly weapon against lawyers and the lick. I don’t know when this happens but it involves Syria and the Golan Heights. Maybe God transports those lawyers and press to that place at the appointed time. I think it happens after a time of testing which I think all of us can attest to has been occurring but let God be the ultimate judge and not those that think they are gods judging men and women and children via the Courtyard of the Gentiles a Roman Catholic self-fulfilling prophecy located at Notre Dame in Paris. A HUGE SIGN!

 I don’t think entrapment is tolerated at THAT appointed time.

Not like you can trick God but you can try to trick men and women and children but it backfires on those that do trick men and women and children eventually.

Must have something to do with Joseph Ari (son of)-mathea, a just. The tax man. I think it does. Lover of waste. In the bible at least the last hundreds of times I have read that part of the bible (still haven’t read the whole thing, but enough, especially after what I have had to go through and can’t get anyone to accept that the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed. Crazy loons won’t relent as if that will in any way stall or stop what lies ahead though try as they may to resist the truth. It didn’t stop the world from revolving when finally the Roman Catholic Church had to accept that the world was round and not flat to scare people from getting on a boat to escape their tyranny but they breed like rats and came along as well. They don’t even care what their spouse looks like and nor do their spouses care that they don’t care as long as you can breed. Heard it from the horse’s mouth. Numbers vs Deuteronomy kind of stuff and thinking quantity is more important than quality. Of course quality is in the eye of God ultimately not JacQUELINE BOUVIER Kennedy ONASSIS or ARISTOTLE ONASSIS.) it doesn’t say he was a man it just says just (I think in the Gospel of Luke or one of the gospels) which seemed like some kind of a clue. “A just.”, to be specific as in sounds like “adjust.” A homonym so that people like

Georg Gänswein 

can fuck off all day long like Christine Lagarde of France with a similar purpose to fuck off all day long using american tax dollars and when he works wearing a smock all he has to do is

“adjust” a braid on the back of the former pope, Pope Benedict XVl because it needed adjusting once in a while. He is the secretary to the pope or was and I guess that probably has to do with Secretary of State the job HIllary Clinton had in the USA. and also a Hertz relative, as in funeral cars and rent cars and the castle on the West Coast, a livelihood that keeps on ticking but the people don’t such as President John F. Kennedy, the Roman Catholic way. He made the fatal mistake of saying he wouldn’t allow his religion to affect his job a difficult thing to do at best even when trying real hard because they are everywhere because they breed like rats. Sounds Hitlerish but lets get real. It’s true, one: because they disallowed birth control in most of the countries they influence etc ad-nauseum for tax reasons, the more the merrier. Georg is havin’ fun regardless. Ganswein means pigs wine or pig swine. It can be interpreted other ways too but I think are probably the best transliterations I can come up with and very apropo. Without a real dick is another. Without wiener. 

Gans

       f   , -, -“e   goose  
wie die Gänse schnattern      to cackle away, to cackle like a bunch of old hens inf  

Effeminate is another or as another. Not as in gay but as in coward like.

Leisure Suit Larry is another.

Back to the $ that the ex owes the bail bondswoman Janet. The receipt he had in his car all along even before the trip to Michigan he just didn’t want to tell me earlier for some reason. So all he has to pay is $19 of the $190 or $490 he owes to Janet and the D.A. will see those that want to get the charges dropped according to McKensie the assistant D. A.her scheduler 5 days later because her day is full on the day she (the D.A.) had scheduled but because of her vacation she will be in court all day long on the date it was scheduled and can’t fit in a minor false charge appointment against me and it has NUTTIN’ whatsoever to do with J-Bonds or Janet who gave Phil the $19 debt on a yellow piece of paper in the first place so Phil says or Mike (the lich king), of course. SOMETHING FISHY GOIN’ON! I wonder why he was so upset and gave me the finger if he had it all been handled in the first place and why not tell me on the phone he only had to pay $19 and since he called the cops on me for nothing in comparison to what each of them do to each other. He wanted me to buy my daughter a new phone as if I had broken it in the first place when it was her boyfriend who broke it at his home with her in the first place. I bought the new cell phone on my debit card and Phil paid me in cash back. But it does seem odd she couldn’t wait till he got home a day later, doesn’t it and the boyfriend questioning her sanity and accusing her of having sex with another guy when he had broken up with her and they weren’t a couple at the time – she wasn’t married nor engaged either. They were no longer seeing each other because he broke up with her and has the audacity to put her in the hot seat about another guy who liked her and because of the skanks and their phone calls to him during her crisis and mine. In my opinion he deserves a hot coal up his ass for that alone. What nerve and how insane is that kind of harassment. HE is INSANE and JEALOUS of his girlfriend so he mistreats her. I was there with her defending her and trying to protect her. Kept her from confronting them physically. She tried for hours to prove she didn’t have sex with another guy while they were no longer an item :not a couple, not married, and not even engaged and he was the one that broke off their dating. IT WAS INSANE. HER BOYFRIEND IS A SKANK as far as I’m concerned for doing that to her when she should have been defended by him. HE DIDN’T DEFEND HER HONOR INSTEAD HE USED HER FORMER FRIENDS (The Apache sisters) ACCUSATIONS AGAINST HER: to CONTROL HER and ABUSE HER and if that is what she wants she can have it and her daddy a well because is all for it. NOW you can’t tell me he wasn’t a part of the crisis along with her dad to bully her for obvious reasons and then she turned on me which is further on down the page. Why doesn’t he tell the police about Christian, his drinking buddy the guy that probably killed their friend? Because he is a skunk.

The ex had a daddy talk with the boyfriend telling him to treat his daughter with respect and about defending her against the skanks (his description) MIrella and Katy ( the apaches sisters (my description) and his former girl friend who he let spend the night against my advice and and against my wishes while I was in the ER. When he went to drop off his daughter at the boyfriends house, etc and the boyfriend said Yes sir No Sir Yes Sir No sir Yes Sir and No sir. etc. and I guess they had a meeting of the minds and all will be well with my daughter and her boyfriend because he said Yes sir, No sir, Yes Sir, No sir , Yes Sir etc.

HE IS POISON IMO. He still gets drunk with his friend Christian who lives (in a trailer) in Rockwall who didn’t tell the police who the parents were of his friend who was killed in a car wreck  with him and he knew who they were because he worked for them and had been to their home many times. He said he didn’t know them so he lied his ass off to the police. The mother of the dead son told me. It took 6 hours for the parents to  find out their son was dead. I don’t think he was in the car with their son. I think their son followed him in his car and he caused the accident as some kind of drug vendetta. The police or emergency people had to unpin their son from behind the wheel and Christian his passenger didn’t have a scratch on him? Usually the person in the passenger seat is in worse condition than the driver that is why they call it the death seat sometimes. I think he probably screeched to a stop on a highway so that his friend veered off the highway to his death. S gangland ploy I have witnessed myself for some reason and it scared the living shit out of me and I was straight at the time with my kid in the car. They were on an alternate route than normal and supposedly got lost as if they hadn’t been there before. Christian likes to beat up girls and get stinking drunk with his friends and Patrick still hangs out with him doing the same. UNCONSCIONABLE and EVIL.

On the art page included is a picture of my daughter as a young child that I did in pastels on manilla paper at her first ballet recital. Screen Shot 2016-08-05 at 5.43.19 PMe

CUTE KID, huh?

She was as sweet as could be and wanting to please. I hope you check it out. I will include it in this paragraph to show you what she was once and how the world fucked her up really badly at school Rock wall High school probably because she was so pretty and she was a cheerleader and some mothers go too far in that kind of thing. She was bullied at school over a period of time and ended up in the ER a few days later and never went back. She was sensitive, funny and a cuddlier. We would hold hands while she slept if she slept nearby until my arms fell asleep. She needed love and tenderness and she got shit: Patrick Boyer

I don’t think Rockwall likes talent. I think they are jealous of my talents which I came by it naturally and through learning from my mom and jealous of her talent and my other daughter.

The ex had his hand in her demise in character as well in order to punish me for divorcing him in many ways and he will answer to God when his time is up for his shit and I don’t think God will have any respect for his answers. I love my daughters but I can’t fight the fucking Roman Catholic – ISLAMIC DOGMA alone. I think though when all is said and done many Roman Catholics and Islamic fanatics will be scorched to say the least for their BULLSHIT.

I will never forgive the world, Islam, Roman Catholicism

or my ex husband

for what they have done.

I truly doubt God will forgive them either.

While Trump maybe the best candidate I don’t think the world has much time left before TRUE JUDGEMENT COMES.

I think everyone is fooling themselves as was prophesied

and they better start giving a damn before that time comes and you can’t fool the True God  with games and lies. You might be able to fool some people like my ex tries to do but you can’t fool God. It is foolish to think you can.

I helped make the costumes so that my kids could take ballet. My ex did the sound for their shows, but he was paid.

 I don’t want my daughter near Christian nor Patrick because that’s downright dumb and cynical and Patrick needs to be controlled by his parents much more than he is. My daughter participated in getting their dog high at Patrick’s home after my cat had been killed. I wonder why he did that, don’t you? My daughter doesn’t realize that her boyfriend is her enemy because she is naive in some ways. HE ISN’T Naive. He knows what he is doing and does it. He is trying to make her look nuts and guilty of what I believe was Mirella’s shit to my cat to MILF me and make her his sex slave and has some definite psychological problems. HE IS A LOSER! yet he was an eagle scout. LOL Katy was his friend the one that carries a knife and terrorized our neighborhood with her ISLAMIC CHUMP MIRELLA my  ex’s sweetheart.

My daughter doesn’t sleep with him at our house but she does at his house with his parents who sleep in separate bedrooms because they aren’t happy together. I hear the dad is a jerk and a half and Patrick doesn’t want to be like his dad and yet he is. I hear the mom is very sweet and talented. He doesn’t sound sweet, nor talented.  Weren’t the parents home when they had their infamous fight? Why didn’t they get involved? We live 45 minutes away and were in the car about three times on our way attempting to pick up my daughter. Where were his parents? Don’t they give a damn?

Or are they part of the scam?

THE WRATH OF KHAN

When my daughter had job at ZUMIEZ she worked one day a week and the same for Katy I think. MIrella had a job there for quite a while and said she would get my daughter a job and it took her 6 moths to do it dragging it out for some reason using the excuse of the company computer shit. The guy at Zumiez (JUAN) who hired them calls Mirella “his mermaid.” Has a spanish name like Jose or something similar and is married to a woman who makes quite a bit more than he does and brags about it to “his girls.” I’m sorry his name is JUAN at Collin Creek Mall and probably has his thumbs all over some of the shit going on in Rockwall and Rowlett, probably on the drug market as well. Why would a company hire someone for a day a week? To demean them? Young girls don’t realize when they are being fucked. The only type person that would hire someone a day a week is someone with a small brain and a huge ego who hates women/girls and uses them like a pimp. I hope the company Zumiez goes out of business and is tossed out of America. It’s an abomination to treat females that way. Juan probably thinks he’s cute and I wish only shit for him and his wife he lives off of and the business he manages total destruction. I hate assholes who fool kids. IT’s so easy and so effeminate.

My daughter’s boyfriend Patrick Boyer of Forney got mad at my daughter for quitting Zumiez because of location 45 minutes away and only able to work one day a week because THat is how Zumiez treated my daughter.  Patrick wanted a discount for some expensive sneakers he desired. Later he bought a bong for $250. I pray for his death for being so fucked up. I pray his soul dies as well forever. What a dumb fuck. That doesn’t sound nice but that’s really shitty. I couldn’t believe it when I heard it that he would be such an ass about my daughter and her future livelihood etc. Obviously I have harsh reactions to people that enjoy mistreating other people. THAT IS EVIL. He doesn’t work he sells dope. He has potential (I’ve seen it) but the powers that be don’t care about young adults. IF they would legalize marijuana we could cut a lot of shit going on for young adults and kids and that means cutting off the mob who are fucking up their minds. It isn’t the drug but the means that is screwing them up. If the economy was healthy kids wouldn’t be so messed up. Yea they will experiment sometimes: we were kids too. Alcohol isn’t a notch better than marijuana. If you have too much you are poisoned hence tossing one’s cookies, rapes, fights, brawls, etc. The mob likes it the way it is because they remain in power when marijuana is illegal and so do some in our government who support the mob who support them. Many, many people prefer marijuana to alcohol because of many reasons and they ought to be respected. Marijuana takes the edge off like a beer does to some.

Do we like females to feel abdominal pain while menstruating or suffer premenstrual syndrome and everyone else around them suffer as well? 

Have we progressed from the dark ages and those who still  wish we were in the dark ages that still wear burkas and smocks.

Marijuana helps with cramps for females and their foul moods because of menstruation which helps others around them get along with them.

Do we like watching HIllary Clinton have a seizure?

How many presidents and leaders of other countries drank alcohol, beer, or wine?

As far as Benghazi I think Hillary Clinton was used as a human shield for Obama. I’m not a fan of hers but I think we should not have elected an Islamic person to the White House without a REAL birth certificate. Broke our own election laws for a cell phone/bribery and using black revenge/dissatisfaction as if we hadn’t broken many barriers with the help of the armed forces and made a lot of progress in many parts of the country? What about africa? Is it doing better amongst the tribes? Are blacks (african americans) better off now? Are relations between races better now? I don’t think so! How about the respect he showed in Africa with Nelson Mandela at his funeral. Obama kind of soiled the memory of Martin Luther King and what he accomplished, IMO. But that was the point wasn’t it for an Islamic fuck and Roman Catholicism to take us back to the dark ages in that regard to keep fucking everyone and bring in the death squad of a Hindu/Islamic/Roman Catholic nun the Hospice/Suicide queen. Tricks of their TRADE, HUMAN TRADE for the souls of men and women Revelation before our very eyes: Obama should never have been elected after the loss of life on 9-11. Might as well have elected OJ SIMPSON. RIDICULOUS. And those 7 trumpets in Revelation. I wonder what they mean? It was under the President Obama’s watch what occurred at Benghazi and lays at his feet and it was up to the Senate and the House of Representatives to have done a real investigation and real hearings with REAL QUESTIONS instead of a political fiasco/SHOW like the assassination of JFK and the Warren Report that followed and then lambaste President Richard Nixon for exposing the Roman Catholic shill Billy Graham and getting us out of a jungle war in Viet Nam. So are we better off to actually be experiencing Revelation all over the world to keep Rome safe from their own STINKIN’ foibles? Self fulfilling prophecy: Truth is stranger than fiction. I don’t think we can keep avoiding it because I think God won’t let us no matter how hard some try to quell the truth I think it is inevitable that we face it and if we don’t? i really don’t think Roman Catholic Islamic tricks are gonna succeed or make a dent in time as far as what is written.

Those in our government who have tried it know that marijuana isn’t any worse than alcohol but they like their power more and can have their illegal marijuana as well without legal trouble and that’s not fair AT ALL.

It’s a question of: do we like the mob or do we not like the mob.

Do we like rape and incest?

Do we like unwanted pregnancies?

Do we like drunken brawls? Do we like joblessness? Do we like anarchy? Do we like drunk drivers?

Do we like deaths on our highways?

I would prefer driving with people high on marijuana because they drive extra careful and slower than drunks who are brazen and reckless. It’s like driving with someone who has had too much sun tanning by their pool. Too much sun also makes people high and marijuana users usually stay at home or if they go out it’s for fast food.

Do we like marijuana unregulated?

(my mom didn’t ever drive with me when she was inebriated that I can remember but my uncle did and he would turn right around and start talking to the person in the back seat while driving. I wasn’t his kid! course on base you could only drive 15 mph so maybe I didn’t notice. That would be a good invention for inebriated drivers so that their girlfriends don’t have to rescue their boyfriends who are drunk. Cars with breathalyzers that allow the car to only accelerate up to 15 mph if you have and a few drinks. Give a whole new meaning to the slow lane but it would be worth it for drunk drivers pr high drivers even if you think you have a high tolerance for booze. BY the time they got home they would be sober which is good for everyone at that home and then the onus isn’t on the ones that don’t drink or are sober or the bartenders or the busies owners and less lawsuits against the small businesses and large businesses: restaurants and bars. ANother invention that might be cool is a trolley for cars for people who can’t drive. Might be kind of expensive, but save lives and less expensive than lawyers. Provide quite a few jobs such as engineers and planners, construction, parts and manufacturing, maintenance. electricians and service as well and local jobs for the trolley stops/entrances and exits/shops and restaurants, hotels, motels, casinos, advertising, entertainment, etc., and last, but not least, security. Might even help those asleep at the wheel who aren’t inebriated. I think it’s a brilliant idea : get your car and your stuff with or with out people and even pets to a vacation destination without having to drive. LOL. Saves gas and mileage and wear and tear on a vehicle and the driver and pollution free for the most part using a common/shared electricity. Send your kids to college the easy way. Great for older people as well and it doesn’t have to be slow. I would be a massive undertaking but it sure can’t hurt to try and Hurtz free driving. Who needs Europe when you have America? Retirees would be a big source of revenue instead of killing them off using hospice assholes (hired guns of Fascists). We don’t need that shit in America. Be a lot more happier people, too! Employed and rested and more than likely healthier.) I believe we won’t be able to do the above if we do the work of the devil. We need to make some good choices and hospiscing is a BAD CHOICE because it tempts those who would abuse their power of executorships for inheritances and others who are not aware.

As far a generators go we have to harness lightning so that generators can run on that power instead of on gasoline. I read somewhere THAT the lightning bolt power is IMMENSE. Can power a whole city in one bolt so we have to find a way to capture it.The reason I added this is I had a weird dream about being in a car with Gary but in the wrong seat boasting about forex trading (mine, but I am ahead so that’s something) and then buying my sister a half of a sandwich to share before we were able to really eat a meal and to get us by till then and then woke up and perused a TV show about gas generators and some boat people in Alaska and remembered they usually run on gasoline and had read in the past the amount of power in a bolt of lightning. And the show made think of the dilemma about generators and the weapon that affects electrical grids. And then watched a tidbit of Forest Gump who was fishing odd items out of the sea with pirate with some nets and one of the items they fished was a toilet seat top it could have been the bottom but it was definitely a part of a toilet seat. And then I thought of the ocean which have a great deal of power as well in each wave.

GOP BLAMES VICTIM OF MEDIA RAPE

(My dad would approve! He loved Ann Coulter’s talent and courage!)

And then the light bulb went out in the bathroom while I was on the toilet, weird timing and possibly a weird sign of some kind but I’m not an electrical engineer to understand it. I don’t think it’s a coincidence. Luckily I only had to urinate.

Perhaps salt in the ocean might be useful in regards to electricity, however it might screw with the acidity in the ocean etc. a sponge of some kind might be able to hold a current or bolt. I know, use males. And then I thought about priests. JK , but as I thought about priests a huge thunder bolt made a loud noise, louder than normal. 

Huh, I wonder if that’s a warning. I don’t read thunderbolt language so I’m guessing I either offended many or we may have a problem we haven’t quite realized.

Anyway investing in power generators isn’t a bad idea and might lead to other type electrical engineering investment and progress the power of lightning capabilities which might generate business and a plethora of jobs. MIght be a old but new avenue for young adults as far as a career choice as well. We have been having unusual storm activity which might be because of places like HAARP and others around the world used to punish parts of society and create building jobs for carpenters (generally mexican) etc. by those that want to force illegal immigration upon us and them. A catch -22. ONe place to get generators that turn on when the power goes out automatically which is convenient especially if you own your home and give it more value. Saw an informative ad for Generac and was sorry they didn’t explore the electrical grid aspect of our country and the possibilities/probablity of a countryside outage if we aren’t careful and other GiGANTIC good possibilities that could ensue if we had a mind to progress where gas isn’t required to run the generators by harnessing the power of the lightning bolt by investing in it might create curiosity in this field of power that we take for granted.

It’s possible Jesus of the Gospel of John said I am the lightning of the world instead of I am the light of the world and someone left off the ning part. Maybe he meant both since one does lead to the other and at night anyway sure makes a difference to not need candlelight unless you are trying to look yummy. At the last supper in the gospel of John he sends out Judas and when Judas went out it says in the bible IT WAS NIGHT.

John 13:30-32

:30 He then having received the sop went immediately out: and it was night.

31 Therefore, when he was gone out, Jesus said, Now is the Son of man glorified, and God is glorified in him.

32 If God be glorified in him, God shall also glorify him in himself, and shall straightway glorify him.

IT GETS KIND OF DICEY HERE ON VERSE 31-32 WHEN JESUS TALKS ABOUT GLORIFYING SUICIDE AND I THINK THIS MIGHT HAVE BEEN ADDED TO THE GOSPEL. IT DOESN’T SOUND NORMAL. NOSTRADAMUS PREDICTED DIFFERENT POPES AND ONE OF THEM WAS THE GLORY OF THE OLIVE AND IT IS QUITE POSSIBLE THIS HAS TO DO WITH THIS BUSINESS OF JUDAS COMMITTING SUICIDE (PERHAPS MURDERED BECAUSE PETER IS THE ONE THAT RECALLS THE DEATH OF JUDAS LATER IN ACTS I THINK talking about his entrails etc. Guts don’t spill out unless you have been cut, hanging doesn’t cause that kind of a reaction. As far as what happened at the temple with the 30 shekels or pieces of silver is heresy evidence since he died.) I DON’T REALLY GET HOW THIS GLORIFICATION SWAP WORKS BUT SINCE IT DOESN’T MAKE SENSE IF PROBABLY ISN’T SENSIBLE. IT SOUNDS VERY ROMAN CATHOLIC (NUTTY like peanut butter sandwiches on 9-11) AND SINCE THE TIMING IS ABOUT THE SAME OF THE HINDU QUEEN MOTHER TERESA’S GLORIFYING THE HOSPICE MURDER/SUICIDE OF THE ELDERLY AND THE ENEMIES OF ROMAN CATHOLICISM USING MEDICARE OR MEDICADE AND THE TERMINALLY ILL DEPENDING ON WHICH DOCTOR YOU USE AND THE GLORY OF THE OLIVE POPE IT KIND OF CONNECTS THE TWO and the timing of Obama as President who I think had everything to do with the idea. AND THEN PETER IS ADMONISHED AFTERWARDS AT THE SEA OF GALILEE. THESE TWO JESUSES DON’T EVEN SOUND THE SAME PERSONALITY WISE. THE WHOLE POINT OF JESUS COMING OR HIS TEACHING WAS TO CUT OUT THE MIDDLE MAN:THE PRIESTS  which include many politicians and civil servants (who live off women often because of status and money) and much of the press (FOR OBVIOUS REASONS TO LIVE AS LICE UPON MEN AND WOMEN) BUT THE ROMAN CATHOLICIZED/ISLAMICIZED TEMPLE AND CHURCH DIDN’T WANT TO CUT OUT THE MIDDLE MEN AND THAT’S WHY THEY HAVE THIS CLIMATIC END.

As far a s glory is concerned God doesn’t need glory. I think his glory is/was the Ten Commandments and the universe. Paul said a woman’s glory was her hair and so in the Roman Catholic Church they made females wear doilys on their head. I hear many athletes give God the glory but truly he doesn’t need it. It’s crap. IT’S CONDESCENDING and GROSS like saying BLESS YOUR HEART about nothing.

LIP SERVICE.

I’m so glad Michael Phelps is a good swimmer now how does it affect me: IT DOESN’T. Here now, gone tomorrow. Where is Mark Spitz now? Who cares besides his family and his friends.

GARY KIRCHER WAS A GOOD SWIMMER AS WELL.

Jesus did not say he was the day of the world or the sun of the world or the star of the world or the moon of the world or the candlelight of the world so it is quite possible

he meant light and all it’s meanings

although in some part of the bible he said or someone said I am the shining star, etc I think in Revelation but not sure.

It is quite possible SOP is an acronym for Sea of Peter or Sea of the Philistines or both or something else.

The Nile used to be real important: the direction it flowed, and it is connected to the Sea of Peter, and the two straits are also connected to the Mediterranean Sea which seem to be real important as far as oil contribution is concerned, water distribution, and crop success or failure but without electricity where would they be? And then there are the dams that were built and I’m sure they are dependent on electricity. So in a sense the Mediterranean area is dependent on electricity NOW. LOL

As far as Benghazi is concerned I think it had to do with who controls the SOP, could mean straight/strait of Peter.

Anyway there are a lot of hidden meanings and depth to the things written about in the bible for particular times, I think. Luckily electricity isn’t dependent on the SOP because we have it in America as well. (Electricity was invented or founded by Benjamin Franklin.) Where do good ideas come from anyway that we often take credit for but never the less he took the time to experiment and invent. I don’t think he was particularly a religious person either but I have no idea of his personal beliefs. I think the SOP is dependent on electricity. It does get awful hot in the desert, I would imagine. But I have to wonder what was meant by the “even the elect shall be fooled.” Those that think they are the elect? Catholics? Voter fraud or voter power? Somewhere in here truth matters. I know it matters to God. Maybe those that don’t believe truth matters maybe their vote won’t count somehow or another. The Gospel of John seems to have two Jesuses from what I can tell so we shall see eventually. I don’t think it only meant candidates for office or those in control in government. Maybe it means Replacement theology type stuff/people/cults getting fooled. In regards to my ex I don’t think his tricks are gonna pan out for him IN THE END. I think he is being tested and has missed the mark but he doesn’t realize he is being tested because has a hard heart and feels like he is in control because of his religion abusing me and others in various ways (physically, mentally, psychologically, and spiritually) with the help of others in the same position and I think when that faithful day comes for him he is in for a SURPRISE because he has had a choice all along, but squandered it sadistically and with odious intent and obviously doesn’t believe in God or he wouldn’t try to deceive in the many ways he has. I understand self defense/self preservation which is human but there is a line and he crossed it many times inhumanely. I have already seen the beginning of his demise but he doesn’t realize that’s what it is. HE WILL, but it will be too late for him when he does more than likely. I have tried to teach him in the past and he didn’t want it. NOT INTERESTED. I do sneak in some stuff sometimes in conversation. HE WISHED I WAS AS FUN AS I WAS IN THE PAST BUT YOU HAVE TO GROW UP EVENTUALLY and ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU HAVE KIDS if you love them and teaching them truth is important. FUNNY THING IS HE WASN’T THAT MUCH FUN IN THE PAST. We have never camped with our kids and we have a family sized tent.

Why? Because of his ALMIGHTY GIGS.

His idea of fun is fishing even around a bunch of copperheads. I don’t enjoy watching a bobbin bob on water. I didn’t get packed to go to Colorado to end up with his catholic buddy and his apache girl friend on her family mesa in New Mexico and watch him fish while her two sisters (HIS NYMPHS) fetched grasshoppers for his bait. The way they did it was disgusting as well and seemed to push a certain part of their body out, very weird and he loved the attention. He thought it was funny. INSANE. Anyway it took me about a few days to shit in the woods because of them. Eventually I had to go. I stayed in the tent most of time and there wasn’t anything to do in the tent that’s how much I objected and he couldn’t tear himself away from his friends idea of frying a vacation.

The beach tent that I had for the kids when at the beach with family he gave to his brother in North Carolina and hasn’t replaced it yet though he says he will. It was foldable and could have fit in the car but he made a lot of false promises to me on that trip and even signed his name and dated it but I lost it somewhere along the way.  I could have everything is basically what he signed if I would get back in the car. HE LIED!

There is a higher bar for those in power and more is expected of them and I don’t mean LIMBO. So if you are playing the game of Limbo the bar is MUCH lower.

HAS ANY NEWS OUTLET OR CANDIDATE OR CURRENT OF PAST OFFICE HOLDER EVEN BROUGHT UP THE HOSPICE DILEMMA/CRISIS AND IT’S

predilection

for temptation to abuse the elderly?

 WHY NOT? WHO ARE THEY FAITHFUL TO? NANCY PELOSI? BY NOT READING ABOUT IT NOR WRITING ABOUT IT, NEITHER TALKING ABOUT MAKE IT GO AWAY? THEY WILL REGRET THEIR DELIBERATE OBLIVION TO THEIR OWN DESTRUCTION. OUR GOVERNMENT IS SUPPOSED TO PROTECT IT’S CITIZENS AND IT DOES THE OPPOSITE UNDER THE GUIDANCE OF ROMAN CATHOLICISM HINDUISM, IT’S SHILLS WITH THE HELP OF ISLAMIC MOHA-MADNESS!

Exodus 20:12

12 Honour thy father and thy mother: that thy days may be long upon the land which the Lord thy God giveth thee.

In revelation those days get shorter by a third.

The First Four Trumpets

6And the seven angels with the seven trumpets prepared to sound them.

7Then the first angel sounded his trumpet, and hail and fire mixed with blood were flung to the earth. A third of the earth was burned up, along with a third of the trees and all the green grass.

HARD TO BELIEVE THE WHOLE WORLD WITHOUT LAWNS. I THINK IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH JOSEPH’S DREAM AND THE BOWING TO HIM BY HIS BROTHERS. I THINK HE SAW BROWN GRASS BOWING, NOT WHEAT. I think it has to do with the religions spawned by Roman Catholicism and their leaders who kiss the pope’s ring and don’t resist Roman Catholicism and obviously infiltrated into the Protestant churches and unification of all religions in to a one world religion with teeth after the Protestant reformation and their blood spilled for truth’s sake being burned at the stake, etc as if they didn’t matter etc. They even tried to manhandle China’s Catholics into being Roman Catholic and probably used the threat of our power (America) to do it. DID IT TO JAPAN with the Neocatechumenal Way and they resisted because of the rise in suicides and then nuclear disaster caused by a storm and a tidal wave using  H.A.A.R.P. and other installations.  BRAZEN but pushing is gonna eventually  lead to shove and I think by the sounds of it in Revelation to their own doom hoping to take everyone else with them and we should not allow them the opportunity and Catholics themselves should defect, ASAP.

“COME OUT OF HER MY CHILDREN THAT YOU MAY NOT PARTAKE OF HER SINS.”

 IT’S TALKING ABOUT ROMAN CATHOLICSIM THE WHORE OF BABYLON and it is not talking about my mom, my sisters, me, or my daughters.

GET A GRIP!

We are individuals. I DON’T HAVE A CHURCH OR PEWS OR DONATIONS OR EVEN A PODIUM. We are but a microcosm of the affect of Roman Catholicism on a pretty good family, believe it or not with some foibles that are curable if the village would back off. I’m telling this stuff because it’s emblematic of what the one world religion is doing to people and how they do it.

8Then the second angel sounded his trumpet, and something like a great mountain burning with fire was thrown into the sea. A third of the sea turned to blood, 9a third of the living creatures in the sea died, and a third of the ships were destroyed.

I have heard (IRVING BAXTER’S TAKE who slurps when he talks like McCain) this was WWll but on the other hand it might be a volcano. I think it is yet to happen.

10Then the third angel sounded his trumpet, and a great star burning like a torch fell from heaven and landed on a third of the rivers and on the springs of water. 11The name of the star is Wormwood. A third of the waters turned bitter like wormwood oil, and many people died from the bitter waters.

Some think (Irvin Baxter who reminds me of Gary’s son in law though he doesn’t slurp yet) this had something to do with Chernobyl (Nuclear power plant) but it might be actually something else. Not like it fell from heaven but it does say “like” but then Russia (USSR) isn’t heaven so….Worms, Germany? AUSTERITY MERKEL ETC BITTER VETCH.

12Then the fourth angel sounded his trumpet, and a third of the sun and moon and stars were struck. A third of the stars were darkened, a third of the day was without light, and a third of the night as well.

Struck makes me think of lightning but then something like a comet/meteor/some kind of weaponry TO TAKE OUT ELECTRICITY that uses space TO LAUNCH might also strike.

13And as I observed, I heard an eagle flying overhead, calling in a loud voice, “Woe! Woe! Woe to those who dwell on the earth, because of the trumpet blasts about to be sounded by the remaining three angels!”

Notice it doesn’t say ocean, it says sea. Pretty weird stuff in any case and maybe the island he was on has something to do with his visions. Imagery isn’t my expertise. BUT IT SEEMS TO BE INDICATING A CERTAIN AREA AND I THINK THAT AREA IS THE MEDITERRANEAN AREA BECAUSE IT’S A SEA AND THE HOLY SEE OF ITALY, ETC MAKES SENSE BECAUSE OF THE STUFF INVOLVING THE ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH -RED CARDINALS AND PURPLE BISHOPS ETC. THE CLIMACTIC END OF THEIR DYNASTY.

Mare Nostrum, cosa nostra kind of stuff.

If I were rich I wouldn’t buy real estate in the area of the Mediterranean area and if I owned real-estate in the Mediterranean area I’d be selling it.

If I had business interests in the Mediterranean area I’d be moving it elsewhere. Two world wars occurred in the area and it was devastating each time and I imagine it will be where the next world war starts and lots worse. Basically if I had anything of value in the Mediterranean area I’d find another place to put it. I wouldn’t take vacations in the area just in case I chose the wrong time. 

I remember how my parents drove a 6 hour trip to see a great-grand kid born and had to be taken to the hospital the location of the birth without a nap and my dad had a TIA as a result and those same people hospisced my mom without telling me for money and revenge but my parents weren’t aware of their nature or their intent later on all because my brother-in-law couldn’t keep his dick in his pants. (at family gatherings and probably in the car and because I made an issue of it later on) I don’t know about you but it takes me at least 24 hours to prepare for a medium sized trip doing laundry, last minute cleaning, getting animals taken care of, locking up a few times in case I forgot, packing, decisions, and then making it fit, and depending on what the trip is about making lists, etc. So preparing for a trip is almost as arduous as the trip itself usually the night before a trip is without much sleep. My parents went all out for them in many ways and that is the thanks they received when they needed good care. THEY WENT ALL OUT FOR ME, TOO! I’m not sure of this but I think my parents were at every birth of every grand kid at least in this neck of the woods and some great grand kids as well.  My eldest sister told me she would baby sit my kids many times because I did a lot of babysitting for them to help their marriage because of their problems in marriage and his deviancy and they babysat once I think and let their kids do it for them. I didn’t trust them much anyway because of Gary…… not my sister, but I loved them or I wouldn’t have tried to take care of their kids as often as I did. I tried to help them. His dad was President of Conoco Oil (BIG DEAL) and hated jews. When I almost died (14 days in the hospital 10 of which I was in la la land on morphine and stronger medicine and the sickest person in the ER and ICU at Parkland at the time I was told) they didn’t even offer to help and my other sister the youngest was called home to do laundry even after she offered to help,

but my jewish friends took care of my kids when I couldn’t.

Neil Young – Alabama

After writing this section I also saw a show about one of the Triathlon runners at the Olympics who live in Mississippi and her mom was interviewed or her grandma (hard to tell) and explained how she raised her daughter to be a good kid and amen’ed herself patting herself on the back and why her daughter was a success because she can run fast. Reminded me of the woman at Parkland Hospital patting herself on the back for something she didn’t actually do. They seemed like a nice family but it’s easy to raise your kid if they haven’t been messed with and obviously she was a proponent for faith, but in the bible it says not to respect athletes unduly. SO I DON’T but I hope she wins her races.

HAVE YE ANY MEAT?

My kids were messed with UNDULY

and I am trying to help them work it out by hanging in there until it’s the right time not to and it’s not easy but they are worth so much more than an athlete competing at the Olympics, to me! We have a hard time getting along and it’s not her fault or mine but the fault lies somewhere.

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DO WE LIKE LOSING THE WAR ON ILLEGAL DRUGS

AND ILLEGAL IMMIGRATION?

Do we like dead cops?

DO WE LIKE TERRORISM?

Do we like our national debt?

I called my daughter about the delay of the meeting with the D.A. and wanted to hear about the phone call that the Asst. D.A. McKensie had with my daughter and my daughter blackmailed me because she doesn’t like to feel guilty but I did complain to her and she said she would hang up on me, bl0ck my calls, and not go to the appointment if I didn’t stop talking about it. I said that’s blackmail and I railed her on the phone a few times very harshly about blackmailing me and CUSSED on the phone at her and she was stoned on something with her boyfriend at his house because she was not straight at the time and basically could care less that she started the whole thing that night when her dad called the police and said it wasn’t black mail. I call it blackmail when someone threatens not to tell the truth or meet with the D.A. and leave me at the mercy of the Asst. D.A. or the D.A. when both of them her dad and her made it happen. I’m not allowed to complain to my daughter OBVIOUSLY because she could care less. We’ll see what happens or what she does do when the time comes but I’m gonna be totally hands off my daughter in every way. NO MORE BRIDGET and MOMMY relationship.  She doesn’t need me any more. A very short and sweet day we had together eating crab claws and bread and other nice fun things together the day before she and I were assaulted by cell phone and threats by the apache sisters in front of the house threatening to break in the house (luckily i had the ex fix the garage door and locks on some other things to keep Mirella out of the house because i still think she with a funnel  I found in my daughter’s room assaulted my beautiful cat with stolen Prednizone into his left lung, possibly) is to blame and then while her dad was in Michigan conveniently they show up acting like wild beasts of hell and it might be the last day we have together having fun. It is between her dad and her from now on:)

My daughter said, after I was suspicious of Mirella because of the many things she displayed in my home, “SHE DIDN’T KILL YOUR CAT BITCH!” (might have said the instead   of your) when they were still friends (her and MIrella.) and under Merella’s influence and the influence of her dad PHIL-LIP ROY RODGERS who loves it when she calls me names and handed me the remains of my cat like a bag of donuts and who had no comfort for me when my mom was hospiced (a Roman Catholic-Hindu-Islamic invention) and died as a result before his mom died and seemingly leaped for joy at the prospect of his mom getting therapy. It was her cat, too, but I guess she didn’t care about Romeo or me otherwise she would not have said what she said to me in the garage. Threw him to the wolves. She could have said it differently and then later Mirella proved herself to my daughter in some pretty gross fucked up ways but I defended my daughter from MIrella and Katy (who carries a knife which is partly why I kept my daughter a distance a way from the maddening duo: a form of terrorism) while her dad was away milking up the sympathy he could by attending a funeral because it was proper while we were terrorized. Katy lives at The Shores at the entrance of The Shores near the bridge in Rockwall. LIves near the shopping center in Rockwall where the Walmart is located. Drives a white car with thick black stripes and has a warrant out for her arrest in Denton.  SHE IS DANGEROUS, OBVIOUSLY. MIrella is an ISLAMIC immigrant from Bosnia, what would you expect. And why her dad told her they were gonna be rich when they move to Croatia ought to be examined carefully because truck drivers aren’t rich. IS IT BECAUSE OF HER ATTACKING ME AND MY DAUGHTER AND CAT? AM I SUCH A THREAT TO SOCIETY BECAUSE OF MY BELIEFS:

THE MUSTARD SEED ISN’T THE SMALLEST OF SEED!

HOW AMAZINGLY RIDICULOUS ISLAM AND ROMAN CHRISTIANITY CAN GET!

DUHHHHHHH

Pope Benedict XVl admitted it was a farce. He called it a new enlightenment and so obviously the chapter in the Gospel of John (4) with Nicodemas and Joseph of Arimathea is a farce as well, since the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seeds is the newest enlightenment based on FACT.

I hope the same thing happens to all of the pets owned by all of the people who were involved in killing my sweet cat, Romeo, my miracle cat. I hope the veterinarians businesses fail that failed me. I hope the same thing happens to all the mothers (who were involved in what happened to me and to my daughters) and I hope all the families have to go through 1,000,000 times worse the things that have befallen my family and me for eternity. I hope they suffer great punishment because of their interventions to cause havoc because of my beliefs. Whoever you are you deserve worse. God knows who you are.

While everyone applauds and supports Chris Kyle for his service to our country for killing a boy with explosives on his body who was gonna blow up some other service men at the direction of an Islamic bitch in a burka in Afghanistan it would be nice to get support for my daughters and me against an ISLAMIC BITCH from Bosnia who resides in Garland/Rowlett using other girls and drugs to control them to cause havoc in my life and theirs probably and terrorizing my family and killing my cat. I think I deserve some support for the service to my country by my dad and mom previously and support for me for finding some truth and sharing it which might help people to fight a BIG BAD ENEMY of the WORLD and an enemy of freedom. One is the practice of Hospicing /murdering and killing our veterans and their wives using it for free because it was offered by Obamacare via Medicare or the other one Medicade as a cover and other truths I uncovered in the bible  which happen to be ISLAMIC ideals inserted by ROME into the bible by a false CHRIST to appease ISLAM and be brothers against the human race. How many false CHRISTS have you seen or heard of and yet it was predicted in the bible and that is where you can find the false CHRIST as well.

He won her MIND, her heart, her body and her soul the ROMAN CATHOLIC WAY with lots of help from her INSANE boyfriend and her former INSANE friends. Pretty tricky business but it worked and she can sleep in their bed until she figures it out and apologizes for trying to blackmail me which she says she won’t.

CATHOLICS DON’T BELIEVE IN APOLOGIES AND SHE IS CATHOLIC NOW at east when she is with her boyfriend and at their house and while under the influence of Patrick Boyer.

Her daddy and her boyfriend have control of her

and if that is what she desires

she can have it.

That is what it was all about:

Controlling his daughter and controlling his girlfriend.

I asked the ex about the meeting of the minds with the boyfriend PATRICK BOYER and told him he is in charge of his daughter and I don’t want to deal with her boyfriend and her problems anymore. It’s his problem, not mine. I said if they get married I’m not going to attend because her boyfriend questioned her sanity during a big crisis she was having with her former friends who were acting like hyenas wild and ferocious animals in front of our house threatening her and I  will not enable their relationship and if she needs a ride to pick him up so she can drive the drunk boyfriend home I’m not gonna enable them. Phil has to do it because I’m not gonna do it anymore.

He said: She isn’t gonna marry him, etc.

and went through all of his apparent faults.

I said: I don’t care.

Something up with that. Having a daddy boyfriend talk and then saying they aren’t gonna get married so condoning him using my daughter.

The ex is fucked. He is so fucked he doesn’t know how fucked he is and he will not go through the pearly gates for sure. He will descend into the bottom less pit and I would help him if could but he doesn’t want real true help. So I might as well push him into the pit for his contribution to mankind, himself. What a LOSER! Funny thing is he is punishing me for divorcing him: our marriage sucked for many years. The guy couldn’t get it up more than twice a year which may be an exaggeration but not a big exaggeration. It’s pretty much on the money. He had a vericoseal on his balls so it wasn’t totally his fault but if it was Austin’s  (a former bf of my other daughter) fault for having an injury that he couldn’t play baseball then the same goes for Phil. It was his fault. No I think it has to do with Roman Catholicism. They want to own everyone but they don’t own me and never will.

If she gets pregnant I’m not gonna help with the baby. I have had enough of their bullshit. No one helped me. Obviously, she can take care of herself with her daddy, her boyfriend, and her swanky friends.

And they can kiss the feet of Peter:

GOOD LUCK and BON VOYAGE!

I don’t like being blackmailed and some would say that was what I’m doing now. No, I’m not. I’m letting them drive their own vehicle their own way and I don’t want to be in their vehicle with them while they do it or be a part of whatever it is they are doing

because I don’t like their tricks.

I’ll drive my own car.

Mary’s Spikenard and Luke’s Parable – Revised

So then after that tiff in the garage when the ex put that piece of paper in my face that said he only had to pay $19 and said FUCK YOU to me and then we went to the bail bonds woman Janet at J Bonds a couple days later and the ex falls all over himself (might as well have been urinating in his pants and kind of shaky for some reason) and offers $100 and promised he will pay the $90 a week or so later. LOL

 CHECK THIS OUT:

Notice the wrinkles on the forehead of both and how they go down the side of their heads as well. Found these pictures on Fox News.

Those are long wrinkles to go down the side of the forehead and not just the front of the foreheads. I wonder why.

I think BECAUSE Fox News wants Hillary for President, don’t you?

Notice no wrinkles on Hillary yet we know she has quite a few on certain days especially when she said,

“WHAT DIFFERENCE DOES IT MAKE IF SOME GUYS WERE OUT FOR A WALK……….”

I know Bill O’Reilly wants Hillary for President because it helps the Jesuits, though he may protest too much he is PRO HILLARY ALL THE WAY. My ex snorts just like O’REILLY does when he is disturbed. I can hear it rooms away when he snorts. Kind of a snort sniff kind of mix as if he is high on COCAINE.

LESSONS FROM A

 ROMAN CATHOLIC JESUIT

BILL O’REILLY

O’Reilly: A Lesson for Donald Trump

“…….Lesson number one for Mr. Trump: Commenting on regular folks is fraught with danger, no matter what they say……”

“…..Lesson number two: Any reference to a minority — here Muslims — is also fraught with danger……”

“…..Final lesson: Trump’s only chance at winning is to stay on point America is in decline and he can fix that……”

“…..If he fights everyone who comes after him, he’ll lose……”

“…..And believe me, the Democrats are lining up legions of people to come after him……”

LEGIONS OF ROMAN CATHOLICS AND OTHERS. THEY ARE AN ARMY THAT WAS PROPHESIED IN THE BIBLE SURROUNDING ISRAEL AND THEY CAME AROUND THE TIME POPE BENEDICT MADE HIS FIRST APPEARANCE IN ISRAEL AND AT AN ISLAMIC MOSQUE THE DOME OF THE ROCK THE THIRD HOLIEST SITE IN THE MIDDLE EAST. I THINK ITS A DISGRACE FOR O’REILLY TO GIVE A LESSON TO TRUMP.

HERE IS A LESSON TO O’REILLY

FUCK OFF

YOU LITTLE PUSSY R.C. JESUIT ISLAMIC FUCK.

I hope you are inside the Dome of the Rock the day it disintegrates

and the real Jesus will say

“IT IS FINISHED.”

Looking at the Forex currency market England first then

GBP/USD, EUR/JPY, EUR/USD, USD/ CAD and a few more at 7:15 August 5th Friday all went berserko. Started with England at 7:00!

I guess they have a lot of currency to work with in England.

Where the big bankers broiled and hosed their Forex clients. INTERESTING!

MIght be more profitable to trade other currencies that England doesn’t seem to influence  as they did on August 5th at 7:00 as much and might teach them a lesson at least for the little guy and they desperately need the little guy. The big guys might wish they hadn’t been so transparent.

The English left Camp Bastion and their guard posts when Americans were killed because of it and they left Benghazi when Americans were killed ahead of time with the Red Cross, didn’t they?

How did they know? WHY?

The blood line of the House of David? EH?

I love my daughters and I want my second one to get it together someday and smell the coffee and see how she is being manipulated by the church, the occult, and depraved males of little consequence who wouldn’t defend anyone against tyranny and might as well bend over with their naked butts and relax and enjoy it like the pope, because it means it will be soon than later.

I want her back of course but I won’t be fooled and thrown to the wolves to satisfy her dad and her boyfriend. So she has to try.

 I pray for the destruction of America for dissing females and kids/young adults the way they do and am so disappointed in the male species for not defending our rights and freedom. What pussies.. I pray for the destruction of Rome and many other places that pander to Islam for doing the same and teaching lies and degrading the female in order to be superior. I pray for the death and destruction of the world because it panders catholics but that is only temporary in order to win and then

ONCE THEY CAME….

HOW FOOLISH.

Death will come. I pray it’s soon for those playing their fucking games.

I don’t believe a person has to be born again to be a believer as stated in the Gospel of John in the chapter 4 on faith (with the secret follower crap: NICODEMAS) I believe you have two chances and the second chance is the soul and if it fails: total annihilation. The chapter on faith was added to the gospel of John by Rome. That chapter is out of place and of course it wasn’t a secret follower if everyone knew, was it?

But the true God can hide those he wishes to hide and protect and fool Rome and Islam. I think those in those religions ought to take note. I know because when I was being hospitalized someone drove my daughter to a specific location and it wasn’t me but she thought it was. I don’t know why, but I took note. She thought I should have known the way to that location because when I had taken her there before and I hadn’t. I don’t know if that was of God or something else but I thought it was interesting. What they do to others matters and you better do right. Better feed your mama, know what I mean?

The last thing Jesus said to Peter was ………

Why was it the last advice to Peter?

Problem is I don’t think Peter understood the meaning because he was

naked, foolish, a coward, and very stupid.

The placement of it in the gospel of John is the very last thing which might be a sign to those in the religion of Peter. Not because a way to a female’s heart is her stomach but it might be the very last chance for Roman Catholics and it’s daughters the other religions that came from the religion of Roman Catholicism.

Feeding doesn’t just involve food but food is necessary to live. SO IS OXYGEN. Feeding involves teaching the truth. Jesus fed the people he met who were hungry and he taught them as well because they were hungry for the truth.

Maybe it is time to teach about the mustard seed

and if you don’t?

“I want a spare rib.” said Sally Fields the flying fuckin’ nun! Can we get a grip?

Nope, I didn’t see the flying fuckin’ nun!

HIllary is sick. I think it is the bump she received on her head or whatever IT WAS  (blood clot) when she was supposed to testify about Benghazi the first time. SHE THINKS SHE IS MARRIED TO TRUMP? I DON’T THINK SHE CAN HANDLE THE PRESSURE AND DISPLAYED IT! I GUESS SHE THINKS OR WISHES SHE WAS MELANIA? OKAY, I WANT TO SEE A TOPLESS PHOTO OF HILLARY AND LET’S COMPARE.

Anyway the ex found a dress on the sidewalk today after having a dream about someone yelling ELLA at around 9:15 this morning. Course ELLA owns the Italian restaurant we (my daughter and I) had her famous crab claws on our good day together when the ex was in Michigan at a showing of his dead mom the day before the bad day when Mirella and Katy made a big deal about some clothes they had borrowed from my daughter and clothes that my daughter had borrowed from Mirella. He found a green dress and I think I recognize it though my daughter rarely wears a dress these days. Looks like something she bought a long while back something Mirella or Katy might fit in because they are the skinny apache sisters. I asked the ex if he checked the mail yesterday (hint hint) and he said yea we didn’t get any and then said he didn’t see the dress when he checked and he would have noticed it when he checked the mail because it was a bright green dress on the sidewalk. So we are dealing with a PSYCHO. Only a PSYCHO would drop off a dress on the sidewalk. Have to figure out who it is though because it would help. Is it Mirella? Is it Katy? Is it Mirella’s family? Is it someone else causing trouble? Was it Santa Claus? Hard to say because they aren’t showing their cowardly PSYCHOTIC face/s. I never saw clothes the day of the BIG DISTRESS all I saw was the car down the street and some young chicks galavanting in front of our house while they harassed my daughter on the phone and we did not want to confront them because of the knife and my daughter thought they were there to jump her because they were threatening her and mocking to the point of her being shaken up. It was very upsetting and so unnecessary. Needless needling. I wanted the exchange to take place: one drops off clothing at one house and the other at the other house without a BIG BRAWL or I wanted the ex to handle it since he allowed her to spend the night at the house when I was in the hospital against my wishes and ignored my intuition, my witness, and my knowledge to stick it to me like he likes to do because he is a gentleman. I did not want my daughter to have to see them again since she left them behind which is a good place for them to be since they are so vengeful. He told me yesterday that Bridget wants her clothes back so I hid the clothes of Mirella so my daughter wouldn’t try to do it herself because the ex told me my daughter was coming home the same day and she didn’t and so that the ex would handle it like he said he would. The ex wrote a text on his cell phone the eve of the dress appearance on the sidewalk to Mirella to exchange clothing when she feels like it at the request of my youngest daughter to get the exchange over with. So I guess this was her exchange? What about the jeans and all the clothes Mirella wore and modeled for Twitter that my youngest noticed lately, taunting her. Don’t know but it’s CRAZY AS A LOON and she did not text back. I know they have lots more than that so they ought to

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 BRING IT ON!

SEAL

My eldest daughter CONFIRMED it is my youngest daughter’s dress that she bought her.

The ex checked to see if Katy’s car was across the bridge at her boyfriends house in Rockwall near Walmart and her car wasn’t there (though I don’t know what difference it makes where her car is located at the moment because he didn’t see her car this morning when the dress was dropped off but he ADDED THAT INFORMATION to the equation like some people do sometimes when they are trying to prove something or disprove something) and while he added that information he told me that Katy’s family actually lives near Patrick in Forney and that they were best friends once. POSSESSIVE? These are small factors I didn’t know but important factors.  I think they are facts. (His factors and possibly true factors) I thought she lived across the bridge because my daughter said she lived across the bridge but turns out she lives with her boyfriend across the bridge in Rockwall near Walmart.

I think they are under the influence of something or someone.

One of the things that really bugged me was that Mirella made fun of my daughter on that fucked up day for my daughter being kind to her. She extended her friendship “….. If you ever need anything…..”and Mirella took it as a weakness as often Islamic people do and ran with it mocking her even after Mirella dropped my daughter off at a mall after hours 45 minutes from our house alone because her and her boyfriend were already two hours late to meet some people. WHAT A BITCH. Told my daughter later that she could take care of herself.

I WONDER IF MIRELLA COULD HANDLE THIS:

MIRELLA IS A FUCKING BITCH, DESERVES TO BE TOSSED OUT OF OUR COUNTRY FOR EVER, and TOSSED BACK IN THE DIRECTION OF BOSNIA OR SYRIA IN DAMASCUS OR NEAR TURKEY IN SYRIA IN RACCA or ALEPPO PERHAPS, IF POSSIBLE, SO SHE CAN REFLECT ON HER OWN FUCKING MADNESS!

Confirmed that the dress was borrowed by Katy, the girl who said she was raised Jewish and thought the Sabbath was Sunday.

So the ex called Courtney thinking it was Katy (my daughter gave him the wrong number) to try to work things out about the clothes and turns out it really wasn’t Katy and I guess he gave her the run-through while Katy calls my daughter and says they left a bag of clothes in the front yard on that infamous day and says her boyfriend Zachary was there when this occurred and will testify to their version and of course this is the first time we knew Zachary was involved in their madness and Katy said that Mirella is on her way to Colorado which might be a big lie as well. Anyway there was no bag of clothes in the front yard or on sidewalk or in the street as far as we know. So now the ex is gonna buy my daughter some new clothes. It’s quite a stretch but that is one way to get your divorced daddy to buy you clothes. I don’t believe that my daughter is like that because I saw her that day and was with her and she didn’t deserve what these two apache sisters caused and caused others to behave badly as well but it was telling about those others and I hope my daughter takes note. Anyway the ex said they were lying their asses off. He ought to know.

The next day Katy tweeted/texted crap all day long to my daughter but I think it seemed like Mirella because she is painfully and extremely long winded and thought my daughter was responding and it was in reality her boyfriend responding. LOL

Twitter needs to die

and kids need jobs so they can have something to do

because idleness is the devil’s backyard/kitchen/workshop.

CELL PHONES NEED TO BE DESTROYED BECAUSE THEY ARE THE ROOT CAUSE OF IDLE CHAT

Most people wouldn’t say what they tweet and of course rotten catholic dads don’t help. I know in my heart THE EX IS DOOMED and he wants to take his daughter with him as insurance and he might be surprised. She isn’t twenty one. Not only that insurance is a new concept and I don’t think God buys into it. Anyway not like God doesn’t see what the ex has done to my kids and me. And I wonder who God will hold responsible

THESE DAYS and is why OBAMA used them as a bribe for votes.

I DON’T USE A CELL PHONE.

THERE IS A CORRELATION of CELL PHONE USAGE AND CRIME CONTROLLED BY SOMETHING OR SOMEONE ELSE. ANYWAY THOSE THAT SOLD THAT TO THE CITIZENS WILL BE HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR THE DAMAGES WHEN TRUE JUDGEMENT COMES AND IT WILL COME.

Work is good for the soul to some degree if you are actually making a decent wage or earnings vs. slavery and idleness is very much like slavery. Forced idleness is slavery and I think special treatment (partiality and preferential treatment to Catholics because of the desire of Rome to Catholicize the world) and Catholics playin’ dumb is partly to blame about the state of the union and playin’ dumb about the hospice situation and Roman Catholics will answer to God as well for looking the other way which is probably around the corner.

I doubt these young adults would be doing this nonsense if they had jobs and I blame those that put them in the position of joblessness because they shall answer for the idle words these young adults spout off out of FRUSTRATION because in reality it’s also our government’s fault for fucking off, taking bribes from lobbyists, and others, cow towing to the EU etc , and for creating TWITTER and Hash Tag.

It’s a Greta shame!

OBAMA SHALL HAVE TO ANSWER FOR HIS PRESIDENCY. THE BUCK STOPS THERE.

Catholics don’t eat fish on Fridays. They aren’t supposed to according to their drools.

Just found out they ARE SUPPOSED to eat fish on Fridays…. SORRY and I asked the ex why and the ex didn’t know why but he looked it up on Google and the reason is

it’s a penance for the crucifixion.

I wonder why?

GUILT?

Of course they don’t adhere to their drools but love to put ashes on their forehead

on Ash Wednesday

to commiserate like good little Hindus

but I don’t think they know why (it’s a tradition like eating fish on Friday) because they don’t know what they do (but they REALLY dodo, they just don’t admit it.) PRIDE. They lie their asses off and forget about it. Compartmentalize like good little psychopaths.

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As you can see it probably is true that Mirella killed my sweet and beautiful cat out of spite,  but I will get him back and all the special things and people I lost because of some miserable spiteful people and probably much more. I got my silver back didn’t I and with many more pieces and it’s all mine now.

I recall that Pope Benedict XVl equivocated about the Jews being responsible for the death of Jesus when he was the pope for a short space and chapter 4 of the Gospel of John which talks about faith and the wind and the weather and he also said that faith was the new enlightenment which means it was added later for the church and attendance and who knows why else and soon after the Jesuits took over the church and Pope Francis joked about stealing a necklace off of a corpse of a martyr so that he might have courage and it didn’t work.

Google also said that McDonalds created the fish fillet for that reason so that Catholics will have a choice on Fridays. I hope catholics make the right choice because otherwise they might not like their future.

YUMMY

My dad said something about a specific type of forehead that slants like a neanderthalish type slant and I think he was talking about the ex. I UNDERSTAND NOW.

Some interesting information and links about the eruptions in 1883

(heard it was felt as far as Portugal and it occurred in INDONESIA:

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ERUPTION OF ANAK KRAKATOA IN 1883 in the SUNDA STRAITS

ANAK KRAKATOA

Krakatau

These are some messed up chicks, I’m telling you.

Mirella and Katy need a lesson because you may not have tomorrow.

CAUGHT THE EX IN A BIG LIE ABOUT MY CAT AND WHO TOOK THE FILM OF HIM DYING AND IT TURNS OUT IT WAS THE EX AND NOT THE VET’S DOING TO SHOW HIS KIDS AND ME. THAT’S NOT WHAT NORMAL PEOPLE DO.

I didn’t need to confront him about it, it was handed to me on a silver platter and while talking to my daughter about things we talk about he opened the door and gave me a similar look like LEON PANETTA at his best. I thought “OH, man my ex is possessed!” HE KNOWS OR WHATEVER POSSESSES HIM KNOWS HE GOT CAUGHT.

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WHEN I WENT TO SEE MY DAD WE DIDN’T TAKE VIDEOS WHILE HE DIED IN FRONT OF US. SOMETHING SACRED ABOUT THE INTIMACY OF LOVE. DEATH IS DEGRADING, BUT LOVE ISN’T AND VIDEOS OR MOVIES CAN’T POSSIBLY CONTAIN THAT LOVE.

HE GAVE ME THAT LOOK BEFORE WHEN HE SAID HE DIDN’T BELIEVE IN GOD WHILE DENYING THINGS HE SAID AND DID AND THERE ARE TIMES I HAVE SAID IT WHEN I WAS UPSET OR SAYING TO GOD PROVE IT DON’T SHOW ME ANY MORE SIGNS ETC. I WANT MY LOVED ONES BACK, MY KIDS, AND MY CAT AND BUCK. JESUS IN THE GOSPEL OF JOHN PROVED IT IN REGARDS TO LAZERUS AND HE WAS HUNTED AFTERWARDS FOR PROVING IT. SO I KNOW IT HAS TO BE THE RIGHT TIME TO PROVE IT SO THAT THAT BULLSHIT DOESN’T HAPPEN BECAUSE WE ARE DEALING WITH FUCKERS FROM HELL AND I HAVE TO BE PATIENT BUT IT IS VERY HARD AND CRUEL.

I’M NOT SAYING I DON’T GET PISSED OFF AT GOD BECAUSE I DO OFTEN GET UPSET AND HATEFUL BECAUSE OF ASSHOLES LIKE LEON PANETTA AND MY EX. HE KIND OF TAKES AFTER LEON PANETTA AND OBAMA, A COMBINATION OF BOTH WHEN HE GETS THAT WEIRD LOOK ON HIS FACE. I HAD A PICTURE OF HIM THAT I FOUND WITH THAT LOOK ON HIS FACE AND THREW IT AWAY.

MY KIDS DID NOT NEED TO SEE ROMEO THAT WAY. I THINK HE PROBABLY GASSED HIM OR TURNED OFF THE OXYGEN TO HASTEN IT AND TAKE A VIDEO, (whether he took it or the vets) BUT I DO KNOW LITTLE WHITE THINGS THAT WERE IN HIS LEFT LUNG WERE PUT THERE PURPOSEFULLY. I DON’T KNOW WHAT HE WAS TRYING TO PROVE HAVING A VIDEO OF OUR DYING CAT. BUT THE EX IS VERY SICK, KIND OF NAZI SICK.

I HAVE HELD AN ANIMAL WHEN IT DYED A FEW TIMES AND TAKING A VIDEO JUST WASN’T ON MY MIND! (EVEN WILD ANIMALS.) I THINK THERE WAS ANOTHER PURPOSE IN HIS INSANITY. SORT OF A THREAT OF SOME KIND IN A WAY. WHEN YOU LOVE AN ANIMAL OR A PERSON TAKING A VIDEO OF THEM WHILE THEY DIE ISN’T A CONCERN.

SOME DAY HE WILL DIE AND I WON’T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT HIS SICK ASSHOLE ANYMORE AND KNOW THAT THERE IS A SPECIAL PLACE FOR HIM WITH A BIG CHASM BETWEEN US AND HE WILL BE BEGGING FOR A DROP OF WATER BUT I WON’T SEE HIM BEGGING.

I DIDN’T WATCH THE VIDEO and I refuse to watch it and at the time Romeo went to the hospital and I was panicking because of that day and the days before started to add up and take it’s toll on me BUT HE GOT MY KIDS TO WATCH IT LIKE A GOOD DADDY TO TWIST THEIR MINDS. NOT LIKE THEY COULD  or THEY WERE ABLE TO HOLD Romeo OR TALK TO HIM. IT WASN’T ALLOWED. JUST AN OBSCENE VIDEO.

I think it’s called de-sensitizing.

In Hollywood when they make movies of people dying its not real and we know it and it doesn’t have the same affect, imo. Perhaps a small bit but it’s not real. Taking videos of people or animals dying when it is real is not right, imo and for one thing Hollywood isn’t allowed to hurt animals on the job etc like horses jumping in water on Braveheart from a high tower breaking it’s back. I hope it’s not real. These videos we watch via internet and advertised by Fox News and others of videos of someone being burned in a cage with Islamic sound effects because it cannot be considered to be music but mocking music (Obama thinks it’s beautiful music but he is sick because it’s shit) is a form of TERRORISM or beheading videos that were advertised by Fox News of a bunch of people in orange suits on a beach and their throats were slit by some tall guys on a green screen in actuality. That is Terrorism. Gone too far because no one really knows if it was real or not. It’s unnatural and later found out it was done in front of a green screen whether it’s real or not never the less it was shown as being real. Jesus said something about making people more of a child of hell and I think this also counts as the same kind of thing INSANIty and this stuff didn’t happen until Obama was crowned President of the US. The closest thing to it was the twin towers in New York that were terrorized by Saudis in airplanes and of course the video of JFK being shot to death by his wife in Dallas so many could make a ton of money writing books about it with false notions. That is terrorism. Meant to shock and awe. I think the news i.e. The Wine press of God has crossed the line. I wonder how we got that first video of the twin towers of the first plane hitting the towers. How did they know to take those videos that we watched on 9-11? Just happenstance? Lucky Newsman with lucky Cameraman? And then George Bush at a school reading to kids at the time it occurred. I don’t know who set that up but that is part of a thread:

There seems to be a common thread in all of these examples and might be a good idea to examine that common thread. 

Yet they would NOT show videos of truth seekers (truthers) in regards to New Town Connecticut school massacre and/or the Boston Marathon dispelling the lies in the news. They should because it makes Fox News look even guiltier of trying to shock and awe the public for publicity purposes and for propaganda purposes but they don’t. They ignore the truth. They just mocked the truthers and then ignored their evidence. They ought to play islamic sound effects on Fox in the background. It would be fitting.

Father Of Orlando Nightclub Shooter Spotted

At Hillary Rally

Another example of a sicko is watching Greta Van Susterne tell stories about unsolved mysteries of women or kids that have disappeared as if it is entertainment with her story telling voice talent or showing videos of kids on a mountain of trash eating a burrito from the trash and while someone is filming for the purpose of getting donations telling us those kids could die by food poisoning or by tetanus or many other things such as the trash heap caving in at any moment while she travels with her buddy Franklin Graham to places like Haiti etc for his stolen company called The Good Samaritan. IT’S SICK.

I talked to my daughter a little about it and asked her would she like me to take a video of her dying or would she like her taking a video of me dying? FOOD FOR THOUGHT and hopefully she will think about it and learn about her daddy. It’s hard to fathom the depths of his mendacity and it takes time to figure things out for a young adult and especially about their dad but she will eventually and boy is he gonna be one sad mother fucker when he loses everything and everyone on that day that lies not too far on the horizon.

Like dealing with the time the ex mocked me (like thumper in the movie Bambie when he slips on the ice except imagine an ugly skinny Leon Panetta/Obama mocking) in the powder room and used my daughter as his alibi, but she wasn’t there and he would never do it in front of her for obvious reasons but somehow got her thinking she was there? HOW, I DON’T KNOW, BECAUSE IF HE DIDN’T DO IT WHILE SHE WAS THERE SO HOW COULD SHE KNOW WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT? He used her as an excuse to me before she knew about it. LOL I think he is getting his wish in an eerie kind of way. I think little by little, here a little, there a little, dotting the i’s and crossing the t’s I’m burying him in his own plethora of lies.

7 x 70?

Getting others to lie for you (how ever it is accomplished) counts, doesn’t it?

(Something I took note of at the airport in Dallas when investigating the JFK assassination and I only saw it once and couldn’t find it again to show. I guess it was a rare video footage but I didn’t know it at the time because there are so many that are similar was a man standing there who looked like a blind sheik and he looked as if he knew what was gonna happen to JFK like a pre-meditated dream. It was weird. MAYBE IT WAS A SIGN.) Islam seems to be a common thread in many of these events. Roman Catholicism is another common thread making deals with the devil. The Secret Service. etc.

I think examining our enemies in World War 2 might have some clues. Also examine the 6 Day War. I think our enemies are the same now as they were then, but even more proliferated.

The World Wars are kind of similar and seem to involve the same players. And the next world war I hope we don’t rebuild those players if we have that opportunity.

In response to JFK’s

infamous message above:

I don’t think we have common interests!

IPSO FACTO

Not everyone cherishes their children’s future.

Arming a kid with explosives, using them as suicide bombers, using them as alibis, putting them in the line of fire for publicity sake in Jerusalem (west bank) with the cameras rolling, teaching them lies, using kids as human shields, desensitizing kids, not hiring young adults or hiring for one day a week especially females, grown men sleeping with their daughters regardless of one’s penchant for sex it is still a power play, protecting priests against claims of sexual indiscretion by moving the priest to another parish, giving their daughter a lobotomy, isolating those that complain or stand up for themselves and other rare things such as poisons, using other kids to bully your kid, etc?

NOTHING NEW UNDER THE SUN

 the occult

(There are plenty of suns and moons in the universe. Our sun and moon are not that unusual however there aren’t many earths which makes it rare and coveted!)

Some might think i have had the life of Riley: Far from it. It’s been struggle and it’s been a lot of work in various fashions.

What makes it confusing is the ex will be fine for a while and then he isn’t. Very strange. nOt sure the personality that is fine isn’t a cover of some kind to fool people that or his good side personality is weak.

I love my daughters but I do get mad at them sometimes and vice versa. I say things sometimes in the heat of the moment and so do they. Usually a sign that I need a joint. LOL or something like a V-A-C-A-T-I-O-N!. I LOVE them very much and if I end up having a grand kid I won’t mind when the time is right and in the right place without the ex otherwise forget about it! I don’t like being his human shield.

THANK YOU!

Santana – Smooth ft. Rob Thomas

Why Callest Thou Me Good?

Santana – Put Your Lights On ft. Everlast

perversion:

Saw the same perverted smile on my ex just now that I had seen on Gary a few times: one when my dad experienced his first TIA, another when Gary on a visit to see my mom while we were staying at my little sister’s house when my brother said “don’t go there” to me in regards to Sandy Hook Elementary and I showed the video of the dad where he came to the podium smiling and laughing and then started his act about his daughter who had died and that was Gary’s reaction (a sick smile) and his wife said she didn’t buy it meaning that she didn’t buy that it was a hoax. I probed him some more about Mirella/marella/merella and Katy because I had overheard my daughter say she had received a few more texts or messages from them she hadn’t seen before. He added with that sick smile something about her having seen them wearing her clothes on twitter and the dress dropped off on the sidewalk. I was talking about my cat Romeo and I probed him why he said what he said to me about getting him to the vet and he said he didn’t want to talk about it he was watching a movie, a very mediocre movie. He is definitely possessed by the same thing Gary was possessed by and enjoying it because they think they have the upper hand which is a great place IMO for him to think he is when the time is right. OVERCONFIDENT. It’s disgusting, but probably for the best. When your enemy is overconfident, they often make mistakes and it isn’t as if God doesn’t see, hear, and understand.

1 Corinthians 2:9New King James Version (NKJV)

But as it is written:

“Eye has not seen, nor ear heard,
Nor have entered into the heart of man
The things which God has prepared for those who love Him.”[a]

I can’t say I love God because of what has happened to me by my ex, Gary and Tootie and others and to some that I love, but I can say the ex doesn’t come close.

WHAT IS LOVE?

I know what it isn’t thanks to the ex, and I know who I love and who loved me. I know why some people have a hard time with love because of the likes of my ex and Gary and Tootie and their tricks. I know that God knows the difference.

YUMMY

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Then the ex started to accuse me of taking the tv channel changer (remote control) because I wanted to watch Parks and Recreation and after some brouhaha about the OUI battery which connect us to NETFLIX he took out which he recently had put in and some other shit he said that made no sense accused me of remote control theft. Sort of a battery/remotecontrol/oui rant to blame me for his nonsense. Talk about weird and said he thought the channel changer (remote control) must be on my bed so I looked and it wasn’t there. NORmally the guy sneaks around and you don’t hear him which is kind of spooky but for some reason he didn’t do DAT while I slept. He looked in the powder room as well. The tv isn’t in my bedroom.

A quirky moment for the ex as if he had a glitch.

That or I did because when I came home from the store found the remote control where I found the phone near my bed desk, so someone must have the keys I have to lock my bedroom

but on the way to the store saw a beautiful huge rainbow.

So I told the ex I found the remote in my bedroom where I had found the phone on the bed at least that’s what I remember and he seemed content as if I’m the nut. But what is weird is why he didn’t ask me where the remote control was until after he had changed the battery from the OUI into the other remote control? A lot of trouble to go to, isn’t it? The order seems wrong and it is. Normally you (a normal person) would ask where the remote control is located. Did you take the remote control, etc? But that question came after.

Doesn’t make sense.

I WON!

Then I asked why he didn’t ask me where the remote control was and if he looked through the couch for the remote control and he said he did through the couch and because I was sleeping and he didn’t want to wake me up and he went ahead and changed the battery. I woke up because he was laughing and the tv was on. He refrained from asking but he made a lot of noise while watching baseball. They aren’t that funny!

I WON!

Some really sick shit! I know what normal people do and they don’t do what he does.

The way he stretched his neck to look in the powder room for the remote reminded me of someone: the same person who stretched his neck looking at the School book depository when JFK was shot and the same person looking at russian forces in the Ukraine etc was if they would allow him to make wild claims if there had really been coup.

Let him through it’s Sheppard Smith. We want Fox to reveal our secret coup. our invasion because he is so manly.

A little overdone. Overacting.

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Get a sheppard’s hook for the bird feeder.

The rainbow was only half of a rainbow but it was huge. Half an arc.

OUCH.

I don’t remember Donald Trump trying to run for President in 2004, 2008, or 2012 but the ex said that Trump has been attempting to run a couple of times either of those years and that’s why no one took him seriously this time around. The reason I asked is I saw a show with David Letterman (a snippet) with Donald Trump talking about his outsourcing of his clothing businesses to other countries. So I asked the ex does David Letterman still have a show and he said he thought he had quit a year or so ago yet we are seeing this snippet in the news. ISN’T THAT KIND OF ODD? I don’t remember Donald Trump attempting to run any other time than this time against Hillary. I don’t believe the ex. I really don’t. I don’t remember people not taking Donald Trump seriously this time around except for a few Republicans showing their REAL alliances and FEAR.

New Viral Photo of Wounded 5-Year-Old Boy Offers Glimpse Into the Horrors Plaguing Aleppo

Watched the Aleppo film of supposed after the bombing by Syrian/Russian forces of a boy being transferred to an ambulance by another ambulance which is I guess what you do when there are road blocks of concrete chunks though I think the masses of men standing by could have been trying to clear the mess so they could ride in an ambulance straight shot but maybe that concrete mess was due to the most recent blast, but war is rough and obviously there is a civil war going on between rebels and  different factions in Syria because of the sarin gas quest of some I think Obama had his sights on the obtaining of the sarin gas after having taken a tour somewhere and Russian President Putin intervened on behalf of Syrian President Assad to dispose of the gas sent to his country since it’s his backyard, and ethnic cleansing that started geez around the time Obama took office of the Presidency, it is hard to tell what is going on over there. I do know things can be staged using kids for propaganda purposes (we have seen it umpteen times in Israel by the Palestinians and the PLO and Iranian nuts and those that fund them and inspire them like Hamas et al) and since the sarin gas attacks we heard about a few years ago were PROVED to be fake it’s hard to take seriously. It was poisonous rice sent via China and up through India and who knows what happened en route to people in Syria and what other countries are involved. I believe that caused some problems for some people yet blamed sarin gas by the UN interlopers very incoherently and without evidence, neverthless it’s hard to see kids used at all but that is typical of war and confusion by those that profit by confusion for a certain purpose and since Fox News didn’t report the hoax aspect of this onslaught

you have to wonder not for joy what’s behind it.

He looks like the kid but much younger by about 13 years or so that tried to rip me off in my driveway,

THE HAIRDO.  Very ENGLISH. But who knows. His outfit as well.

Older Brother Of Omran Daqneesh Dies From Injuries Sustained In Airstrike

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There was also a wedding party that was ambushed in Gaziantep Turkey which is right close to Slleppo where the boy in the above picture was transferred from one ambulance to another and his older brother died, supposedly. The weeding party was ambushed by a 12-14 year old boy. I wonder since Alleppo is disputed territory of Turkey (the bible tells me so) if it was the same incident.

Al-Raqqah (Arabicالرقة‎‎ ar-Raqqah), also called RakkaRaqqa and Ar-Raqqah, is a city in Syria located on the north bank of the Euphrates River, about 160 kilometres (99 miles) east of Aleppo.

During the Syrian Civil War, in 2013, the city was captured by the Islamic State of Iraq and the Levant.

Turkey wedding suicide bomber ‘was child aged 12-14’

But I say unto you, That whosoever is angry with his brother without a cause shall be in danger of the judgment: and whosoever shall say to his brother, Raca, shall be in danger of the council: but whosoever shall say, Thou fool, shall be in danger of hell fire.
Usually when someone is hurt there is a person in the ambulance with the victim helping their wound but that’s not what I saw in the video.
Perhaps Jesus in the Gospel of Matthew was trying to tell us something about the wedding party in Turkey and the bombing incident in Syria ahead of time as a prophecy. I don’t think prophecy is easy to interpret because it is so far ahead in the future from when he was said to have said that verse perhaps even for Jesus of the Gospel of Matthew. I certainly wouldn’t discount it and since it talks about brothers in the articles above seems quite possible.
Also the kid in the article with blood on his forehead being transferred from one ambulance looks an awful lot a person in the crowd in Dallas during the JFK assassination aftermath with his brother which I highlighted in pictures when transcribing CBS news version of the assassination and it’s aftermath.
I know that Pope Benedict also had a brother in his papacy and spotted him in some picture with Eisenhower at an airport which was kind of weird and is also included in the CBS news transcriptions. you might check it out in the links above.
Anyway I think all of these things going on are the death throes of Roman Catholicism and Islam. I guess the hospice idea isn’t admired by God!

Sorry to hear about those places in Italy

attacked by the earth’s crust.

At least 159 dead, 368 others hurt as strong earthquake rocks central Italy

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I guess the death toll is climbing but so is the death toll of those being hospiced as in murder/suicide that ITALY is predisposed to for the rest of mankind especially Americans and the military and their wives and those against the religions of Rome (THE ONE WORLD RELIGION). I imagine the death toll will rise in that part of the world for their contribution to mankind and who knows what will be the equation on a man to man basis and a woman to woman basis or Roman Catholics basis to others equation. God might have a different balance than the Vatican, the UN, NATO, The European Union, Islam and MOHAMMAD, Hindus and/or Mother Teresa and the BGEA

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BGEA’S DAUGHTER

and the WORLD GOVERNMENT and ONE WORLD RELIGION WITH TEETH:

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 April 6th 2009 when Pope Benedict XVl had is G8 meeting in L’Aquila, Italy

and the clock still stood or the clock stood still.

They had different times on the clock faces though.

I AM THE WAY (WEIGH?WHEY) THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE.

……..Feed my lambs, …………Feed my sheep, ………….Feed my sheep………

Me thinks that includes oxygen if KNEADED.

Plants eat light, water, nutrients, and carbon dioxide but I don’t think they could live without oxygen that’s why you don’t see plants on the moon. People that are healthy and people *(and pets) that are sick need oxygen too maintained at a certain level to keep them from keeling over and gasping for air. It’s considered a food substance (but you can’t see it) since you can’t live without it.

Also asthmatics and those with breathing problems could use a very stiff price break for their inhalers like one fifth the current price. How much gasoline would fit in an emergency inhaler? About that price.


In Between a Rock and a Hard Place

The Rockwall DA dismissed the charges as un-chargeable since no one was hurt even the slightest and that she egged me on (my daughter’s words) the charges were instigated by a cop of the Rowlett Police Department who was overzealous and the EX who called the Rowlette Police in the first place because he didn’t want to talk about it and discuss what was occurring and pushed her around in my powder room but they didn’t charge him. A power play between the two departments and cities as well. They asked my daughter if she thought her mom needs anger management counseling and she responded that both of us need it. Funny thing is it was ROCKWALL HS. that caused the problems with my daughter in the first place being bullied and taunted and harassed and called a whore at Rockwall HS and all she had ever done was kiss a boy at an event at the Mega Church in Rockwall. She ended up in the ER bleeding from both her ends from their fun. She never went back. She happened to be one of the cutest cheerleaders at Rockwall HS in the 9th grade at the time and I guess they didn ‘t like that she was talented and prettier than most of their cheerleaders and they got overly competitive. The ex sleazed out of his mistake and said I was ungrateful because I’m still upset about it. My cat died because he wouldn’t keep his vexation the little nymph Mirella the Islamic Bosnian immigrant who claims to be a Zoroastrianist (whose family is gonna be rich when they move back to Croatia) out of the house when I asked and demanded that she not be allowed in the house and when I had to go to the ER, he did it anyway to get to me. They manipulated my daughter to get to me in regards to anger management and to excuse the EX for being a sleaze ball sniveling ROMAN CATHOLIC shit head. THE TWO GIRLS (KATY AND MIRELLA) are still harassing my daughter via twitter about total nonsense and modeling the clothes they borrowed from her and never returned and lied about it umpteen times causing a major stink. Even said something about thinking they could steal her boyfriend if they wanted to over twitter.

Should I give all the glory to God in this ridiculous small time bullshit event?

My daughter told the truth and I taught her about it at least as much as I could.

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Pick a little talk a little

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cheap cheap cheap talk a lot talk a little bit.

THOSE TWO GIRLS ARE SICK and so is the ex.

ACTUALLY I THINK SINCE HE IS THE AGE HE IS HE IS THE SICKEST ONE OF THE THREE.

This is definitely about religion.

IT TAKES A VILLAGE MENATALITY TO MUCK THINGS UP!

The ex is trying to get credit for telling my daughter to stay off twitter though I was way ahead on that score and he wants to take credit for getting me off the charges.

Absolutely INSANE.

I’ll get my cat and my parents and everything stolen from me and zillion times more someday soon. I will pack my things and walk out the door FOREVER.

THEN I WILL BE GRATEFUL. NO NEED TO PAY LIP SERVICE OTHERWISE.

By Matt Howerton
Paisano’s selling ‘Black Olives Matter’ shirts after controversy
Owner: Phrase used to sell new dish

Extreme vetting of immigrants about american values is pointless. They will lie. However if you use a lie detector while vetting you will have greater success and can elicit information you couldn’t get any other way. They use it for State Department employees and sometimes for employment so it ought to be good enough for immigrants. Different questions for different immigrants depending on where they are from. One really good question would be WHO SENT YOU? Another would be: DO YOU LIKE JEWS? Then another: DO YOU THINK MOHAMMAD IS INSANE? DO YOU THINK BLACK OLIVES MATTER?

PUSH SOME BUTTONS.

You might notice a big WHOOOOOSH sound as immigration ceases.

THOUGHT THAT WAS SO AMERICAN THE TEE SHIRTS BEING SOLD BY A PIZZA JOINT.

I THINK I WANT ONE THOUGH I WOULD NOT WEAR IT TO A BLACK LIVES MATTER RALLY. I WOULDN’T GO TO ONE ANYWAY. JUST STIRRING UP TROUBLE especially when going to the wrong locations. BE MORE EFFECTIVE IF THEY THREW AWAY THEIR CELL PHONES AND NOT CHEER (LIKE PALESTINIANS) WHEN A FAMOUS AFRICAN AMERICAN FOOTBALL PLAYER GETS AWAY WITH BEHEADING HIS EX WIFE AND MURDERING HER LOVER WITH CANDLES BURNING ALL OVER HER HOUSE WHILE HER CHILDREN SLEPT  BASED ON A CLICHE “IF THE GLOVES DON’T FIT, YOU MUST ACQUIT” WHICH WAS NONSENSE BECAUSE OJ WAS WEARING RUBBER GLOVES WHEN HE TRIED THEM ON AND BECAUSE LEATHER SHRINKS WHEN WET IN THIS CASE WITH BLOOD (I THINK). Like putting on a bathing suit cap over a wet bathing suit cap. HER BOYFRIEND Ronald Goldman WAS JEWISH, WASN’T HE?

SPIRITUALLY I THINK IT MATTERED. 

Louisiana flooded n 1995 with 26 inches of rain a record amount and OJ was tried in 1994. When OJ was fleeing in his van I was at my little sister’s house for a family gathering when my older sister drank Calamine lotion instead of Pepto Bismal while we were watching Last of the Mohicans. I think it was the same weekend and I nudged my little sister sitting on the couch with me for her to notice as my eldest sister’s husband was exposing himself lying on the floor earlier or on a break from tv for me a sick activity of his/harassment.  He offended me and she kind of smirked (finally had a witness but I don’t think she ever told probably because of the good ole boy quotient), we offended my older sister because we couldn’t believe she had drunk Calomine straight from the bottle (slugged it down) in the pitch dark kitchen of someone else’s home and the way she approached us to tell us about it with lips like the woman in the movie except her lips were pink.

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My dad took care of her cleaning her up and stuff. She was pretty sick throwing up and having diarrhea at the same time and while my dad was upstairs with my sister, her husband tried to make us feel bad for being silly about it. We didn’t realize how sick she was. I guess it was wrong to make a joke of it but it was kind of a family joke (sister joke) later on because it was so stupid. However, we did call poison control when she told us and of course her husband wasn’t up there helping her, my dad was. The next morning we woke up to the news about OJ Simpson.

One thing overshadowed the other and another thing overshadowed the other that weekend.

One thing though about the Calomine Lotion vs Pepto Bismal and how one squirts out and the other pours out should have been a warning to my older sister. One you have to squeeze to get it to come out a tiny little hole and the other just comes out when you open and tip the bottle out of a big hole.  The way the bottles open in another clue as well because of safety measures for kids. A good rule of thumb is not to have things that are topical (for the skin) in the kitchen and only medicines you can drink or take by mouth in the kitchen, so I think or suspect that some kind of trickery occurred that night to confuse her or me and the rest of the family. Possibly it was my older sister’s medicine that she brought from out of town to another in her own medicine case and she was doubly stupid or something else is afoot. I think it has something to do with Gary and who he serves since he was the only one who had something to gain from the confusion, the poisoning, to coverup. I know my older sister would not poison herself on purpose. Years later my little sister ended up in a hospital in California from Sushi food poisoning and Gary and my older sister were there though they did get a little sick barely sick or so they said but my little sisters poisoning was life threatening. She was in the hospital for a week. I wasn’t there and didn’t hear about it till till quite a while after it occurred. In fact I didn’t know they had even gone to California. Her 2nd husband wanted to sue but my older brother was friends with the restaurant owners to some degree (my older sister said they treated him like a king) and my older sister said it was pathetic that my brother stopped the lawsuit from being pursued because of his platonic friendship with the restaurant owners and that his idea of friend ship was pathetic. So some kind of deal going on between my older sister, David (the 2nd husband of my little sister) and Gary. I suspect I was poisoned as well when I first got sick because my last job with them involved thousands of envelopes and licking them. I used an envelope sponge as well but sometimes I didn’t. I suspect that little TINY hole in that Calomine lotion bottle could not have poisoned my older sister (unless she was possessed or something and squeezed the bottle and some squirted into her mouth.) and it might have been a hoax, possibly. I know that stuff is hard often hardening in the bottle and sometimes takes a lot of effort to get past the hardened medicine depending on how old the bottle was which usually are old because people don’t use it that often however she did have bouts with bees a few times when checking property around the real-estate she sold. She was allergic to corn but she ate it anyway often in foods (tortillas and chips and dips, etc) because it caused diarrhea often for her and I don’t know what or whether she threw up that night at my sister’s house or not because I didn’t check it out I just heard about it from Gary to lay guilt upon me and my little sister for having made a small joke of it but we did call poison control when everyone else was scrambling. NO one else told me either. Could be all she had was diarrhea which was typical for her even on the side  of the road on car trips. When shopping with my older sister at a grocery store or clothing store it was best to stay ahead of her. LOL

Neither my mom nor my dad ever talked or mentioned anything about it that night or the next day. Which is kind of interesting. OF course what would they say anyway?  They didn’t talk about things like poop and vomit. A different generation unlike the generation now which love to joke about those kind of things (like the poop in the back of the Police car joke that went around for a while my parents would not have appreciated it to the extent the generations after them did and worse). Though they did use Castor-oil, they did on me anyway. Actually I called poison control with my sister’s phone at her house. My eldest sister only did it once on the side of the road at an abandoned gas station in the middle of nowhere when Gary drove us to my parent’s house a way out of the way we had never been and got lost. But as far as the shopping goes it was often but we did have fun together at least for part of the time, nevertheless she was the kind of person that could shop till everyone else dropped. 4-8 hour excursions, sometimes more. Like going to 6 Flags and trying to get your money’s worth and money was no object for her as she stated on a trip to see my mom while buying flip-flops for about 2 hours (because she had a blister) in one store which is ridiculous. It was what you call “grueling.”

( I like shopping, but not that much to the point of when shopping with her I was the one thinking “Can we go home now?” or “Are we there yet?”)

There is a word for her condition but I can’t think of it at the moment. I WILL find that word because it says a lot about her and possibly WHY she was so so weird in these kind of ways.

After traveling 12 hours sometimes in one day or two to get to a vacation destiny and getting the food shopping done for the condo for everyone and the next day getting ready to hit the beach with your kids bright and early she would be on her phone till about 3 or so chatting away with clients about BULLSHIT ( I don’t like the door knobs, coddling her clients, etc….) so that everyone had to be kind of quiet and finally you just would say, “Screw it! I’m taking my kids to the beach.” and then she would follow eventually. How to ruin a vacation without even trying. Getting there was always fun but being there is supposed to be part of the fun as well and to have one person hold you up is really aggravating. She had a way of doing it that made you think any minute now she will be done and getting everyone to wait by stringing you along. Strange, and then rangling the group to drive into Mexico in the middle of the night to a border town with kids panhandling cigarettes on the street and little clusters of people hanging out in the alleys walking one of my toddlers in a stroller to eat a mexican meal I could have eaten at EL Chico so that her daughter could practice speaking spanish to the waiter. I had never been except in the day for a short day trip for shopping before that so had no idea that it wasn’t safe even though her family said it was, by some miracle we got out alive. Her family got lost in the Ozarks on one of their family excursions when backpacking and met a bear in the woods so that’s kind of what I was dealing with but I didn’t realize it till I put it all together but that happened later after the first marriage of that same daughter was over divorced or annulled because he shot cats in their yard but he could cook like her dad and eventually one side of his family on his dad’s side died in a murder suicide attempt that succeeded.

Then later many years later she had my mom hospiced without telling me after my little sister threatened?/warned? to do the same a few months before that and was turned down because it did not include doctors care or visits for my mom and that was my reasons against it anyway I don’t know why it was rejected by the others at the time but it was offered free and that made it attractive to the 2nd husband of my little sister (he worked her real good and I believe he married her for her divorce settlement from her first husband sort of catholic thing using intel, to rob her and her first husband and kids) and a few other ridiculous, nefarious, evil, cruel things in-between and so I wrote my blog posts and some letters to lawyers and state officials and to family because of their bizarre behavior in regards to my mom and to me and no one helped.

She was the life long love of my dad.

After that incident when I finally had a witness Gary started cozying up to my little sister and played footsie with her under the table at a restaurant appealing to her need to be attractive to males (which they trained her to need degrading her ferociously for not watching someone suck someone else’s penis under the table at Denny’s while eating out and other ways as well like not showing her boobs on New Years Eve like his partner’s wife who showed too much and she was a dog. Sort of the Joel Olsteen effect…Screw over the nouveau riche. Boy are his followers in for a surprise.) She told me. It was his tactic. His modus operandis to confuse her and eventually got the family to isolate me so that I would come back to the fold is what he told her. Put thoughts in their minds by suggestions like I was blackmailing my little sister because we were still in touch. I don’t know if she ever told the family I didn’t black mail her but he also said his daughter and her husband did the same before that for some reason I guess to get money. They did a lot of lying and maneuvering and managing and manipulating others. It was very confusing for everyone because we didn’t know what they were up to most of the time and most of the time totally naive about it. Who would stoop that low? I made an issue of it because it was very destructive to our family and confronted which caused problems too but which is worse?. So I am making suggestions NOW in my posts. Good ones! If we want to escape the

Total Onslaught by Walter Veith. 

Walter Veith also has some great insight you might want to listen to which might help your loved ones here and there. Lots of interesting background and shows the correlation in other ways of Islam And Roman Catholicism ying-yanging everyone with their BULLSHIT.

Ian Paisley also has some good research as well:

European Institute of Protestant Studies

Hope Donald Trump and Hillary Clinton and their followers and the rest of our government do some good reading, listening, and learning. Might benefit everyone.

Taking a picture of me in my bathing suit greeting my other brother-in-law and showing it to me and glaring at me as if I were a hussy?

YUMMY

WHAT CATHOLIC MEN WANT

There was a woman who lived across the street from me when I lived on Point Royal the location of the house on the hill that my ex desired when we were married (his dream home that he went bankrupt on and would not sell) after gigging at a very CHIC and EXPENSIVE chinese restaurant near the house. Her name was Christina Munroe. She had been a water skier and was quite good at it had made a name for herself in the sport, I was told by a neighbor who knew her a little more than I. She was very pretty, kind of snobby and Catholic. I didn’t know her very well but when I lived across the street from her she was suffering from some kind of degenerative disease MS or something like that. She had a little girl that was darling and supposedly almost died having her because of her disease. Gave a gift to her husband, I guess, which almost killed her ( I heard from a friend) He was kind of handsome as well. She got even sicker because of an allergy with gluten which almost killed her. I spent a small amount of time with her at the neighborhood pool when it was still available but we never got close. They closed the pool because of insurance costs and fear of accidents. She sacrificed her marriage for her husband so he could move on with his life and find another woman and raise their child so she divorced him for his sake. Possibly for her daughter’s sake but I can’t imagine that her daughter would have wanted it that way. I think they were pretty close.

He didn’t mind obviously or he wouldn’t have allowed her to do it.

Rarely saw him. I think I saw the guy twice the whole time we lived near them and it was a few years. That’s kind of unusual because we were very nearby. I think he was in the landscaping business.

“OH, please honey don’t” he could have said and maybe he feigned it, I don’t know.

The perfect catholic woman. PRETTY SICK. I don’t know what happened to her. WHO knows what kind of disease his daughter will have when she grows up. ZIKA?

CONSIDER THE SOURCE.

She and I saw each other it seemed on Independence Days. July 4ths. That was when we got to gather and mix. It never happened any other day. The kids would decorate their bikes and we had a small parade, very small. She and her child would come down to the pool in their golf cart. Weird. Not that she came down to the pool in her golf cart was weird but how we never really got together except on Independence Day.

I don’t think she realized how little she must have meant to him and how little his daughter really meant to him or he would have acted like a man should act for his daughter’s sake: Like mommies are important and daddies don’t do it best. Amazing the power of a cult to screw with someone’s mind but obviously Jim Jones and the People’s Temple was only a small cult and he caused quite a stir in Africa or South America.

The pool was abandoned because of a few in the neighborhood and the neighborhood association : LUPE MARTINEZ wore them down with a few other has beens. He even stole from the Catholic Church he attended and I guess was put in charge of at the time in some capacity I found out from an employee without asking. They were afraid of someone drowning in the pool and didn’t want to pay 10 dollars a month to keep it going. No one had ever drowned in the pool in 50 years or so and their children got to use it when they raised their children they just didn’t want our children to enjoy it. It was all bullshit. The pool was why I bought the house with the husband at the time. I loved the idea of a neighborhood pool because for a short time I had access to one a few times when I was a kid and it was fun. They wanted everyone to be miserable and deprive kids of fun and something to do in the summer and families getting together. It was their mission and I think I know why but it doesn’t matter now why because they have to face the future and it doesn’t look good for them.

Maybe it has something to do with Santa Claus? OLD SAINT NICKODEMAS

I don’t know. Probably does.

But what if Santa Claus had double and triple standards

and brought shoe boxes with plastic shit inside (things kids didn’t want i.e. crap) to some kids because of the color of their skin or because they lived in Africa and brought great toys for others because they lived in America and were a great source of tax revenue. What if those kids that received those shoe boxes lost their parents to slave labor getting paid a dollar a day to dig mines for blood diamonds and what if many of those kids that were supposed to receive those shoe boxes didn’t receive them. What if the whole thing is a scam to elicit funds from generous christians and those funds were actually used in nefarious ways. Just because you see a warehouse full of goods with people working and a few press releases about giving kids some shoeboxes with stuff inside doesn’t mean it was world wide and only to find out later the reason they didn’t get one is because they weren’t good enough i.e. Psychological degradation. And why doesn’t Santa bring shoeboxes full of plastic shit for Jews?

(Jesus was a jew, wasn’t he? King of the Jews, etc)

Probably does: plastic explosives via Palestinians.

We all should know by now that Christmas is a way to alleviate overstock in big business before the first of the year: tax break for the rich and probably what those warehouses contain.

And you wonder why the churches are the way they are now: MEGA CHURCHES

And you wonder why the businesses out there are now mostly Big Corporations.

Heard but a snippet of Joel Olsteen (pope ring kisser and ass kisser) talking about ROMAN CATHOLIC vices: gambling vs paying your taxes a proponent for Roman Catholicism because they/them steal those taxes you pay to undermine you: The middle class and lower class and small business and new business which are their competition and eventually in nefarious ways steal those businesses that somehow squeak by and become successful in nefarious ways via marriage, divorce, 2nd marriage, 3rd marriage, using lawyers etc., or hospicing and tempting youngun’s who want to a have and quick a easy solution because they/them have been squeezed as well because of lack of work/jobs/opportunity, OUTRAGEOUS overtaxation and UNAFFORDABLE INSURANCE making prices soar using INTEL they shouldn’t have and if we went to consumption tax so immigrants (legal or illegal) pay as much as the next guy depending on what they buy only they wouldn’t have that INTEL about how much a person earns so they/them won’t be tempted to steal it and to make they/them a victim of their own pursuit of happiness to destroy

The American Way.

That information should be held close and private!

IT NEEDS TO BE OVERHAULED NOW THAT WE KNOW HOW THEY/THEM WORK US!

THE IRS NEEDS TO GO. CPAS CAN BE HIRED TO DO THE SAME WORK BETTER.



Daddy, how come John got a 500 dollar bike and I only got a 50 dollar bike?

Son, because Santa thinks you weren’t as good a boy as John.

Mommy, daddy said that Santa said that I’m not as good a boy as John and that’s why he got a 500 dollar bike and I only got a 50 dollar bike.

Honey, your dad is a piece of shit is why you got a cheaper bike, but John’s dad paid a bunch more taxes on that expensive bike and your dad didn’t.



Anyone who listens to Joel Olsteen and his wife over a minute or so and sits in his sanctuary deserve to be raped and plundered. Anyone who pays to hear Hillary deserves the same.

Maybe we could have Christmas without Santa’s Claws because he doesn’t know what you want or what you need. Your parents know what you want and what you need (them/they for one) and so does your Father in heaven.

Rudolph can go back to his clan of deer in the Wurmberg mountains and we don’t have to lie to our kids and get caught later when they figure it out and go through the different things that occur when they find out (which is astounding, sometimes) and force our kids to lie to their younger siblings, or other classmates, etc.

Maybe Rudolph can find a job at the ski lodge in Wurmburg, Germany.

And last but not least we don’t have to have or go to another

White Elephant or Gift exchange

ever again and lose the reputation of being

the GREAT SATAN.

(It should’t be a crime to be rich, but evil?

Isaiah 53:9

And he made his grave with the wicked, and with the rich in his death; because he had done no violence, neither was any deceit in his mouth.

Black Friday Death Count

A Shopping Stampede, Yes, but Maybe No Economic Jolt

(Notice this article above doesn’t mention small businesses and that is part of the problem we need small business sales as well and they need a break, too!

Christians care more about Santa Claus then they do about the Ten Commandments

trading a lie for the truth and that’s why we have the troubles we have now in this country.

It isn’t about abortion which Christians like to blame for the upheaval in values

(like Adam in the Garden of Eden)

which has been going on for eons under a different name

(BECAUSE people succumb to Scapegoating everyone else but themselves usually user the leadership of liars)

it’s about trading the truth for a lie.

Don’t put her away said God or his angel to Joseph. What did he mean PUT HER AWAY!

IT’s a nice way of saying something else, is what it is.

That’s why they listen to people like Joel Olsteen and his calibre of preaching.

I’m still hoping for things to get better for me

since I figured it out

and worse for those in denial.

The funniest time we had together was when no one had brought skin protection but me and I used one that was a 50 for the kids and let her use it and it was funny. It was dated I think but she put it one her arms and they were zinc white. She laughed too. It was sort of a giggle and we could not stop giggling about it because it was really funny. Luckily, I was in the pool. I’ll never forget that moment and one other thing i noticed about her from afar. I didn’t know how to approach her as a friend because of her disease and her snob factor. I think we could have been friends and I wish we had been friends but she was surrounded by her family most of the time and they contained her, I guess. They lived on the lake one of the prettiest lots on the lake. Probably the prettiest lot and the oldest. They were able to update their home quite well.

I guess it was worth it.

DEMONIC Brain washing. Might have been the drugs she was on or the disease itself or what she was taught but he should have tried to stick it out with her because I don’t think she lived long and it couldn’t have been that much of a sacrifice for him (at least for his daughter’s sake so she might appreciate being a female and being her daughter.)  He obviously didn’t want to and had met someone. I can’t remember her daughter’s name:

Anne Boleyn?

Her name was Michelle, I finally remembered it.

But I’m Not Buyin’ It.

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Don McLean- American Pie (with Lyrics)

*The thing that bugs me is I never saw the bottle my sister swigged from i.e. the calamine lotion. When I have in the past bought the lotion it didn’t look like a bottle of Pepto Bismal but has to be squirted out a little tiny hole. Maybe it does come like a bottle of Pepto Bismal, just not that i have ever bought which is about once or twice in my life. *

Could she have squirted it in her mouth to get attention?

IF you were the devil and hated mankind besides inserting yourself in the bible to twist the meaning etc how would you destroy mankind? Race/clan baiting would be one way. Hitler was from Germany and supposedly committed suicide with his wife of one day
(Beloved, do not let this one thing escape your notice: With the Lord a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like a day., my ex’s favorite verse and probably the only one he knows. He likes to throw it in my face and the adage IT’S NOT ABOUT YOU when he loses a job bid to mexicans and I don’t commiserate with him and SLAMS THE CAR DOOR. He got very pissed off because of a job he thought he had because his friend said he had it and his mom said he had it and got pissed off because they lied to him for a few months and he didn’t have it but it was given to some mexican and I thought geez odd he would get pissed off at liars since he invented lying IMO. This was while I was with him on my way to the bail bondsman because of bureaucracy and I said “is this about me?” False charges because of his assholiness, but the charges were dropped, paperwork has to be distributed and everyone in the office goes on vacation except the bail bondsman/woman so in essence I’m still on bail because I have to show up twice a week until everyone comes back from their vacation or whatever it is that is more important than freeing me up and even though the charges were dropped, some sort of sick entertainment by a bunch of sick bureaucrouts: I don’t think I’m very popular amongst the tribes even though what I espouse is for all the tribes) but some thought Hitler ended up in Argentina, I think. Then some nazis ended up in Brazil as well, and some also were hidden in America.

It’s a CO-NUN-DRUM, to be sure.

I told him talk to your friend and maybe you will get the job back, who knows. but in the car it was the mexicans fault even though they didn’t make that promise, his friend and his mom did.

Then the evening of I ended up in the hospital again because I wasn’t feeling well and the ex said that he had seen it coming on in the last few days.

(A few days ago I had a dream actually a nightmare. I was searching for my daughter throughout the dream because she had been kidnapped and I was screaming her name throughout the dream. I was screaming as loud as I could. I saw my niece in my dream and said something to her like I have a gift for you but actually realized no I have a gift for my other daughter that I had bought the same day but they were very similar and was still searching and it seemed like a long dream going all over the area that arose in the dream as I dreamed. I was desperate and it was heart wrenching. Reminded me of the song of Neil Young song from the Harvest album of a mother screaming in the rain but I don’t know if it was raining in the dream but it rained outside for a few days. Finally my dad appeared in my dream and I woke up. I had the worst headache I have had in years. I rarely have headaches but I had to take some exedrin immediately after that dream. Weird to have a headache because of screaming your daughter’s name in a dream. And then some other weird shit happened some written about and some not depending on discernment and/or relevancy.)

Now thinking about it kind of seems prophetic or a message, I don’t know.

And I was singing, Bye bye Miss American Pie,

drove my chevy to the levy but the levy was dry,

and good ole boys were drinking whiskey and rye singing:

This would be the day that I die……..

Before I went to the hospital though I thought maybe if i could relax because my back was feeling real tight my bones and muscles and my abdomen was bloated and tight I could overcome what was ailing me and not have to go to the hospital and asked the ex if he would rub my back and he wouldn’t rub me rolled his eyes etc then at the waiting room he said he would rub my back because people were there and I said no thanks and then in the room where I was treated by nurses and doctors I asked if he could rub my back when no one was around and he said no and then later my ankle and he rolled his eyes again and he said no. He does it because people are watching. What he doesn’t realize is people do see, and GOD really does see when others don’t. Sort of a test but it’s taking it’s toll on me. I can’t wait till it’s the other way around except I don’t want to be around then to see it. I’m hopeful:  I want to be on the beach relaxing and enjoying the things I enjoy such as sipping a Pina Colada listening to the waves and the wind and kids laughing, kites flying, ships on the horizon, dipping my feet in the cool lapping water, and all the other things that are enjoyable i various places with people I love while my sweet pets are waiting at my beach condo/cottage/house/villa

until I’m satiated with the things I find pleasure in

Beloved, do not let this one thing escape your notice: With the Lord a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like a day.

and as I am enjoying those things knowing

 he is not enjoying being dragged through the muck at least 500-…… miles away

and no one I love will give a shit about him.

(A few days ago he told his daughter in front of me that he was not going to buy her another cell phone because she has accidents with cell phones and at the time one was on her thigh and I told him You’re so perfect and he said basically he thought he was because he has never ever dropped his cell phone (unbelievable reasoning), he said. I said, do you promise? in regards to not buying her another cell phone. We shall see but it’s some kind of game he plays and I think he is gonna lose that game. GOD DOES SEE and HEARS and UNDERSTANDS but my ex doesn’t think so. HE thinks he can pull the wool over God’s eyes and in his ears and in God’s presence.)

He told me that the reason my daughter doesn’t have a job is because employers go to twitter and put in names of applicants to see how they twitter: if they use f-bombs or not.

I said then why do you insist on her having a cell phone, if that’s true, …….ASSHOLE though I didn’t add that, but I thought it.

She has every right to drop a bunch of f-bombs in my estimation and I think

GOD WOULD AGREE.

 


New Tesla is Fastest Car on the Market

Elon Musk

Just saw the Tesla they are selling for an inappropriate price for the people that need to comprise the population that uses electricity to drive a car in order for some kind of global cleaning. Course they are from CANADA and they are dry. WHO CARES? If Americans could get inspired to build a car about the size of a KIA or similar and for the same price that runs on electricity it would be helpful to save energy and for independence sake from those FRENCH AND ENGLISH CANADIANS.

WE ARE BETTER THAN THEY ARE.

Probably a misnomer but nevertheless we should do better then what we are doing having one third of our population out of work is ABOMINABLE (blows me away) and I think it’s because people cater to the rich with their whims using global weather change as an excuse to invest in cars that go too fast on electricity (the speed limit is still gonna be the same or close so what good is it?) invested by who knows who instead of providing jobs by manufacturing cars that run on electricity for everyone at at a low cost and moving over to electricity as our source of energy for automobiles and investing in electric fill up stations instead of gasoline and becoming independent of oil and Saudi Arabia and other ISLAMIC countries.

Like I said one measly bolt of lightning possess enough energy to run all the electricity needs of a BIG city for days and days or even more. I could care less if the car accelerates as fast as the fastest car in the world. I want a car that runs on electricity ….is cheap….. well made….. well designed and runs on electricity where electricity is accessible for the vehicle all over the place (like gas is available) for a reasonable price in a fair electricity trade environment where there is fair competition.

HOW HARD CAN THAT BE?
BENJAMiN FRANKLIN WAS AN AMERICAN, he wasn’t from Canada, was he?. IF HE COULD DO WHAT HE DID HUNDREDS OF YEARS AGO WHY CAN’T AMErICANs RISE TO THE OCCASION AND COMPETE WITH THESE MEALY MOUTHED GLOBAL CHANGE CANADIAN (THE FRENCH AND THE ENGLISH)  APPOLOGISTS AND MAKE A REAL DIFFERENCE> WHAT GOOD DOES IT DO FOR ONLY THE RICH TO DRIVE FAST ACCELERATING ELECTRIC CARS TO SAVE THE WORLD FROM POLLUTION. THAT’S RIDICULOUS!
Like sticking one clean air machine in a coal mine. 


Back to the situation at hand in my False arrest case

The last time I went to the Bail Bonds lady because of  government bureaucracy even though the case has been dismissed I saw the writing on the wall a reflection on the wall in shadows and it said what my mom said to me when I was sleeping on my left shoulder when I thought it might have been that she died (or something) after the last time I saw her but months before she was hospiced without my knowledge and died. Don’t know what it means but it was what she said while touching my shoulder I think to comfort me because she usually did that (if you ever got a foot rub by my mom you would know what I mean) and so did my beautiful sweet cat in his little ways. Obviously my dad comforted me recently in my nightmare by waking me up: It was helpful. When I was a kid he used to rub my arms like a prize fighter and also used to push my cuticles back on my fingers for some reason but I liked it. LOL

Kind of a reflection of Blessed are they that mourn for they shall be comforted

instead 

I was comforted by those I have been in mooring about.

In other words I think they are helping me! And I testify of them and we testify of each other and in the mutual goals. It’s pretty wild having my dad wake me up from a nightmare and he isn’t even here.

For sure the ex did not comfort me but isn’t that what ex’s are for! He is the most unsympathetic person in the world that I have ever met and I can’t wait to return the favor. I just hope it’s swift because he has had plenty of time to reflect and doesn’t. IT’s kind of how bad feelings grow when someone is the way he is because I divorced him. HE certainly gave me evidence as to the decision I made, obviously was a good one.

Anyway the sign on the wall I wrote about either in this blog post or on one of my other ones and I don’t want to review it to find it but it started with a B and ended with a B and one of the B’s was higher up. Fascinating because it’s as if she saw earlier what I saw later on 6 or more months later (longer I think) but like I said I saw her later for a moment and she was excited so I think it’s good. Like we won or something -she was that excited- but not sure what we won YET! Might be an omen for my ex for calling the police over nothing and acting like he isn’t responsible yet he knows he is responsible and I don’t think he will get away with it. Certainly had to pay for it money wise  (nominal fees to some but to him it wasn’t and a great big hassle for him also) but IMO that’s not enough but I’m not God. I think it’s interesting that I would see the sign at the Bail/Bael/Baal Bonds Office the last time I was there over a false arrest. The ex says he didn’t arrest me (washing his hands) and that’s true he didnt he only called those that do arrest people. If he hadn’t called I would not have been arrested. DUH. So he is the BIG EXCUSE.

Search the scriptures; for in them ye think ye have eternal life:
and they are they which testify of me.
What scripture was he talking about and who was he talking to? The New Testament hadn’t been written yet and the Old Testament was stolen and taken to Rome for editing by Josephus son of Matthias for the Flaviuses at the time when the temple was destroyed in Jerusalem by the Romans and whoever was allied with them. Was Jesus saying that Jesus is in the Old Testament? I AM THAT I AM, etc. KInd of confusing but never the less I have had some cool signs and I did not make this up either and I think God has everything to do with how they are able to communicate with me.
IT DEFIES ALL LOGIC but that’s okay it helps.
“It is written thou shalt not tempt the Lord they God” and yet it isn’t written anywhere IN THE BIBLE except the Synoptic gospels *Matthew, Mark, and Luke) and they hadn’t been written yet when he said it being tempted by someone. So he should have known that that remark was excluded elsewhere and would be eventually excluded or at the time  and if he didn’t know, then what does that mean? Peter misquoted scripture in Acts, soooooo. Here is a fun post I wrote a while back:
Is that what he means or was it written as he spoke? Spontaneous writing?

Today found a small nail screw with a big head lodged in a pea from the frozen mixed medley that has peas beans carrots and corn (mixed veggies) that I used in my chicken ranch style pasta salad and luckily I didn’t bite down on it or I might have hurt my teeth or swallowed it.. Anyway I don’t think I’ll be eating that salad now. Turned me off and normally I love my salad. I’m not ruling out that it was in the pasta or the object came from the rice steamer. I didn’t know what I was dealing with till I felt it in my mouth and in order to make it I had to stir it a bunch to mmix the mayo with the ingredients. SInce the object is metal it’s very likely it came from the metal rice/vegetable steamer.

4 Comments »

  1. I love it, this is so interesting, I am proud of you and your accomplishments, i will call you soon and my e-mail is …lplant@tx.rr.com, my phione # is 214-501-3776

    Comment by Lois Stanford Plant | May 14, 2011 | Reply

  2. You need to delete what I put in brackets:

    “The President’s mother and father were told [of the] that the President was shot by a workman in Hyannis Port, Massachusetts where they are.”

    When I heard this piece read by Collingswood, I had to laugh. The copywriters aren’t very good.

    I heard a radio version that said that a workman on the Kennedy Estate heard the report on his radio and ran to the house to inform the family. Ok, sounds good.

    But when I hear Collinswood say: “The President’s mother and father were told that the President was shot by a workman in Hyannis Port, Massachusetts where they are.”

    All I could say was:

    “What? The President was shot by a workman? In Hyannis Port? Where his parents were?”

    -Pat

    Comment by Pat Ryan | July 1, 2015 | Reply

    • That was about JFK’s brother Robert Kennedy being informed of the assassination, as I recall.

      Comment by merangue | July 25, 2016 | Reply

  3. I READ YOUR OBSERVATIONS ON THE DOUBLES OF JACKIE. IVE KNOWN ABOUT MARINA PRUSAKOVA BEING HER BODY DOUBLE FOR A WHILE NOW. THEY SMUGGLED HER OUT OF RUSSIA, TRAINED HER , ALTERED HER, GOT HER ORAL RECONSTRUCTIVE SURGURY PAID FOR BY CIA. THEN PUT HER BESIDE JFK…AND SHE SLASHS HIS THROAT…hidden by gun sprey….SO I WONDERED IF ZAPRUDER FILM WAS IN CORRECT VIEWING?… HERES THE CONFUSEING PART…. AT BEDSIDE INTERVIEW, CONNALLY SAID , “I TURNED TO MY LEFT TO CHECK ON JFK”. in zapruder film we see connally turn to his right…THE ZAPRUDER FILM WAS PRESENTED MIRRRORED TO US….IN MIRROR YOU SEE CONNALLY TURN TO HIS LEFT….

    Comment by eliska wison | September 10, 2015 | Reply


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